Ngl I’ve had the exact same experience today haha
Unfortunately, what I’m questioning is my relationship, and coupled with Stark core in my custom, I think I may have taken a bit too much action in just straight up being open about it all and thinking it out loud to my girl.
I understand she was probably hurt, but part of me feels like I need to be real with her, not just for me, but for her too, cause I realize that I’m not really a “Prince Charming” or something of that sort, but more so a sinful addiction, and I guess that’s part of the reason why Hero keeps pushing me away from cores like WB and Khan, cause when I’m on those, I do become selfish with what I want and how I want it, and with the knowledge I have on creating customs + my flow factor, I’m kinda ashamed to admit that I used some customs to make her open up to trying out things she herself thought she’d never do.
Not saying that it wasn’t consensual or anything, but still, part of me doesn’t really feel that good about the things I’ve made her try by utilizing certain cores and/or modules, such as Direct Influencing Aura with Khan, or using True Sell when telling her about trying out something new.
Maybe she really did wanna do all those things and I just helped her open up, or maybe I just took advantage of her love and used subs to influence her more than she realizes.