One of the worst parts of living in a city
Yeah, I remember the time when I moved from the East of NL (more silence and nature) to the West of NL for my business. There was a part of me that really didnāt want to go, but my ambition drove me to make the move.
Looking back, my life turned out fine, but I still canāt quite wrap my head around why people love living in the city, especially in the center. I have a beautiful apartment on the 6-7th floor with a view over the city. I live right in the heart of the center and receive many compliments from visitors about my home.
However, truth be told, Iām grateful for it, but itās not my cup of tea. Iāve come to realize this once again since being here on the beach and in the sea. Thereās a sense of calm and clarity here that I just donāt experience in the city. Not to mention how much more energy and well-rested I feel.
It just doesnāt make sense for us to live like that. We are meant to be connected to nature. When Iām at home, I try not to dwell on this too much because itās counterproductive. But itās amusing to me that I use red light therapy, grounding mats, nootropics, supplements, ice showers, etc. - all things to help me perform better.
Just 2 days on the beach have completely overshadowed all these bio-hacks!
I was driving around yesterday and I saw all these people. Yet I was driving and I didnāt really notice this guy walking on the sidewalk. But he noticed me, he must have been hit by the Chosen vibe. So I noticed him and it wasnāt beaming but I could tell he had love in his heart. So I kind of got that reverse effect. He was hit by the Chosen aura and he reflected it back to me and it kind of gave me a little boost.
I had a similar thing a couple times on regular Chosen. One time some lady was walking and she just had this love in her heart. Another time I was driving and somebody drove by and they had the love in their heart. Interesting experience.
update: Just went to the store. Nobody noticed me. Then I got to the checkout and the cashier was I guess she was flirting with me. She was probably half my age Iāll say bbw, nothing wrong with that. 99% of the time I go to a cashier and itās someone who isnāt happy and probably doesnāt even like their job but they feel like they have to do it. But she was young and full of life and Iād say happy and fun yet. So that was a nice change of pace.
Then I got to my car and was taking my shopping cart back and saw an old couple. The man didnāt look at me but the woman looked at me with a twinkle in her eye. I would have guessed she was seeing the CWON vibe.
So Iām in a better mood not because of the interactions but maybe just seeing that effect of CWON where even if I donāt feel like Iām in a good mood, the external is still showing me positive and thatās something.
Never tried cwon, but the positivity on chosen during my 2 cycles was really great too
My plan is to make a custom and combine the two when theyāre update. Chosen is my favorite subliminal and CWON is proving to be the foundational title I always wanted. Combining their forces will be something special for me even though on their own theyāre still great.
Do you have a stronger pull to nature?
I always have. I spend a lot of time out at nature spots every day in the summer. I havenāt seen any of those kind of effects yet from CWON, but I think itās already aligned perfectly for me so I might not notice that right away.
Iām only halfway into my first cycle of CWON.
After 2 years, I have ran my first loop of CWON. Itās after midnight and time for bed, but the recon I was having from a few hours ago from my custom has died down. Itās too soon to know everything about CWON standalone.
I love to experiment so bringing this into an ASBR-Khan custom is going to be interesting. Though the intent is to add another dimension to the experience that blankets it in the Chosen energy and positivity thatās so highly spoken of on the forum.
I chose CWON because itās a title loaded in positivity and different from things already in the custom. My custom covers leadership, so main Chosen was going to be a no. I want to explore this Chosen because it seems to have positivity and many important lessons with less emphasis on Alpha.
CWON is my favorite version of Chosen because itās not necessarily about creating respect and admiration from others.
Iāve noticed that the powerful body language kicking in. I was having more confident body language today by default. I wasnāt trying it was just on default. Today I had to wait around in public for like 10 mins and noticed it in myself. Iāve also noticed the graceful movement at work, just feeling smooth at times. I had some of that with my SI/Spartan custom as well.
The repel negative attacks from others makes this my favorite title. Though I havenāt had any experiences where that would even come into play. Itās actually what I was going for with my SI/Spartan custom. But CWON brings that positivity and inner game aspect to the table that I really like.
The only things Iād want to add in a custom is another core of course but itās a tough choice. I want some SSX vibes but I also want some wealth vibes also. So I might end up trying out the sales module in a custom finally and most of the models from my SI/Spartan custom. Also Iād be considering the new physical shifting spartan LOS? to custom with CWON. I think thatād be a nice fit.
Update:
So I kind of got clearer on what I want in a CWON custom. Iād consider will to power as a core but since CWON is already so good with the positive. Iād just add manipulus, the anti manipulation module. I also want some of the safety stuff from Survival Instinct but I donāt think I need it. Iād just add Safety Net module and You Are Not Alone module. I also want some of that fierceness to channel into action on my physical training and other goals. I donāt know what modules but that was in Spartan. Also of course Iād want the module that supposed to give you stamina or something. Iād probably want the fat burner module for some physical shifting. Then of course the seduction aspect. Iād probably end up going with SSX for the second core.
I finally got to experience the emotional scripting from CWON tonight. For my first cycle the nature stuff hasnāt come out quite yet. Iāve definitely been noticing the other scripting though.
- Unlock the full spectrum of your emotional life, experiencing positive emotions (like fortitude, fearlessness, gratitude and love) more profoundly, while maintainingā¦
- ⦠Complete balance of your emotional life and your emotions. All emotions are healthy when moderated.
- Develop your mental fortitude, become impervious to negative attacks from others.
I was angry when I got to work. It was a clean anger. It didnāt have like shame, or guilt with it. It seemed more like just processing anger. I didnāt have to consciously do anything with it because it wasnāt something that was going to get me to act out even. I just kept on working and it didnāt interrupt my work flow. I stayed focused and if anything it got transmuted into just fuel to keep doing my job. Later I had a memory come up about some teacher I had in college. He was kind of a nerdy smart guy whoās always right kind of guy. I didnāt like him or his style and now I donāt take it personally. He had his own reality and well heās in the past and has nothing to do with me now. Iād definitely be able to have my say with him now without any insecurity.
If anyone wants to know if Khan Black and CWON stack well together. Theyāre my favorite combo so far. 1 cycle in. No drastic changes or shifts but Iām definitely happy with the combo. Itāll only get better.
KB definitely felt like a Booster to my stack as well. I literally felt like Hulk Hogan strutting around, pretty sure it had to do something with the physical shifting in WB⦠I felt invisible
I had to be careful how much exposure I had to the stack, after affects were pretty intense
I went to the store today. I got around a corner and right there as soon as I came around there were these two guys. Low energy types. In the past I would have been knocked off my frame, I forgot about that. Thatās one reason why I only went to places at certain times or days, when I knew it was least likely to encounter some of these types. In the past theyād start commenting about me and saying stuff.
But I stayed steady, as soon as I saw them I felt that low vibe from both of them and wasnāt knocked off my vibe. I just looked away, like how if you get a sudden whiff of something off putting that you werenāt expecting. Just went on my way. I think my energy kind of neutralized their effect on me, they didnāt say anything. They just kind of looked at each other and stayed in their own bubble. I just kept on with my business and they quickly fell off my radar.
And again, everybody except these two noticed me. Anyone who saw me just kept on with whatever they were doing. Nothing out of the ordinary.
So CWON is a winner for what Iāve been looking for. I canāt wait for it to be updated.
Started cycle 4 of CWON. I will say it seems to be a bit of a slow burner for me. Chosen worked faster but I did run CFW a few cycles before regular Chosen. I was definitely gaining a lot of attention and attraction much more quickly with regular Chosen.
I still prefer CWON because to me it seems to be more āinternalā as in itās working on what I need. I consider it a bit foundational as the missing piece for me to get back to regular Chosen and be okay with all the external results.
Iāve just added the New Love Bomb this cycle, so I expect things to pick up anytime.
Wow, just ran my first loop of CWON and I am AMAZED.
I knew recon wouldnāt be an issue so I ran 7min if CWON and 90s of LB.
While I was at the beach, I played CWON, and immediately started having more fun playing with jumping from boulder to boulder which, for me, is very much so a way to nourish my inner child. Thatās what Iād always do as a kid. And itās my favorite thing to do while on any kind of psychedelic.
I set a goal of 15-20k steps per day and was still short, so I went for a walk right in the golden hour before sunsetā¦
I never in my life have noticed THAT MUCH beauty in my own neighborhood. The mountains were tinted pink from the sunset, the grass looked otherworldly, surreal, the word I had used at the time was āpillowyā
I was in bliss. It felt like a mild psychedelic experience - not only was I extremely grateful for the sights of my neighborhood, common on psychedelics, but I was also hyper aware of all the tiny nuances I had missed. And I just stopped walking and tried to take it all in for as long as I could
EXTREME gratitude for this sub. For me, it has nothing to do with connecting with other people and everything to do with connecting with myself.
@AnswerGroup strikes again
For the next update of CWON. I know they donāt do actual modules in the main titles, but Iād like to at the very least to see some minimalist scripting, for social. Like itās said that CWON has minimal scripting for health, and it just works, simple and works.
So ideally Iād like You Are Not Alone module in the next update, or at least some minimal scripting along those lines. For me that was the missing piece. The social scripting is pretty good in regular Chosen and I feel like a touch of that would just put CWON over the top.
Could you provide more details on why itās lacking social? What was your experience?
On regular Chosen almost right away I was just more able to calibrate people a bit easier. Like it helped me make connections more. With CWON, and maybe itās just my own personal makeup, I feel like where CWON shines is repelling negativity. Which is what I was looking for. I just havenāt experienced any of the connecting with others or others connecting with me.
Thatās also been a weakpoint for me. I needed to get to the place of just being left alone. Not being the center of attention just being a grey man if you will. So I think Iāve gotten there. But Iām moving to the new Primal next cycle because I think thatās just the next step.
If CWON was updated, Iād probably have built a custom with it and would include You Are Not Alone, just because I havenāt made new friends. I can also see why that is- many people stay the same so when you grow, you can outgrow people and things really quickly at times. So just for what Iām looking for I guess Iād lean towards wanting a module that is like nomad but for relationships I guess.
Also I think Heartsong is one of those titles I need for the relationship healing and Iād guess that could be my biggest block in terms of benefiting from the inner circle type scripting in titles, meeting mentors, friends, guides etc.