On day 3 of my rest period, I feel more like moving on to stage 3.
I need to do a lot in the upcoming cycle, like getting a serious job, bring peace to my family, so a lot of negotiating, do a lot around the house so I can focus more on the new job once I landed one, etc.
The energy from stage 3 is probably what I need,
Firing up GM and the Love aura from LB.
I did. And some people handle their reconciliation better than others.
What is it about your presence that you think is necessary for this forum?
What cause?
No doubt.
My contribution to the cause.
Advancing human potential and becoming legendary. We serve that cause all together, even though not all of us may be aware of that.
First day of ST2
Wanted Black and Khan Black Crucible had me in a wild pickle, I finally felt like Khan Black is all I really need. Plus the recon between the two in the long run was a little knargly.
30 second download works perfectly for me 
After a long time of trying removing the porn habit i had managed to get it down to one but by just running this for a cycle, it just feel natural and normal to not watch porn. It has completley obliterated the addiction and made me a person that i would love to be.
Khan Black, for me, has kept on working in the background even after having completed a full run (ST1-4) and though I replaced it in my stack a few weeks ago.
To be precise, the desire to watch pornography feels like itās completely in the past for me. Without the inflated desires that came with watching porn, I have pretty much lost the desire to masturbate as well.
I had sex the other day and normally, not having orgasmed during (by choice), I might have been tempted the next day or the day after to let one go. At the very least, I probably would have felt unfulfilled and wanted to watch some videos.
But, nope. No chaser feelings of need whatsoever.
Itās kinda unreal for me to think that the last time I masturbated was last year at some point. I remember reading a post by @NinjaGazin where he mentioned that he rarely if ever does it, and I found that hella inspiring. I think it was at that moment that I decided that I wanted to be on that level.
The cool thing about it is that it really isnāt a struggle and it hasnāt been for awhile. Iāve managed to pretty well separate in my knowing that just because a desire comes up, that doesnāt mean that I have to take that desire at face value, or that the initial temptation of how to fulfill it (in this case, masturbation) is not a worthy substitute for what the desire really is (intimacy, sex, sex, intimacy).
Running Khan Black through is very much worth it for many reasons.
One of my current reasons of note is that a consequence of having run KB through and having gotten solid, long-term results, I always have that reminder that any recon I go through, suggesting that subliminals donāt work or that I should just switch stacks yada yadaā¦is bull. Lol.
Is having the choice to orgasm something you could do before KB or is that KB doing its thing? Or is it a combo of KB and some specific practice?
It has been a conscious practice of mine for years, and one that Khan Black greatly helped in my ability. It was more of a form of discipline for retention purposes when I first started with it, as I used to hate the feeling of being drained after sex.
Khan Black really helps with recovery after sex too, so, post-ejaculatory bleeeh isnāt an issue for me anymore.
It kinda transitioned into a point of pride. I can have sex with a woman and if the sex itself between us is great, I consider the sex great regardless of if I chose to ejaculate.
Saying that to women and men alike has caused varying responses 
An āeasyā method of controlling it is breathing. Shallow breaths are a no-go.
I find that a 4 count inhale/hold/exhale/hold is useful for maintaining the nuttiness. It can be tricky at first, but falling into the rhythm works wonders.
Iāve also cut back on masturbating and watching porn. I would say I donāt really have the desire for it anymore either. I didnāt even have that intent before listening. Even if I find myself turned on for some reason I end up just forgetting about it and/or transmuting it into another focus. Itās not any conscious practice I do, just from KB and I just started KB 3.
At what stage did you cut back?
I noticed it right away. Like immediately I went on a streak. Then my sexual energy started to rise so I fell off the wagon. Iāve only listened to stage 3 1x so far. Iām doing 2 cycles per stage. I noticed in maybe the last 2 weeks that yea if I have an urge itās short lived and without trying my focus goes to something else and I forget about it.
Big Boy Big Brain Moment
So Iām in the thick of a Khan Black cycle, and Iām trying to spot this sexual energy. Then I started feeling creatively free and loosened up. I want to create more digital graphics, my writing style shifted, narratives more compelling in my head.
I feel a medium sense of passion and a tiny bit of wonder. When going into creative pursuits, I abandon them these days because I run out of the juice; the creative energy. So, I am going to put this thing to the test and see how it assists.
Finished 3cycles kb1 and started kb st2, recon after first cycle was pretty much a full week of nonstop sex and masturbation lol, now the waters have calmed.
I manifested a spot in a kundalini awakening retreat live with a legit teacher that gives high lvl shaktipat initiation, so the jist of it is that kundalini becomes a sentient awakened intelligence that seeks optimal paths to full liberation and bliss, while on other hand the dangers of kundalini are due to it not being awakened but forcefully stimulated by various practices without high initiation so it ends up a blind release of energy into system without the intelligence guiding it up the right channel and right way within the body.
Met some wonderful peoole and also had a great time, people were very generous to me.
Other subs in stack khan 1 and phenix rebornā¦
On st2 of kb im starting energy cultivation practice and removing all blockages with other 2 subs, energetic practices helps clear blockages, and clearing blockages help energy flow better so its a nice feedback loop.
It seems to be a reoccurring theme, that before it gets better it first gets worse.
After starting with KB I had a hard relapse with pmo. Since I finished the third cycle of Stage 1, I feel almost completely cleansed from this filth. The rest will be dealt with by stage 4.
@Risky and @Sage_Ninjistic experienced the same thing happen.
Yes, and now Iām allowing myself every tenth day or so (no porn) just until Iāve familiarised myself with how to prevent or circumvent stagnation, because thatās something I fear/worry about.
Interesting i have to say how it all coincided, after i finished purification of kb1, manifested this live initiation which awakens the shakti intelligence in the spine to start rising up and clear further blockages on its path of energetic channels up the spine, and i just started kb st2 will help work on this phase with good synergy.
One of the interesting things i heard on the retreat at earlier stages we think we are manipulating or working/meditating on kundalini while at later stages we realize kundalini is our real self meditating on our ignorant ego self and that everything is that underlying shakti intelligence self.
Can confirm from my personal experience of unity consciousness several years back.
Also one of the questions i asked the guru since he had a difficult life if he thinks he choose those challenges before being born, because i also on intuitive sense feel like i choose challenges and suffering as catalyst for more brutal and faster transformation and evolution.
And the answer?
How many cycles to run 1st stage before going to the 2nd stage?
And does Khan Black help with erectyle disfunction from years of porn and masturbation?
Depends on what you want to achieve.
Iāve run 3 cycles to get rid of the remains of my pornaddiction.
Been clean since then. I had 1 cycle of stage 2 and just started stage 3.
I cured my ED from 20 years of pornabuse before starting KB. I gave my best to heal from pmo and the more I was able to abstain, the longer the periods without pmo got, the more the ED vanished.
Itās not like your dick is broken. Itās just your brain is trained to only get aroused from hard stuff. Over time your dopamine system gets a reset and everything goes back to normal.
Iād guess my brain needed about a year to be able to produce regular errections.
But that was way before I knew subs. Iād guess with a few cycles of KB1 and perhaps something like Diamond, you could supercharge this process and cut the time in half.