Your languaging and succinctness are spot on, delightfully put, and creating distinctions I was not present to.
Its’ having me discover I’m having trouble getting behind ‘being productive’ ironically-it seems like such a waste of time.
This is perhaps lack of compelling vision towards what that productivity is towards or I’m burnt out on ’ productivity as a means of achievement, forward motion.
Also found this nugget the link within the link-I believe a different way of being around engagement that can build something will create a shortcut to my personal goals and provide its own energy source.
It also sounds like Khan ZP has this ROI/Wisdom Sage Immortal subjective clarity for you
"QL gets you Objective Understanding… like a scientist…
… “I can see it now. THIS is how the world REALLY works.”
SG gives you Subjective Clarity… shortcuts to your goals…
… the path you need to take to avoid all the experimental dead-end detours that seem like good ideas right now, but won’t actually work in the end."