I have been exhausted and low energy past month plus and completely stopped going to the gym.
The week this came out I started going again at a regular cadence, and couldn’t do shit. Every week I am able to push harder and do more though, without even really thinking or stressing about it. I also don’t beat myself up for how tired I am/how little I am able to do. I do my best, and just intrinsically know that next time I’ll do my best again and it’ll be better.
Unrelated to physical results –
This past week my last relationship/my ex has been on my mind a lot.
I have experienced the kinds of thoughts that lead me to think there is some hidden belief within me that I won’t be able to do better than her, or rather that I won’t be able to find someone who is a better fit values-wise and who I am equally if not more attracted to physically. So I have been thinking about her and wanting her back in a sense, feels bad haha
Not sure if this is recon, or the sub showing me a limiting belief to overcome, or what.
Didn’t even think this title had emotional healing in it to be honest.
Anyone else experience similar emotional recon or processing?
Ran my first 3 minute loop this morning.
I’m noticing increased focus in my intentions regarding health, healing, and fitness.
My chart analysis are getting better, I’ve been getting the same setup as my mentor for some time now and today I really noticed it.
Regarding health, I’ve been eating pretty good this week, I’m pulling back on sugar and refined carbs.
When you become a Millionaire, do not forget that I believed in you and rooted for you 
You know what is 50k from 1M, right ?
This is seriously an amazing title, mehn i am covering complicated topics so easily, i am just getting better at studying for longer period of time, things that usually take 2-3 hrs to learn, i am learning all those in 1-1.5 hrs(mainly due to less distraction , enhanced comprehension and more confidence)
I can’t explain in words, but i feel understanding is very fluid now,
Earlier i cant understand some topics(analog and digital) by just reading the book or instructions, heavily relied on YouTube vdos and teachers. But now reading them 2-3 times seems to do the ork, and i think my memory is getting better as well
Okay so I hope no one takes this in the wrong way, like as if I’m trying to brag or something, but I just had a big realization:
So y’all remember how I mentioned that I keep running sexual prowess and attraction subs over and over again, and then leave them, but eventually end up back on them, right?
And how a few posts back I said that I feel like I’ve truly been feeling like I’m wasting my time trying to develop something that is already well-developed, right?
Just a while ago, I was deep into thought, after coming back from work, and something clicked in my head:
The main reason why I keep ditching progress and going back to running sexuality based subs is due to a subconscious fear of mine, which is apparently related to my own potential.
It seems that I’m scared of my own potential, because of which whenever I see big progress, like big career moves and stuff, I go back to my comfort zone because I’m scared of what I can do.
I don’t even get it as to why that fear is even there in the first place, especially considering just how much pride I take in my accomplishments, but it seems that my biggest blockage to reaching new heights has been me all along 
HSB is acting as an amplifier for my custom!
For example, I have Eye of the Storm in my custom because I had some habits I wanted to work on. This is week 3 of my custom, and since adding in HSB, I’ve had no desire for coffee, beer, or weed since Monday.
For comparison, I was regularly having 1 beer a night during the week, 2 on the weekends. I was also smoking 1-2 joints a day. When I say “No Desire” I mean ZERO.
I also have Organization Perfected in my custom and for the past few nights, I’ve come home and cleaned up my kitchen. I also cleaned out my car. It’s interesting because I usually put off cleaning, but I’m almost compelled, in a positive way, to do it.
Please do share when you get to the bottom of the reason. It would be interesting 
if you don’t mind.
I stopped HERO:Origins after one week but their was a noticeable change in strength. I plateaued for many days and all the sudden hit these lifts without a sweat:
2 plates on Bench Press - 8 reps
85lbs DB Bench Press - 8 reps
65lbs DB Incline Press - 8 Press
I noticed I was a lot more in the zone and focused during my workouts like it was a ritual or meditation room where all that mattered was putting the maximum working in the gym.
Odd thing was even if my lift increased. I didn’t or almost didn’t sweat which is unusual since I always sweat during my workouts.
You had good working AC in there at the time
I am kidding good review
Actually our AC barely works ;(
As you mentioned, i noticed it too. I sweat a lot in general, but it seems like i have been sweating very less
Try it in sex whether it is still valid
Well s3x is used in cold isolated forest type area to survive and remain warm 
, hero has his limits.
He will bow down before $ex
Fair enough. Then it should be made in the controlled environment of Sauna to find out how it is with sweating.
I want to try it in space 
You are braver than I thought, bless your heart
Think I have some after effects from Hero:Origins but Payday 3 came out recently and at first I sucked it pretty badly but afterwards I got pretty good at it and in-game reflexes we’re pretty impressive. It’s as if I knew what I needed to do and how to do it while in game and be quick about it. Also got that rush and reward feeling after completing some of the hard mission there so there’s that too.
Today is a victory over myself so tomorrow I will have victory over lesser men