Today, at least later today when I wake up as I haven’t slept yet, will be my fourth loop. I decided to run more than 3 or 5 minutes the other day and had 0 recon from what I can feel so far. I think I ended up running around 10-12 minutes. I meant to run 15 but my app I play it on froze so I just used that as a sign to stop.
I feel like I only count manifestations so far.
So I told you guys about the cleaning, I still have to do more of that but it’s now constantly on my mind that I need to clean my entire apartment - properly and that I want it spotless. Little things being dirty are annoying me and it’s making me want to clean. Genuinely feel like this is a manifestation.
Secondly, been very honest with a couple friends about a situation I spoke about on here which we won’t be going into and told them how I’m feeling and what I was dealing with - turns out I have their support and it allowed me to get stuff off my chest so that I can start moving forward with the new story- which I’m focused on now.
I also took a big step for me for something I was/am terrified about, we’ll see the outcome however this had to be done for me to move forward with my life. I feel like this is a massive result because I’ve had the chance before but didn’t end up going through with it, I just can’t delve into it right now.
Thirdly, this will link into a ‘manifestation’ but I feel like things are just unfolding. I can only count this as being linked to this sub in a sense, even if it isn’t in the scripting and it kind of ties in with the ‘cleaning’ manifestation but I had a friend bring up something about a cleanse so I started researching nutritional cleanses because it’s been on my mind a lot - mainly since I started this sub (again, may not be in the scripting however it may have unlocked a ‘rebirth’ in me into my nutritional habits which are okay but could be better) so I’m looking into doing a detox/nutritional cleanse for a little while because I want a reset.
I’m already exercising but I want and feel like a reset is necessary. I want to be healthy or at least healthier than I am now.
Side note: Please, without any rudeness intended, I don’t care about opinions on doing detoxes/cleanses etc - it’s something I want to do whether it’s viewed as healthy/unhealthy or whatever (everyone has their thoughts and feelings) - I feel like it will help me.
I feel as if it’s making me stop being comfortable with the way I’m living in regards to opening up, cleaning my surroundings and cleaning my body, mind and spirit nutritionally. If that makes sense of course.
I wanted a reset, and was unsure whether this is the kind of sub that would offer it but so far I feel like it is. I feel like a Phoenix. I’m being reborn.