nah it’s definitely regeneration or/ reconciliation or some combination with my particular history
of trauma/ptsd.
I’ve been running total breakdown in a custom for months with nothing close to this.
If this didn’t go away when I woke up, I would have sought medical attention.
The last time I felt like this was a few months ago when I messed around with regeneration, so it’s likely from that. I want to heal through this, but just have to be smart and go slower about it.
I’m the opposite total breakdown is clear, quick, and purifying to me
regeneration is slow and difficult.
Each of us has our pathway that is most difficult, Rebirth and Total Breakdown are easier for me, Regeneration is a beast. To others its different.