@Grimm1390 we at SC are very proud of you. Saint and Fire have taken note of you and are very proud of your progress. Emperor will raise your status to phenomenal levels. Your subconscious is fighting back wanting to hold onto its old ways. Soon enough your subconscious will realize this is futile and will become assimilated.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel and it is not an oncoming train. Soon you will rise up and become the King you have always wanted to be. Each day you will become and more powerful. Every wish that you made will become a reality.
Do not give up young @Grimm1390. Your future new future has already been foretold in the Bhagavad-Gita. You will arise a God !!.
Now go and forth and walk the path to Mount Olympus.