So many flashes of the buried pain I wasn’t aware of… it went on for some time, letting me feel it once more, as I release it. Then followed by all the times I’ve felt genuinely loved. I have a feeling this whole process ain’t done yet, this will take time.
I’m now asking questions such as what would I do if I truly and deeply loved myself when taking an action.
And something happened that caught me by surprise. It’s 6pm I’m going to the store, on my way there since it’s a bit dark I came across this other woman whom I’d talk to, she fits the perfect ideal of someone I’d want right now… nothing serious and nothing light, just vibes and good time. Since I was shocked and was kinda moody I let her go, didn’t even say hello and what’s worse is I forget her name. I’ll check her out on Facebook, I might be fighting an uphill battle cause of this.