share your experience, please
Could you elaborate on how KB helped you with chronic procrastination?
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Not sure if it was chronic, but it was a longer phase due to permanent work related stress. (continually building up workload)
KB raised energy levels and helped me get focus. I divided the workload into several tasks and started.
It IMO really depends what its origin is. The pressure from your parents is regarding work/study? If it is applied permanently even relatively small, it could definitely be part of it.
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yes. for a long time (3-4 years) I was pressured by my parents to study for university entrance exams, and most of those studies, I didn’t like
them, because I didn’t like subjects. And when I was studying/learning what I was truly interested in (programming or history, for example), I was yelled like “do math” or “do that”, “you don’t need programming now, you can program when you are in university” and so on. so, after that I lost my ability to do what I want, in terms of learning, studying and working, I suppose.
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That’s interesting, have you considered Renaissance man?
I’m getting the vibe that your creative expression has been stifled by your parents over years and maybe you’ve also subconsciously repressing your core self to appease your family and others?
I remember that guy on the forum, can’t remember who that said it helped him be emotionally expressive in the best ways. You mentioned being depressed which is your true self being pushed down.
Idk bro, just a feeling I’m getting from following your posting over time. You’re fighting yourself on behalf of the world/family. I’m not saying to throw it all away, finish what you started but maybe start working on bring out your authentic self while pushing through this temporary mud you’ve in.
If this helped at all, I’m glad.
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Actually, no, but it appeals to be an interesting idea. I ran 2 cycles of RM this year, and I can confirm it helps to express yourself emotionally. RM really made me hungry to learn different areas, even those I had never been interested in before. But it was only a band-aid, which in no case will heal “the wound” completely, but will only temporarily cover it up. So, I have to find a tool that can help me to heal that wound completely.
I didn’t get it. What do you mean?
What I meant was, restraining yourself to appease your family’s idea of what you should be doing. I just get the feeling that you’re holding yourself back in different ways is all.
But if you had already run RM and experienced the expression already then I would agree with you that deep healing is the right move.
Just be aware DR can be rough, kill your mood, productivity ect but man, once you get through it…it’s like a new world lol.
My biggest advice is start low 3/5 mins twice a week. Less loops, more processing time.
Back when I ran it, I was doing full loops until I learned the hard way. And I would run DR solo or at the very least 1 other small sub. DR needs room.
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I was considering to run Paragon Complete alongside Dragon Reborn to be healed both mentally and physically. Recently, right after I posted my cry for a help, I have visited a therapist, and it turned out my depression and apathy comes from my endocrinological issues. With Paragon and medical treatment I hope to dissolve my physical health problems. From the level of your experience, would you say DR + Paragon is a heavy stuck? If I run this stack, I’ll keep it for one year solidly.
That sounds potentially paralyzing.
Have you tried DR:LD? KB and DR are great, but multistager might take a bit long.
DR:LD feels rather light and should help to chip away the problem right away.
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Do you think DR:LD can help with my problem?
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Yes, I think it could probably dissolve what is blocking you.
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I actually started my DR run with Paragon and it was good. I don’t think it’s a problem.
Someone suggested DRLD which would definitely supercharge DR but I ran DRLD for 1 cycle and it was a lot (for me) but hearing you say it’s also a physical component…
You can choose DRLD + Paragon and just roll with that.
DR is a big commitment, I ran each stage 3 months.
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You meant “for 1 cycle”?
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The exact reason why I should have taken the time to build a base or foundation before I ever ran DR
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@SaintSpring Well, with Genesis + DR:LD I now have a solid path to go after where before I was doubting if it was the right path. DR:LD just turns your mindset into ‘I am an action taker’. I also fed in small loops of rebirth to help change my identity easier to embody the taking action scripting as my identity.
So if you want to focus on destroying procrastination, maybe hit it from many angles and focus singularly on that till your moving properly again like I did.
Genesis (or something like Ascended Mogul) + DR: LD ( 5 mins) + Rebirth (3 - 5 mins 1 day a week) That’s how I made a huge dent in procrastination.
The strategy of Rebirth + DR: LD + (Topic of Focus) is great for blasting through mental blocks.
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how many cycles did you run?
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a great wisdom 
gotta think about it some time.
interesting what could happen if I run Rebirth + DR:LD + Dragon Reborn 
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I ran Genesis since it came out and then DR: LD when that came out to add. I ran CONSISTENTLY till now when I thought I was ready for Ascended mogul. I didn’t bother about a rigid schedule, just ran Genesis, waited 2 days.
Before running the next loop of the stack I asked myself ‘am I in recon? Could I wait an extra day?’ Just let the subs breath sometimes 3-4 days between.
Took a lot of vulnerability and journaling and letting go of emotions. It’s only when you are willing to accept, be openly honest to why your feeling certain things that things heal properly. Sometimes you have to ask:
‘what is this doing for me?’
Because if it’s so hard to let go of but you claim you don’t like feeling a certain way, what I’ve found is that sometimes part of you enjoys those less than positive states of being. You have to uncover and change the meaning of past situations too (shadow work)
Hope this helps in building your plan for getting through it.
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