A great shift in how i perceive my life.
In short: i have started to look at life as it is, what life is actually offering instead how i wanted it to be
Literally this shift was all of a sudden
So i was bragging about my own life , how i hated my college, questioned its subjects, how i was living life in a 720 p low settings with lots of stuttering and sufferings
How the pandemic led me to my downfall, how i could ve entered in a better college etc etc.
And even i complaint about my laptop , how i could end up getting a gaming laptop for the same price but my father and cousin didnt allow which only allowed me to play modern games on low settings.
Anyway. Here’s the shift, i begin to accept these things occuring in my life,its like i hated these things because the situations and events were not playing according to me, but i understood its sometimes not what you want, its what you ‘get’ in life. At some point you got no choice but to accept and live with these things in your life
Now , as i am seeing things as it is instead how i want it to be. When this happened,i started to see so many opportunities in my life, even playing games on low settings became acceptable because it is what it is,
Same way i accepted my low quality life and i am just looking at the opportunities this low quality life is offering me.
Woah! I am feeling very satisfied and motivated to move toward my goals
These shifts happened befire but not as deeply and in a profound way like this