yeah, I have 2+ years of Khan… so I jumped to st4.
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I’m not as advanced as you, it’s been a year I have ran Khan, and I want the healing 
Anyway we are still in lockdown in canada. People are starting to protest here, even the hockey league put pressure on governments because they wanted to host their event and they fear the NHL will just host all the events in USA…
So things should open up eventually.
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Yeah, no hurry for sure. I really enjoyed the lighthearted tone of the entire day today.
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I’m happy for you, I will report my first day of Khan St1+Limitless tomorrow
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You do that! I’m really curious to hear other experiences…
Something’s in the air.
@Simon’s words really hit me today while browsing this thread.
It’s got me looking seriously at Khan vs. DR, and my listening cycle using CFW ends in less than a week.
For one, it has Total Breakdown to annihilate all the mental bullshit I recycle over and over again.
I’ve been thinking on this all day, and TB is only one reason I’m considering it.
I wrote this morning in my Chosen journal, and I feel like I’m laying down, allowing others to think less of me or put me down. I am so sick of thinking “I’m not…”, “I can’t…”, and the worst of them all is “I won’t…” I’ve believed this about myself and I’m angry.
I would LOVE to be able to
And women? They’re all in that category of “I won’t” with me constantly finding shitty reasons I can’t/won’t/will fail.
And finally, my biggest point. I’ve been around the psychology/self-help side of life since I was 19 years old. I even got my bachelor’s in it. I came to SubClub 4 years ago since I wanted to feel like more of a man. Self help and psychology make one “nice”, but never ever do they give one tools for being a man. That’s why psychology has disappointed me. There’s a major disconnect for me.
I’m tired of shitting on myself.
I’d like to be honest, free, capable, willing, self-respecting, self-accepting, and more assertive. I’m seriously considering starting Kahn.
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It might be worth to integrate some more base subs as essentials through 45-day runs before starting Khan. I can think of running Daredevil, Primal, True Social, Ascension.
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Your logic is valid @SubliminalUser.
However, it skips the healing part, the removal of toxic self-assessments and all. Kahn has everything, with added push.
I am inclined to believe that the healing inherent in ZP is sufficient for Khan, provided one has done some healing in the past. And that healing would come from running these other titles since they too will have the ZP healing.
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I tend to agree with you regarding the fact that ZP is all good for healing. But, I also believe that total breakdown or some strong healing sub can accelerate the progress in the sense that if you do 1 month healing and 1 month of the sub, you could have more results than 2 months of the sub.
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@GoldenTiger haven’t you run DR?
I just find it surprising that many would like to run ST1 when I’ve seen multiple of these people in other healing sub threads. If I were to run ST1 again (a stretch) I’d be stacking that with ST4.
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Yeah, I have a tendency to believe I need healing, but I don’t think I need big healing. A big part of it was already done. Thing is, since my depression there are a lot of things I have “unlearned” and old patterns that came back.
I want to do the healing to start the snowball, and maybe clear some more stuff that wasn’t healed. I actually did only 5 months healing since starting subclub. I ran Khan St1 in 2019 and early 2021 I ran Dragon reborn! (Ok, maybe I made a healing custom also hahaha, I ran it, but dragon reborn came out just after…! I believe we were in the same boat regarding this 
)
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Wondering what a Khan - Mind’s Eye stack can deliver 
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Oh and @SubliminalUser, my theory regarding healing is that it’s a work in progress. For example, you are in a relationship and suddently you learn your gf has been cheating on you. This might leave scars and imprint some beliefs that you are not enough inside you.
You might need a bit of healing after that. Or you are just part of a big car crash and are pretty scared of driving after that… Healing can help return to driving faster.
Usually when we think “healing”, we are thinking about stuff that happened when we were teenagers or kids, but it can be used for anything.
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Currently running this lol
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I agree. Am friendly-dominant and witty right now. And am on Total Breakdown.
Not much reconcilliation either. It feels good to be back on Khan. I feel like am The Man on it.
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Ok so my day is Over and back at home. Here’s what I noticed from day one on Khan (as always I’m focusing on what I think specifically came from khan so I’ll omit the insane sexual attraction, excessive flirting and lusty energy from women since thats already new normal from Ps/wanted/Libertine)
This sub snuck up on me throughout the day. I felt a subtle sense of relentless power that ebbed and flowed in various situations. Felt a lot friendlier then I anticipated; I felt socially dominant but not in a way where I put others down. I wasn’t leading conversations either; more like the social barrier of my persona was down. Looking in peoples eyes with TOTAL honesty and I felt a shift in their entire being where they letdown their persona as well . Total lack of any sense of controlling my actions. Tremendous sense of personal power plus my already high libido was in the stratosphere today. The best way to put it is that the dominance was one where my behavior and presence was the TRUTH. I was getting a tremendous pleasure from illuminating the elephant in the room everywhere I went in anyway I could. Even more control of my emotions without sacrificing intensity of feeling. Alongside an absolute certainty that I am fully capable. Of anything. Ultra instinct the sub lol. All on day one.
Did I mention the insane libido? My libido has been at 10 with my current stack, today it felt like 20. Bat out of hell type of energy. I can’t imagine where I’ll be with this three weeks from now. already I can tell its the PERFECT complement to my PS/WANTED/Libertine stack. Power and sex boys, I feel like power and sex.
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Which stage are you running?
ST4. I want the full khan experience off the bat.
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What is the difference with emperor?
Almost same question here, how ia it different from other alpha/sexual subs like Emperor and PS
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