Yeah, that was stupid of me. I am realizing it now…
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let go?
Currently on khan ST2, Love Bomb & Paragon…I will add stark or wanted in my next cycle
thanks for recommedation
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See knowledge is power… & half knowledge is very dangerous too…I was experimenting with her push-pull method which makes her block me…I was kinda very new to the game…since I know she already has a bf…& I was kinda acted like her bf…which makes her freak out for sure…I just recently realized this…
if my actions seems creepy then defenetly I acted very creepy…now I am thinking to run like a hell from this girl lol…its not only making me creepy but despreat needy bastard lol
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is it towards me?
I usually listen to zp sub-one at night & other at morning…on day 1 zps
or should I listen all 2 at once
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true
thanks for this
I will do this only
I used it today & after that my mood is now good as hell…I am feeling it now while I am writing it…my mind is feeling calm relax
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I thought about it but there are too many things I want to achieve…so I ended up mixing all multi-stagers…but if rebirth helps me detach my feelings…I will surely try it next cycle…right now love bomb with khan st2 bringing joy in my life on sub day only…its only one day of cycle…I hope it will stick in my 2nd loop day…even today AC is just calm my nerve unlike last time when I listen to it with multi stagers…where I felt paranoid…
I need to google this syndrom
it was well not that happy ending for me along with dr st1…but I am happy for you
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Check out New Beginnings in the Q store.
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Most people telling you to move on are projecting from their point of view. Knowledge is power; wisdom comes from experience. Take what you’ve learned and move accordingly. That is power.
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OMG
I will read him for sure
are you experience any of this thing? I mean personal experience
on youtube, I will find?
Please share your result
& you won’t believe me just to reply to you…I have to create a new thread… messages to other members & writing about issues in other threads too
does it just show how much I am away from manifesting anything because of how fucked up my inner core has become lol
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Saint recommends listening all at once.
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I am seriously 
now
I haven’t read these entire thread & replying as I am reading
in past these happen many times in small or even big things like if a thoughts comes to my mind that this will happen & it got happen eventaully
those thoughts were not my desired results but just a sudden thought which convey me that this gonna happen now…& it will eventually get happened
I don’t know its manifestations or just my 6th sense
why not…if I ended up losing the game…i will just get enough knowledge which i will use in the other areas of life…if this thinks she will call me or meet me…relax my mind & I will just stop checking out my phone or to be more clear stalk her profile then i would be one on the receiving end to get most of benefits
I have two options now…just become an alpha & approach others…
for this I am taking these two actions
reading about masculinity & alpha male
appraching every girl wheather she is of my type or liking etc…talking to every damn girl i find in gym our outside…heck i am even trying to search where i can find girls other than gym…since i leave home only for gym…
I go to 2 gyms…I will cancel one & join some modeling classed from next year
what I am not doing consiously is just stop assuming & checking my phone …I will stop from nowonwards checking my phone about her & instead just use the technique mention her to manifest her without expecting any better outcome if I will fail to manifest her…it will be just like a failed project…no more fucking attachments
yeah fuck…I am
now my world is comepletely upside down
1st because of this girl I googled seduction technique
2nd I lost 38 kg just to impress her
3rd I changed my dressing & become more fashinable & wear clogne all those shit etc
4th after her blocking I googled alpha masculinty
5th because of her I ended up here
& if because of her I 6th will learn manifestation then that will be awesome
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Do you mean first, I need to improve my inner game then manifest her?
I don’t know why I am more obsessed with her…is her blocking made me chase her after all these months or is it my ego that got hurt…where I begged her literally just to talk to me for 5 minutes but she won’t listen…I don’t know if I like her or I just wanna satisfied my ego…
but whatever it is I just want to try & manifest her…irrespective of the result…maybe learning manifestation will improve my inner self?
first of all, I have stopped overexposing myself & stopped using multi stagers…all thanks to you 
I was very committed this time but you convince me enough with your insights which help me see light
2nd I will read all the books & watch the videos mentioned here…& take more actions
I will not leave love bomb for the next 3 or 4 cycles…because i am realising how much I missed loving my self & depend upon others for validation
Khan is there which help me become more alpha & for actions I will read more about alpha male & its traits & constantly take actions
I hope all these will help me make my inner self more string
please guide any more thing which will help me grow my innner game…
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I don’t see her for months…I didn’t contact her in various ways from last 2 months
I even said to her that I don’t need her anymore in my life…& at the end reveal myself in the cafe who was she talking to you in real like a suspense movie…in James bond style…that’s an interesting thing I
did which shocked her to the core…I got that confidence when I was on a cycle of wanted…i wrote bits of pieces in my starting journal where i was very new to the subs
& for further make this strong… I will stop stalking her profile which is in it self not very alpha move
Yes, I am the best & there is no one who will just come & make me miserable
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yep
your reply is my fav YouTuber whose video I daily listen…far from average
I am the prize not her
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Yep on it…
now I understand the more I think about her the more she or anyone pull away
she called me (the fake id) like a mad bi*** …she was desperate to know if I was the one who was behind the ID…but I met her but act like I don’t know whats happening…I did that because she too many times name called me with me (fake id ) that’s an interesting part but not for now because I am writing from last 3 hours because after today’s ac session the energy refused to come down despit last night poor sleep & here 2 am at midnight
I will do wahterver to learn manifestation
the more I am writing here the more things are getting cleared for me…because i never write this much…& believe me I am writing with my heart here…no more thinking what others will think or do…like i was afraid in the past…just think like I am getting opened
I don’t want this girl… in my life…I want to manifest her because of my obsession towards her … i dont know what got me into obsession…i just dont know…is it because her pulling away? or just my inner was so weak that i just want a validation from her…i dont know or is it just that i just got distracted & rejection got me into chasing game…i dont know
game won 
satifised ego
thats it? 
yep
bookmarking your post…because what you wrote requires too much time to understand the depth of it…because I can see it too deep…& where exactly I am losing my energy…if I just slightly change its direction with ease then I will be successful…heck i need to print this
any more resources to understand this with much clarity
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I manifested getting off early today.
When I got to work this morning I went around telling everyone that we were going to get off at 11:00.
I even went to my direct boss and told him we were getting off early. He told me, good luck.
Around 10:45 this morning, I walk into the parking lot and notice none of the upper management vehicles are there. I was caught off guard so I went into their office to see if anyone was there. And everyone was gone, all the doors were closed, all the lights were out, the building was empty.
I go back to my boss and tell him that all of upper management is gone. He looks at me surprised, and goes, no way?! I asked him what this means for us. And he says, it means we are getting out of here, see you later Jayvee, have a good weekend.
I didn’t go to work today with the intention to do this, I was mainly trying to be funny and to see if it would work. I’m happy it did work. I got to start my weekend early and have a good story to tell.
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I find this interesting.
Live, experience and learn. Observe your results and act accordingly.
Journaling has a lot of uses. You may find it useful to take time when you are able to and allow yourself to feel whatever you feel towards her/the situation/any situation and let everything ‘flow’ from your emotions onto the paper. This is best done when you do so with no judgement as to what is coming out/up.
Another easier said than done suggestion, but if you do so and it helps, neato.
And…when you feel things opening up like that, that’s a good sign. A clogged emotional channel can be painful. On a few levels.
I see you’re seeking clarity within yourself which is always a worthy step, whether it is the first, second, or last thing you attempt in healing!
Couldn’t say with complete confidence 
I have similar feelings when I’m reading a particularly deep @Malkuth post, no worries.
As for resources, there are many. You could start with what someone else above recommended and check out Neville Goddard. He may be just a bit too symbolic for where you are right now, but the meaning behind his words is valuable.
To a point
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A good thing to put on the resume 
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Why this lady? What if she is not “the one?. “ I’ve learned to cast for a bigger and higher purpose for the right one in any thing. While manifesting think, this lady or someone better. So if it doesn’t work out…try that. The best of luck to you👍
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to change the direction of my thinking & remove the obsession which I have for her?
I am trying from last night & now at morning…I am using a guided meditation for manifestation
yep…though I am approaching more of them left right center & I will remove all my attention or focus from her & try the things the other way around as i wrote earlier
But i wont stop approaching more that’s for sure
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