Sounds like that new COVID variant, the one I just had. This thing sucks, and it does something to your internal spirit that just doesn’t feel right. But, I feel 99% now, even though there was a time when I thought I’d never feel better. It does end, you do recover. But you’re a warrior, I suspect you’ll handle it fine.
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Yeah that’s been my suspicion as well. Very annoying to deal with because of its stop and start nature.
Yeah, it might have something to do with how it just blindsides you randomly. Working hard, things are fine and then all of a sudden you need to lie down because your head’s started spinning.
Means a lot, thank you.
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Very simple
600-1200mg NAC.
Done.
I had the same 11/2years ago.
It came in 3 waves
My problem was that i had to take Antibiotika 1week before it hit me. So my system was so down that i coud not walk for 3 months after the Symptomes vanished
600mg Nac and 4hours later i was back on my feet doing sport the next day with frends
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Was this with (Liposomal) Vitamin C or Bromelain or Zinc or Quercetin or Vitamin D3? That’s what basically worked for me- only I used Liposomal Glutathione (of which NAC is a part). I went crazy with Vitamin C!
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The hotfix for Dragon Reborn ZP v2 will be available about an hour after this message (update script has to update all past orders). The mask is fixed, the filenames are labeled correctly.
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Liposomal Gluthation is King.
Liposomal alpha lipoic acid is Queen
No Nac is necesary if you have the liposomal form.
Everything thats liposomal is 5x more effective.
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To your health 
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If you are in the USA, try LivOn Laboratories.
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Dragon Reborn has given me peace.
I no longer feel the need, desire, or interest to cheat on my wife.
I can walk into a room full of beautiful women and feel detached attraction, far removed from neediness, shame, desire for validation, desire to approach, anger, frustration, yet while still feeling the fullness of my vitality.
I never attributed that to Dragon Reborn.
It seemed natural to no longer want that. I didn’t WANT to want that, so, I assumed that’s why it went away. Never made a connection as to why it finally did.
But after 30 seconds of Dragon Reborn last night gave me dreams of cheating on my wife and her finding out, I realized that was The Dragon has been working it’s magic on me all along.
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I’ve been on Dr st1 and emperor black for about 1 and a half months. And omg Dr is hitting me hard. In the beginning it was more smooth but now it’s going deep and it’s getting harder to keep going but the only way out is through the trauma if you want to have a successful and fullfiling life.
I’m grateful for having the courage to face my trauma and heal and for this amazing tool that is so fast at breaking everything down at holding me back. I think I need to start a gratitude journal to help me when I get into victim mode and I feel like I can’t take it anymore. Just to help me see the sun behind the clouds. The clouds are only temporary. This too shall pass. I think it’s time I start a journal here on the forum to keep myself accountable and get more input and feedback and of course provide some value for the other members with my journey.
But yeah dr is hitting really hard, last 2 days I’ve been ignored blatantly by people it’s showing me my childhood wound, my parents where never there. My father was never home and my mother would leave me alone all the time and just check in in me every few hours to see if I’m alive lol. I actually feel sorry for them because I understand they had been through worse to behave in that way but especially when you have a family you gotta be the good example for them and actually do something to change your circumstances.
That’s the worst thing I hate about my family. I always remember things were always going wrong one way or the other. So much negativity and they would just ignore problems that were so easy to fix if you actually wanted to. I guess they were just addicted the cortisol you produce when you’re negative but whatever. I actually want to see them happy and fullfiled once in their lives but it’s not my job to fix them. Enough about them. It’s time to think about me. So yeah being ignored really makes me feel hopeless.
I think the best is to just start crying and releasing the negative energy faster so I can move on. I’m pretty sure I’m trying to be in control all the time and that’s what fucks me up. I got to embrace the chaos of life and learn how to apply order in my life and my emotions. It’s terrifying that in st2 I have to confront my feelings, I will have insane recon lol but at least I will feel really happy when I release my trauma and get in touch with my emotions. St1 is more like stable emotionally and analysing myself in a logical way which is very much my style, I’m used to that but it can be a bit depressing and boring. See? Those are some good frames to remember for st2 version.
There’s always something positive even in the worst storm. And last thing, I see that I want to talk to people and tell them my pain just a bit when I’m getting hit hard by st1 but I see that many times people are just not available and not capable of listening too much. I think I got to just learn to open up to myself. No one will ever understand me, they’re busy trying to understand themselves and fix their lives. Instead of asking for validation from them I should ask it from myself and just write my thoughts and feelings down and feel them also do some exploring through Ayahuasca.
I should also probably find a psychologist to talk once a week or something like that. I think if I take my life more in the hands of experts I will progress really fast and I will become successful way faster. But for some reason I’m blocking myself from success it’s like I feel I deserve to live an average life, I guess so many years of seen my parents struggling made me think that this is normal. Well it’s not.
I’m writing this to hold myself accountable and do what I wrote to change my life. That’s the problem. I know what to do. But I’m not doing it enough. I’m not playing to win, I’m just playing to survive. Damn Eureka moment right here. That’s why I self sabotage. I’m just trying to survive, I don’t believe that thriving is possible inside of me. I guess I got to take baby steps in that direction to start to feel the feelings first and slowly changing and pointing my compass to a successful life. Ok I’m going to start my journal now.
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Another huge realisation for the reason I self sabotage
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Dragon Reborn has been the most difficult and the most rewarding sub I have ever run.
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Are you still listening to Dragon RB?
It’s been a year and a half bro, of course not 
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In all fairness, there have been a few people who have had a strong fidelity to a title or two, listening to something for 12+ months. I find it hard to remember who is listening to what at any given moment.
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I’ve been getting itchiness on my back and a bit on my chest since I started Stage 3. Anyone else notice that when they reached this level?
I’m taking it is a sort of detox symptom. It started immediately from when I commenced this one. Just curious about it, not concerned, as it’s not that severe. Probably just part of a body flush of emotional toxins coming out.
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Maybe the itchiness was always there, but you noticed it because you became more aware of it?
that’s what i noticed after doing meditation for a while, i became more aware of the sensations in my body.
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I understand that meditation can heighten awareness of sensations. I’m not meditating right now though. The itchiness seemed to coincide with the start of Stage 3, which leads me to think it might be part of a healing process. Stinging eyes are another common recon reaction I get after listening to subs, often accompanied by fatigue.