Some very deep trauma.
I wasn´t even consciously aware of it, for most of my life.
LBFH was my first SC product. After my first loop, I´ve got out to run grocerys.
I haven´t recalled feeling so safe ever, since my childhood.
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Breathe love in, breathe love out. A beautiful dance of give & take.
Namaste 
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I forgot I used to be this way. Have my back to the world, on guard. I used to carry a knife with me everywhere I went.
How liberating to drop that fear 
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Since using lbfh ive noticed:
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my self image has increased exponentially, and ive started accepting myself more for who i am.
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people, both friends and strangers, tend to be incredibly nice to me
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i dont take it as personally anymore when people act like dicks (not that that ever really happens though tbf) and think of it more as something to do with them than the other way around. And if its constructive criticism ill take the usefull part out of it and leave the rest.
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confidence, and lots of it
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been trying to take better care of myself and my surroundings with things like good sleep, clean house etc. Still not there yet but. Its getting better and better.
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my average state of mind has becoming much more positive, with my lows being far less low than they used to be, and my average state being far more positive and happy than it was in the past
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made clear goals of how i want to continue for the next two years and what im doing to work towards it
I think this is the 5th cycle ive used it in thus far (current stack, 3rd cycle). Im planning to keep this in there for a lot longer as i still feel like i can get a lot more out of it.
In some ways i feel like its similair to ascension with the confidence, selfcare, general selfimprovement, etc.
The major difference though is that on ascension the change happens more by getting you to take action to change the negative aspects of your life, meanwhile lbfh works more by getting you to accept the situation youre currently in, and allow you to see that you have the potential for much more.
A more action oriented approach vs a more healing + manifestation oriented approach.
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That is so true. The healing LBfH makes it so that you start to admit things to yourself you wouldn’t have before and accept them.
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Somehow I just saw this. I feel so different within a day or two of running LBFH. It’s not a bad thing. Just not easy to describe
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I was skimming through the thread again. Finishing up a second cycle in a row with it and needed to remind myself of why I started the title in the first place. Needed something to get me back on track and settled in.
I haven’t gotten any hugs since being on LBFH last time for like 4 cycles or this time for 1.5 so far. I don’t come from that kind of family and haven’t built any new relationships yet. I’ve been working through the inner stuff as well.
Things are coming around though and it’s just a matter of patience. I have had moments where I feel that LBFH goodness and so it’s just a matter of patience.
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lol. I think I started carrying a pocket knife again because of this and I already forgot to keep carrying it. I’m a dude though and having a pocket knife is probably normal to have on one’s person. But I just keep a utility in my work bag but forgot all about I was carrying it on me for protection purposes as well!
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My latest experience is that last night I was having a realization that I don’t want a relationship. That I was over the one I wanted more than anything and never quite got over.
It wasn’t loud like I thought it would be. More of a quiet like yea, I’m perfectly fine without a relationship and I don’t think I even want one. That neediness and lack must have finally fallen away in a big way.
Things are progressing more subtly but maybe that’s what it is, Love is quiet and calm and that’s what I’m experiencing. I guess in the beginning I was expecting like bliss and joy and maybe that’ll happen but for now it’s still something I can appreciate.
I think all my recon lately was around LBFH and it’s kind of broke and it’s yea, more subtle and quiet and contented but there’s space for me to still get things done and decide on goals etc. So for me it’s either stick with it for 2 more cycles or finally get around to EOG.
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Thinking about having my Wife run this. Her self esteem is not good and it breaks my heart that she feels bad about herself so often.
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Blessings to your wife, brother.
What’s her take on this whole subliminals journey you’re on?
Is she open to trying them out?
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Not at all.
I don’t discuss it with her much because she’s super skeptical
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If she is that shure subs dont work, then she has nothing to lose by trying a cycle or two.
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She doesn’t think they will do anything for her. Super stubborn
They’re always skeptical until the dreams start…
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You said that LBfH is the closest thing to a silver bullet. I can’t and won’t argue this because any time I have run a loop I am so patient and loving. I didn’t realize how much this sub has helped me with anxiety and depression
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Yea, I’m noticing just a more quiet calmness. I’m someone who used to live in anxiety and it’s almost like because I feel so much more relaxed and at ease, I was going to switch to Heartsong because I know I need healing there and it will probably bring some stuff up.
But I’m changing out LBFH for CWON so I can stay with Chosen longer and get that double hit.
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I used to throw tantrums and fits over dumb silly shit like missing a train and other things but this sub and especially Dragon Reborn Limit Destroyer has me being OK with slowing down and being more patient. It’s actually helped me bond more with one of my cats
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