Our curse yet our blessing after all.
I used to make it a problem for me!
My mom used to say that sensitivity is a gift, a blessing yet oversensitivity, especially, the one oriented towards ourselves, is a curse. I think she was so right.
I’m sensitive and loving thanks to her and that was actually one of the reasons I stopped running the Bomb. I don’t need more of this right now.
I just pulled this oracle:
SURRENDER SENSITIVE SISTER, BE MOVED BY THE MOON
Something true and liberating is happening for you. You may not yet see it, but in your most sensitive and responsive moments you will feel it.
Others may not accept your sense of things. They may question you. Perhaps you may be keeping your most inspired visions to yourself because you don’t know what to do with the impressions and your feelings about them. You may be anxious about what will be asked of you if you are to pursue these new possibilities.
It matters not whether another sees or feels as you do. You are meant to be moved by the moon, to sense and feel as you do. Don’t try to toughen up or protect yourself, or become less sensitive, less emotionally-attuned or less moved by energy and feeling. Your sensitivity can become your greatest asset, a source of wisdom, truth and even strength. Your sensitivity has been given to you for your benefit, not as a burden. Tune in and trust, for something exquisite within you is yearning to come to life.
Oh shoot!
I wonder if LBfH tackles oversensitivity towards oneself, trust issues, and feeling threatened by others for no real reason. Even though DR and the Bomb did some job for me in that regard I wonder if those issues are addressed directly.
It does for me now at the second cycle.
Just today I lay in the hamoc and smoke some weed then all of a sudden I felt like a heart attack is exploding in my chest so I stay calm let it come up and then I see my wounded heart.i felt my whole life as if I am under constant attack. My father did quite a job on this one. I saw hundreds of tiny skulls covered in black and burning rage that was coming from him. Then I snapped and start to pull them out of my body and energetic system. These little fuckers flying out of me for good this time and then I could send them back but somehow I had loving energy towards him (I was so surprised to feel that) so I send them somwhere else. Then I snapped again and was upset because I realized how much bullshit I still hold inside from other people.
Same procedure- this time for real.
Then I felt weak in my heart and I let beautiful love wash over the little wounds.
Now I feel stronger than ever in my heart.
Thanks man, It was your original post about LBH that convinced me to try it. Seems like after 2 loops I’m experiencing similar affects. Very grateful for your results summary. It was the push I didn’t know I needed.
Guys one thing about the aura expanding to others that need to be mentioned.
My mother in law went with me and my kids to a fun fair, she went to bought so something to the kids and the guy there offered her 2 for free.
I was near by her but i bet the aura expanded to her aswell.
Good to know.
Because I’m on my 2nd week using LBH, Wanted, Paragon, and that crying all of a sudden did happen once during my 2 day rest. That surprised me.
However, I found this below to be very true:
we’ve included scripting to boost your humor, and more importantly, enhance the emotional and physical benefits of laughing. When you laugh, the scripting encourages you to experience that laugh on a deeper level, one that can help you release tension, stress, past emotional traumas and other memories. This doesn’t mean you’ll be walking around laughing for no reason. You may find things a bit more humorous, but the script is balanced to affect the depth of positive emotions felt when laughing.
3 weeks of vacations and I listened only to LBFH. Everything went smooth, 3 weeks of peace starting from the airports, flights, meetings with relatives, family, friends and strangers. First time I feel this inner peace like that. As I wrote before, my neighbor in the airplane volunteered to take my suitcase although she was a small woman The staff of the first airline is generally not very friendly. But with me during all the flights the stewardesses were so nice ! It was a pleasure. With the second airline the stewardesses are often like little “princesses” but they were very talkative with me, very helpful, smiling easily. It was really the first time it was so cool to fly with these 2 airlines ! When shopping we received countless discounts etc. vendors so nice also. Some family members have always tensions, pressure between when they are together. I generally don’t like to see them when they are together because they always fight for stupid things. But this time, when they started to fight, and they see me, they stopped, no need for me to tell them to stop. I would say that for 3 weeks they reduced drastically their tensions but I am afraid they will go back to it since I left. But the good thing is that I don’t feel the stress of before when I was with them. I felt detached from their tensions and just thought ok it is up t you if you want to live in stress but I will not be affected by it anymore !
In short, LBFH can send love to others but also insulate you from negative emotions of others.
If you dread for example meals with relatives during fiesta time like Christmas when people will fight each other for stupid ideas etc. just use LBFH it will help a lot to reduce tensions and protect emotionally you at the same time. Great sub !
Had an experience of warding off negative individuals and situations the other night…
- walking to the store, a crazy haired homeless dude’s eyes kind of widened a bit when he saw me walking towards him and gave me a wide berth – he walked off the sidewalk and out into the street
- walking back home, a homeless man and woman were sitting on the sidewalk talking closely facing each other, and when the man saw me his whole demeanor changed, he shifted quickly and leaned to one side to get out of my eye line (like he moved to hide something), and his quick movement drew my eyes. So as I walked past and made eye contact with him, I saw a look of disdain or contempt or something else, but it wasn’t pleasant – his lady counterpart was far more subtle and engaged me with a general greeting. I said hi and kept it moving.
- when I offered food to the crazy haired homeless guy on the way back home, he refused as he turned his head away from me…like he couldn’t accept my gesture of kindness. It was strange to me.
It’s a decently nice and relatively safe area but we have a homeless issue, so they’re around. And sometimes they’re not so nice.
I’ve learned over the years that many homeless people are very perceptive of a person’s vibe – being at that level of survival probably enhances it, maybe it’s drugs…i don’t know – so when I noticed those things the other night it dawned on me that LBFH has this scripting in it.
It’s also been working on the positive side of things as well, where others will “express universal love” to me…
- was dying on a run and got to rest a few seconds at an intersection, long enough to suck some wind and think about how much the next hill was gonna suck when I heard, “Looking good, champ” from behind me as my light turned green, I thanked the guy and took off…noticed that it gave me a positive boost
- received a few cool gifts out of nowhere
- a friend picked up the tab for dinner recently just because
I’m noticing a lot more from this sub now that I’m on the second cycle and had that intense, emotional event. I’ve been able to catch myself from falling down negative spirals of thought more easily too. Very cool to think about how far this sub can take things.
I’m halfway through my second cycle with lbfh and also stacked Sanguine and DR st 4. I’m still going through the healing aspects. That combination at least so far, is proving to be quite healing which is good because that’s my goal. So that may be at the forefront for me for this cycle and maybe the next.
My sense is that it’s really taking care of self image stuff. But I also have moments where I just feel great.
Two days ago, I was in the bathroom and I looked at myself in the mirror. A funny thing happened. As soon as I saw my reflection, I raised my arms in joy and I gave myself a big smile. That never happened to me before. This LBFH sub is really something.
Music hits different, it speaks to my soul and I’m responding to it. I’m a self taught dancer but I dance on occasion and over time I seem to have lost that dancing spark. No creating new moves and such. Or so it seemed. Little did I know LBFA was in the making… I’ve regained that spark and my moves are way too fluid for someone who rarely does it.
And my creativity has increased, seeing the moves in my head then executing them on spot with ease. It’s like I’m channeling my primal nature… that’s not all LBFA has done, the rest I’ll post when I have time.
The graceful movement scripting strikes again!
I read days back of someone reporting recon while using 2 loops of LBFH. Saint suggested using one loop.
Anyone here doing 2 loops successfully? I did one this morning, I almost did 2, but since this is my first time doing it solo, I didn’t want to mess with results. I’ve been stacking it with Ascension successfully.
I find it easy to handwave results away with (so-called) normal reactions, so I’ll report these results from yesterday. 3 in fact, but I’ll share 2.
I was in a private community picking up some discarded items, and nothing was outside at the residence I was called to. I considered the inner prompting to knock on the door and did so (it’s a homeowner’s association and stuff’s normally not allowed to sit outside too long). The owner came to the door, and was greatly relieved I’d knocked as she still had her items inside. She offered me a couple of Gatorades, and I felt really good. I’d been nice to her, and she gratefully returned it back to me.
I then took the items to the landfill, and I saw a worker on a frontloader near my dumping spot. We usually just give a cordial wave (if anything), but nothing more. However, after I’d unloaded all but one item in the right areas, he came up right behind my trailer and prompted me to roll the last item into his scoop. This caught my attention, as this was a first. It was a very unexpected act of kindness since it negated my need to drive to another spot to dump it. I was truly touched by this since I thought this guy had some kind of attitude toward our company. (On a healing note, I realized I’d been holding an attitude and a slight grudge. I saw this in the middle of this exchange).
It just felt like things were clicking. As in being kind to people can be contagious. It makes me desire to give more. And why not? At my core, I know I’d want to be treated that way.
Any plans on when this will be updated to a paid tittle @SaintSovereign? Consider putting it into a custom, but will wait if an Update is right around the corner
I have it in a custom and it’s incredible strong.
If you want to make a custom with that Masterpiece then I wouldn’t wait.
Its fantastic