Buddy: Hey man, what you up to?
Me: Oh, you know. Just looking at text reports of grown men describing changes in their penises after listening to a 3 minute audio of tricking water sounds.
–sips tea–
and yourself?
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Angels are real, and they’re all midgets
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I like meeting new people but at the same time I hate it.
There are too many awesome people, it’s like fuck, I don’t have time for all of you.
It’s like the same problem I have with video games, but in real life.
I want to explore all these people, hang out with them, etc AND I know they’re more than down… but I just don’t have the time to cultivate these relationships.
There is such thing as opposite of loneliness. Like imagine having so many potential prospects for great and interesting friends but you just get overwhelmed and it’s like fuck. It’s all about balance. Keep it nice and tight knit, pick the highest ROI and focus on that. But then it’s like “BUT THEY’RE ALL HIGH ROI”. Is this a form of FOMO. I swear to god all the fucking problems I encounter are just no one can relate to them and then I sit in the dark, introspecting my ass off trying to come to grips with clarity in how to move forward. What’s the play, Luther, what’s the fucking play.
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and the worst part of all, is that more and more potentials just keep coming. In theory its endless
I blame beauty. Fuck beauty
My new trick lately, is to go out alone in nature lol
there’s something to being alone with only your thoughts and no distractions, while processing subs
too many distractions and attention grabbers everywhere on the internet
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It’s growing, I’m just going to get it out of the way.
So I’m leveling up my romantic/sex life and going up the percentiles… I realize that this skill tree is very simple.
You just get your soulmate type of partner and then keep cultivating the sexual relationship to be more powerful, profound, intimate, passionate, romantic, beautiful, etc, etc all that good stuff. There isn’t really a limit.
I like to be in peace but I can’t ignore or suppress ideas within myself. I can’t ignore emotions. My partner has a friend… who is incredibly beautiful. Like drop dead stunning, high percentile beauty… one of the most beautiful people I’ve ever met aside from my partner… looks, personality, everything. Similar interests as my partner but still unique in her own way. I’ve met her a couple of times and it’s great vibes all around. Recently saw her at a tea party. We’re all on the same wavelength… the connection is that strong. All extreme empaths, all high HSP, etc.
I have potential fantasy somewhere… where we all manifest like a beautiful romantic encounter together. Like straight out of a fantasy romance novel type of beautiful, the kind that would make you weep or some shit. Basically a threesome. It’s super in the back of my mind, and there is nothing whatsoever that I’ve seen which could suggest the possibility of that ever happening. I’m like 95% monogamy/settled and 5% this little threesome fantasy. I can’t ignore this 5%, I have to be thorough and keep it real with myself. I’m just going to leave it at that… I don’t even know what else to say or think about on this matter. It’s not something I’m pursuing, it’s just something that’s there. Maybe it goes away or maybe it gets stronger. Not sure.
Now that I’ve gotten so much clarity and settled on my romantic/sex life skill tree… I’m now moving towards my other relationships.
Social life. Friends.
I have to map this shit all out and get serious about QoLing it. I have to start ranking my friends and become more methodical on developing relationships and spending time with people. Need more precision.
Obviously my partner is not only my ultimate lover but also my best friend, so she is at the top of the food chain. My last few posts about overwhelment, I see what the solution is now. Once I’m fulfilled through many extreme percentile relationships, I’ll probably get settled and chill out on my interest in novelty. Quality, not quantity. So I just have to get it going and work backwards, and things will get clearer as I level up. I can already see different levels and strengths of relationships.
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Lol, psychological projection is a butchered concept.
In today’s modern age, the accusation of one projecting, is more of a defense mechanism than projecting itself.
Really understand what I just said because it’s a very powerful concept. That sentence is too deep, it can’t be overlooked at face value.
Because of how society is inherently set up from a foundational standpoint, whereby the average person is super traumatized, snow flakey, shadow self unintegrated and easily triggered with no congruent self-worth or self-love… in any reported dynamic of projecting, it is more likely to be a defense mechanism of the individual claiming rather than a correct assessment on their behalf.
Stuff like this, are the real red pills.
Understand that most people are wisps in the wind… that if the chips were down, would not hesitate in a moments notice to forgo values in exchange for selfishness. The conscious rationality always walks in the shadow of your congruent subconscious framework.
Our demons masquerade as angels.
That’s a shadow work concept.
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lol @pacman not really directed to you, your post stimulated some thought processes and i just wrote em in my journal
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One of the best examples is the Black Friday people, lol.
Everyday people that watch movies, work their 9-5’s, drink Starbucks coffee, etc…
In tested situations of FOMO and scarcity, go full low IQ monkey mode with no regard for each other hahaha
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I don’t want some lurker to read all this and develop a pessimistic view on humans, lol.
This is very advanced level shit what I’m writing here. You have to really be a thinker.
Quick summary to my past 3 posts:
The point I’m making, is that the psychological concept of projecting has become twisted in modern day society.
Instances of actual psychological projection have now become like UFO sightings, meaning the report to actuality ratio is below average.
If you were to scoop up 1000 reported dynamics of projecting from society and explore them… you would find that less than 50% constitute as a concrete instance of psychological projection.
The other instances (more than 50%) would constitute as a a defense mechanism in the form of accusing psychological projection.
That has to do with the way society is set up… people are extremely defensive due to being extremely traumatized which causes them twist concepts to maintain safety.
A real life example that I’ve seen countless times in many forms:
Person A is a lazy couch potato that is doing nothing with their life.
Person B walks into the room and says “Person A, you need to get off your ass… it’s not healthy to live like that”.
Person A: “YOU’RE PROJECTING.”
This is an example of where accusing psychological projection is used as a defense mechanism to cope with an attack on safety, ego, or self identity of an individual - which all happen to be very fragile.
My whole argument, is that the these instances are more common than actual instances of projecting.
To the point that if you hear a reported projecting dynamic, it is generally more logical to assume that the accusation is a defensive mechanism rather than a correct analysis.
Hence why I say that it’s a butchered concept.
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Have to clear some up otherwise some depressive teenage lurker is going to read my posts, become more pessimistic and not want to make any friends. Lmao.
This statement:
Has nothing to do with individuals. It’s a generalization for the sake of probability.
“If the chips were down”.
The problem with this line of thinking when it comes to individuals, is that… there is no “if” and there is no “when”.
The overly pessimistic view of an individual in regards to their “negative” potential is an impractical mental masturbation.
Everything you manifest in your life, whether experiences or people… is beyond precise.
Given the precise nature of reality in terms of co-creation and manifestation, “what if” scenarios aren’t actually practical. People don’t operate in the realm of probability, so you can’t perceive them through that filter.
You can only perceive people through the context of where they’re presently at - in the now.
Summary:
I have a friend. Yes, in some hypothetical situations where our plane crashes, we’re starving and stranded… he might try to eat me. Lmao.
In some other amazing hypothetical situations, they might win the lottery and buy me a new Ferrari.
The potential of an individual that you interact with is only valid in the present moment. Hypothetical potential is irrelevant and impractical in regard to individuals.
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-begins sipping daily tea-
It’s quite nice to see people understand the importance of having a healthy sexuality. Most men don’t have anything close to one, lmao.
It all goes back to the concept of goal posts, levels, percentiles and relativity.
9/10 men think it’s normal to watch porn. You would really have to be a thinker to understand how mindbogglingly insane that is. Mindbogglingly insane is actually an understatement, but it’s the best I can do… given my limited vocabulary. There is absolutely nothing normal about watching porn, it’s beyond warped.
You would have to go out in nature for like a year, to truly gain perspective on what’s insane and what isn’t. That’s usually where you get the redpills from - it’s by detaching yourself from the shit pits because you yourself cannot see what you’re in, when you’re in it.
The absurdly low goal post of society, is very much like a cult. Full on blinders. If you listen to people who leave cults… they mainly realize the true extent of how fucked up the cult was after they leave.
Nasty work out here. Lmao.
Goal posts, goal posts, goal posts.
As a man as you have to go up in the percentiles. You can never allow stagnation to claim you.
Many men fear stagnation.
As if it’s something to avoid.
As if it’s a predator, to which you are the prey.
No.
Stagnation is the prey.
These people lost, because they don’t actively live in an anti-stagnant state.
They live in a neutral state, where stagnation watches and observes them.
Too complacent. Too merciful, in that you even give it the privilege to bear witness to you.
I don’t fear stagnation.
How can something claim you… when all you know is how to slice its head off.
Anti-stagnation is the religion of peak human. It is the blood sport of being a pinnacle man.
In the Aliens Vs Predator movies, the Predators hunted the aliens as a sport. It was a rite of passage. They made trophies out of them. It gave them status and reputation. It allowed them to test their skills and abilities. It was their culture.
We are the Predators and stagnation are the aliens.
This is the culture of Man.
This is not the culture we have been taught from society.
“Quite” the contrary.
If you aren’t accountable and don’t take things into your own hands… you will become dust. You will lose to the sharks, whose hands are callused by doing exactly that.
You need to be in a group of men, whose ideals are so upper echelon that you have no choice but to be a monster. Where there is accountability and competition in who can reach the highest forms of self-discipline.
Get away from all the low-percentile baby shit and cut yourself from the cloth.
Move the fucking goal post. Or at least die trying.
Lmao.
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I like this quote from someone called Rumi
“You are not a drop in the ocean , you are the ocean in a drop”
Still don’t really know who he is aside from a google search revealing he’s a poet. Too lazy to give a fuck about him - I just dig the quotes lol.
Weird thought because my brain looks for patterns and shit. They say the earth is about 70% ocean. They also say that the human body is about 60-70% water. I don’t know why that’s interesting lmao.
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