@lrw runs Seductress. She gets a lot of attention as well.
It’s not a big deal to her.
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You’re right! I run Seductress and even Libertine 
I get lots and lots of attention
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Indeed. It took for me to hit some really hard times in this relationship and to see the example of another couple who was actually happy to face this truth. I used that couple as inspiration. My partner is not a loser anymore.
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This is good to hear!
I asked this because my wife loves the attention I get and the jealousy she feels has some mixed results… she feels some anger when the girls are too much aggressive but at the same time she gets excited. This is the reason why sometimes she loves to share me with them (and sometimes she just wants to punch some girls in the face lol)
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She probably feels angry when they’re too aggressive because she feels disrespected. People treat men better when they look good. It’s a door opener.
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Finishing up on my second cycle with Emperor ZP.
I’ve also added paragon this cycle
1 loop and testing 2 loops this final week
Paragons effects are very distinct and I will write about that in my new journal.
I do think some of the healing in Paragon supported the Emperor’s transformation more
Here I will report my latest experience with Emperor ZP.
I think I am just now getting to the really good stuff with Emperor. It’s starting to feel like I am becoming a completely different person/my best self more fully. LIke I’ve been born again.
I will list some of these realizations that I feel I am starting to embody
- What matters is now and what’s next not what happened or how things have been
- I can be angry at shit I don’t like in my life and that can empower me like fuel to change things (it doesn’t need to be resentment, depression, or self-destructive anger)
- Not everything needs to be a heartfelt relationship or clean, even though I value those things. some people and situations are meant to be treated with distance and/ or professionally, or things will get messy.
- I am the only one ultimately who will look out for me or make what I want to happen- happen in life
- I’d rather be doing things and executing- than ideating, overthinking, stalling
- Make decisions fast
- Feeling bad for myself, regretting, resenting, or wishing things were different is all a waste of time and diminishes my power
- There’s nothing to figure out anymore-just things to do or not do
- While the action is important- thinking and seeing things differently- and being different can change everything in an instant
- Even though money is important to me it’s something I have a habit of drifting away from focusing on and committing to improving consistently. I don’t need to then say it’s not important or I am not committed- it’s just something to keep coming back to focusing on improving
- It’s ok to do my own thing and better to be alone than with a company that doesn’t support in bringing out my best self.
- I really really want success in every area of my life- and didn’t even realize how much I want that and how driven I am for it. I just was pretending I didn’t out of fear I couldn’t make it happen.
In terms of practical results-externally or behaviourally
- Men are treating me with a lot of respect again
- There is often clear chemistry with a woman -I feel very comfortable in my dominance and sexuality around woman
- Internal confidence is very high
- I am increasingly preferring challenges and engaging things rather than taking the easy route-especially if there is a benefit on the other side
- I am much stronger and cleaner in my boundaries in relationships-close and professionally.
- I say what there is to say and have been letting subtle people-pleasing behaviors go
- I’m choosing myself and looking for what I need to do differently to have different results more and more-
- I’m really dealing through getting coaching, therapy, resolving family issues, internal work on all these things that have been undermining my ability to succeed in purpose, career, and finance.
- As of this week intense drive to work out again- so have started gym again and despite lifting way less than usual- the sessions feel fulfilling, intense, I want to scream in the best way while work out, the passion is there and people look at me like I’m lifting crazy weights when I am not currently (will get back there )
Recon
- Intense anger and agitation at points
- Sense of complete disdain towards certain things in my life
- Trouble working in certain situations
All of this is happening in a way where it feels deeply organic and permanent (as far as one can ‘feel’ permanence- it doesn’t feel like an effect but like an experience, I’ve gone through and there is no going back)
I want to test some other ZP’s but am enjoying the steady progress with Emperor.
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I feel exactly the same way @Azriel like I’m just scratching the surface of the potential of what this sub can bring out within me. I already feel like I’ve been born again as my best self and that I’m on a timeline for true greatness in my life.
Glad to hear you’re experiencing the same. And my experience resonates with many of the same points you just made in that post.
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Can you share more on this? The relationship dynamic is still new to me and as a man feel sort of at a disadvantage in a relationship versus being single with lots of options.
“ Indeed. It took for me to hit some really hard times in this relationship and to see the example of another couple who was actually happy to face this truth. I used that couple as inspiration. My partner is not a loser anymore.”
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A relationship is much better because you can explore deeper feelings, more things, ideas, places etc
Whereas with exchanging women it’s usually just the novelty of a new person, everything else is the same.
In regards to sharing, this opens up the novelty within the relationship. You just have to make sure that your girl is the queen and the other is just superficial for sex. You work as a team. You both fuck the other girl. That’s what she loves.
Plus it’s a big sign of preselection etc
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I sent you a pm.
Sharing this post by @BLACKICE as it’s a great result and appropriate for this thread…makes me want to switch back to running Emperor
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Not sure if it’s overkill or not but yesterday I ran a loop each of Ascension ZP and Emperor ZP. First thing I noticed this morning is zero desire to dwell on the past. I was literally bored with it very quickly any time my mind would wander onto the subject
Why be held back by something you can’t change?
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That was something I felt regularly while running AM.
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I think I might run Emperor ZP and QL ZP together
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Send me a postcard once you ascend to the next plane. That stack sounds awesome.
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I will save you a spot
I want to be one of those people that is too smart for their own good
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Too private for the public? Am interested in more detail aswell but you don’t want to share it openly?
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Sounds like it 
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It’s just boring relationship stuff. You know, the ups and downs. The downs were very low and there was another couple who was loved by everyone. He was loved by everyone because he was hot and had a great personality, and so she was loved, too. He was cheating with multiple women behind her back. She knew that many desired him, so she would brag about their sex life, not knowing what he was doing. I thought to myself. These people are happy. I actually felt like they were better off than we were.
They eventually got into a really messy divorce, but I ended up using that couple as motivation and inspiration to at the very least get my partner to increase his social status and develop social influence. He had none before and now he has become influential.
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