Itās interesting how we forget how subs changed us in the past.
Do you think it might be recon that made you write the original post?
Or is it just ZP that makes the change so smooth that you think it was always that way?
The results were not tangible on St2-4 as I explained here:
Iām not in recon anymore. Thank you Itās looks like the reason was that peopleās got colourful results on KB whilst mine were not so.
ZP makes shifts smooth indeed yet I can discern even the tiniest ones. I went through KB St2-4 without any complaint, even though I couldnāt discern any tangible shifts, as I was aware that changes of this kind may be difficult to grasp for someone who has no experience in energy cultivation. Looking backward I can only say that those three stages helped me keep my libido at bay more effectively.
Thatās one of the reasons journaling is encouraged.
In my case itās not about forgetting, I just noticed little to no results on St2-4, and St4 contains St1 or at least its core.
Iām rummaging through my journals and I found this:
More on St1:
St2:
St3
Every time I run KB3 I feel energies coursing throughout my body and I take a piss really frequently for a couple of hours after the listening.
Also stage 3:
KB makes me truly desire women in the sense of ravishing them (not in a violent way, naturally) and thatās a huge shift since for whole my life it would be more like worshiping them that had some unnecessary and not entirely pleasant consequences.
St4:
When it comes to KB, Iāve just started running st4 and it seems to be balancing all the features the previous stages offer yet, I suspect its effect is latent (as it was with st3) and Iām going to see more of it at work with time.
More on St4:
KB (St4) keeps my energy levels high yet I think I would need to engage in some kind of energy cultivation practice to make the most of it, and Iām not really interested in that. Iāll run it for around one more month and then Iāll evaluate my progress and reconsider using this program for a longer time.
I guess thatās all what I wrote about my KB run.
Mmm not sure honestly. Look at last 50 or so LB thread (and not only that one) , everyone having recon, bad dreams etcā¦
I remember that zp started with the idea that it would have reduce recon, but now I see taking about is just take your shits to the surface (than Itās up to you how you face it)
Oh yeah, I forgot that itās not so smooth for everyone. Iāve been building myself up gradually with some experimentation periods in between but essentially the growth is gradual. Hereās what I mean:
My listening schedule is intense and my stacks dense yet I can run them with ease.
Itās an organic process, where you need to be brutally honest with yourself and go through the essentials. IMO most of people should go through Sanguine and LB thoroughly first. Really. Lack (or low levels) of self-love and self-regulation are the most common psychological issues that sabotage our growth.
Now take a look at those people around, especially when theyāre in recon, how they display lack (or low levels) of those two aforementioned āqualitiesā. Especially, when theyāre trying to upset others. Iāve experienced those attempts on here countless times, at some point I even decided to leave SC for this reason as I donāt tolerate disgraceful behavior, yet I know my presence here is necessary. Itās not about me itās about the cause.
Rest for 1 to 4 days without running any programs.
Once youāre not tired or exhausted, revisit the question.
āDo I want another round of KB2 or do I want to move on to KB3?ā
Either way can work fine. And no matter what you do now, itās still going to go deeper when you go through the program the next time around.
But yes, Iād say that more than playing the stage again or advancing, the state you described indicates that it may be a good time for a little break.
Throughout the cycle I did any length from 3 min to full loop, slowly advancing. On my last day I did a full loop.
I just finished a cycle. Today is my second rest day. So I have 4 days (including today, just got up) until I need to make a decision.
In a short reflection I noticed that both decisions are fear based. Fear of moving on to early without getting the proper preparation for stage 3 and not getting the desired results.
On the otherhand fear of āwastingā another month on stage 2 when I could already experience the magnificence of stage 3. Fomo you could say.
Fire has repeated this countless times: the sub grows with you, meaning the more you grow on the sub the better results you get. Thereās no limit to it. You can run a sub for a decade and still grow on it.
Not only this, Emperor was highly aligned with the kind of action @Hoppa would take on a daily basis ANYWAY as an entrepreneur and employer. Iām not sure how it went on the sex and romance front for him, though Privacy, I suppose.
On day 3 of my rest period, I feel more like moving on to stage 3.
I need to do a lot in the upcoming cycle, like getting a serious job, bring peace to my family, so a lot of negotiating, do a lot around the house so I can focus more on the new job once I landed one, etc.
The energy from stage 3 is probably what I need,
Firing up GM and the Love aura from LB.