My deepest respect for you. Don’t know how I missed this, but enduring two full runs of DR is beyond admirable.
Everyone:
This is a prime example of what we’ve been seeing. He did the foundational work, and now not only can he run any title he wants without issue, he’s also displaying a profound sense of introspection and self-reflection that can be relied upon to guide future decisions.
I don’t know your full story, I only caught glimpses of from when you first came. What I do know is that what happened to you was unfair in a way that most of us will never understand.
But, if you still value life and the act of living, your cannot allow this to destroy you. You think you need these alpha titles for strength in an oppressive world, but a light healing title may be what helps you find balance.
There’s clearly a spark of strength within you that existed before running any subs. It’s just clouded, locked behind these walls of pain, and trying to free that spark through alpha subs isn’t cutting it.
This may sound crazy, but maybe what you need is more healing titles. A gentle one, like Sanguine. One that won’t try to tear down your sense of self, since turned already gone through so much trauma.
I am reluctant to ban you because we want to help, but understand that your behavior is disruptive. This thread is being read by a lot of people, some on difficult journeys too. We owe it to them, everyone really, to make sure they can find the information they need.
Make a journal for your thoughts. I will read it and I will urge others to do so too.
Thanks
This was really kind
I will try to buy sanguine and run it.
Only because you said.
And I don’t want to be disruptive in anyway.
So I recommend you banning me temporarily.
@SaintSovereign
I ask you to ban me because sometimes controlling oneself can be difficult, especially in times of recon and start of a stack.
I will visit the forum, but not necessarily reacting to some stuff.
Nobody else can control you for you; Saint can’t come banning you every time you can’t stop yourself.
Just stop logging in, my friend. Stop logging in for a while. You’ll find a way to inhibit yourself from writing again – just try.
After a break from the experimentals, my first Emperor Black experiences.
https://www.subliminalresults.com/t/qzp-paragon-regeneration-chosen/11285/20?u=jay_s
I’m so far extremely happy with it. Introspective, yes, but not inhibiting regular social life at all. Nicely focused, and some seriously weird (in a good way) manifestations. On the emotional side, great, and on the mental side as well.
Unexpected benefit of EmpB -
Effortless no-fap since my very first loop on the day it released.
Been slightly tempted to look at porn, saw sexy pics online by happenstance, but the deeper craving hasn’t been hitting.
PMO is something I’ve struggled with a loooooong time, and the fact that it’s been so easy to abstain from is mind boggling, and not even a goal I was striving for with EmpB, it just happened.
Bravo @Fire
I guess I would try to post on my journal then.
Change the name please.
Should be Emperor: Terminator
The chess speaks for itself
I am scientifically curious to see what happens when you add EoG and EMPB together.
I have done all EoG stages the day ZP EoG came out and having been running EoG St4 for about 3 months if not more.
I am also running a podcast true sell custom.
Right off the bat I got a lot of work done and planned next steps today. Wanting to play video games has decreased.
It’s no longer a I need to do this, I have the feeling more of let’s see how this goes. (ZP gave me that mentality alongside therapy and meds)
Famous last words.
Back to topic:
3 loops on Emperor Black +RICH so far, and the only thing I dislike is I can’t wait for the days to end and listen to the next loop.
Are you running this experiment currently? Can’t wait to hear about your results!
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Would running Emperor Black and Quantum Limitless help someone enter a flow state easier? Question popped into my head. Had to ask
Now thats rather ambitious 
That’s such an amazing question.
I very much believe so. But running Quantum Limitless is a long-term thing. And the flow state effect only comes around QLST3 based on most people’s experiences.
Having said that, Emperor Black seems to be able to creating a flow state on its own…
I am waiting to see if anybody stacks Emperor Black with Beyond Limitless.
That might be what @James is looking for.
Yes I am. I have already gone through the four stages of EoG since EoG ZP came out. I have been running stage 4 for at least 4 cycles of 21 days with 5 days in between.
Another variable in the experiment is a podcast custom which is a modified True Sell centered completely around podcasting. Which I have been running for at least 3 cycles of 21 days with 5 day washout in between.
So essentially EMPB is the true new variable. I love the confidence it brings. Initial effects are high confidence levels.