been eating a lot of peanut butter lol
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It crazy how our desires change as we grow lol.
So when I first started subs (over 3 years ago?), I wanted to become rich and get all the women. Have sex with a ton of hot babes, buy whatever I want and have as much status as I can get.
Over time I realized that I just wanted to be happy and enjoy life- in my own way.
Iāve broken my life down into a bunch of categories:
Physical Health:
- becoming the healthiest version of myself physically
- being in shape and physically strong so that Iām able to move around in my later years
I want the freedom of physical health and right now, Iād say Iām pretty much there and getting even better. Slowly moving my way up to āpeak human potentialā lol. I have no trouble maintaining healthy eating habits, diets and workouts, itās pretty much effortless. I donāt have any unhealthy food addictions and I donāt smoke, drink or even drink coffee (I stay away from caffeine). I also never get sick, even if people around me are sickā¦ my immune system is just a V12 super engine. I also attribute it my physical dietā¦ I eat a lot of health foods regularly like raw honey.
Mental Health:
- becoming the healthiest version of myself mentally and emotionally
- increase my well-being by cultivating self-love, self-worth and healing emotional traumas
Iāve spent a lot of time on thisā¦ facing and purging a lot of āinner demonsā. I think for the most part, I have this down. I donāt think I have any mental issues and I really just feel positive, powerful, ecstatic and awesome all the time. I donāt get as much recon as I used to. I personally believe that watching porn damages mental health so I easily stay away from that. Iām off the social medias and I donāt ingest garbage into my mind that sends the limbic brain into a frenzy.
Now that I have these quite set and out of the wayā¦ my thoughts are what else?
Romantic/Sex life:
- Iām having amazing sex regularly so Iām pretty much thriving here. I have a partner who Iām very attracted to and who is very attracted to me and I even have other options, although Iām slowly getting away from that lol. Iām quite satisfied/fulfilled here and ever more so, as we grow and the relationship becomes deeper in its natural way.
Wealth/Finances:
- Iām making more than enough to be financially independent. Above average class but not enough to buy the fancy things I want, lol. This is being worked on and Iām dedicating most of my time and energy towards this since itās what Iām the least satisfied with currently.
Social life/Hobbies:
- Iāve been getting into gaming but Iāll be honest, Iām on and off with it. Sometimes itās fun and sometimes I just donāt feel like playing any games and rather socialize. Sometimes I want to socialize and sometimes I just want to play games. In terms of socializing and having people to call up and be around or events to go toā¦ I have no issues. I always have options but Iāve been doing this cyclic for a while and been trying to find a balance of being more reserved instead of constantly going out. I think Iām doing this pretty well at the moment.
Thatās about it. LOL. Yeah, how simple do you even get.
I have no desire for fame, status, legacy or becoming well-known, etc - I donāt give a shit lol. It doesnāt increase my quality of life. I was running Stark earlier and dropped it because I realized this. I want to be lowkey and enjoy my life to the fullest.
Options Iāve considered for my life plans:
Getting Married - I donāt ever plan on doing this because I feel like itās an unnecessary waste of time and money lol. Also creates a lot of unnecessary hassle.
Having kids ā Yeah, I donāt see myself ever having kids for various reasons lol.
Traveling - I used to go on and off with this one but now Iāve become more knowing about what I want. Iām not really interesting in traveling anymore. Itās just so much work and hassle, while Iām so content with staying in the area that I reside in. Iām so fulfilled where I am that I donāt feel the need to travel anywhere or āescapeā. Iām also not really interested in cultures and stuff like that.
So itās like jesus christ, Lutherā¦ what do you even want to do then?
Going to follow this up with another post and expand more, Iām missing some stuff lol
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Iām after heaven on earth, or at least my version of heaven on earth lol. Maximum fulfillment and enjoyment in all areas of life.
So currently, when I searched my mind for what I desireā¦ this is what Iām going to do:
Iām going to get more money (this in itself is a big project that requires work and time) then buy a badass looking mansion. This is going to be fun as hellā¦ have my own swimming pool and everything.
Iāve already started getting into making things more convenient, easy and comfortable for myself (installing a home-gym recently) but in this mansion, Iāll have an even bigger gym. This gym is going to be in a dungeon room that is viking-themed. Fuck yeah. Battleaxes and shit everywhere and surround sound viking music.
Yeah, this is the stuff that interests me and I find fun lol. Anyways, me and my partner are going to settle down in this mansion and live great.
I also plan to get a dog and give him some kind of bad-ass viking name.
I visualized this all lol.
So after I do all of this, I will be pretty much living the life as in I couldnāt want anything else. My ideal heaven on earth lol.
The rest has to do with finding fulfillment in work/purpose and helping others, thatās about it.
My other interests that I will expand on in the hobby lanes are gaming/technology. I might shift into music at some point, not sure yet.
So yeah, Iāve pretty much planned out and simplified my entire life and what I want out of it. This has given me clear direction and a sense of simplicity in goals/direction. At 28, I feel like I have my entire life figured out lol. Is this naĆÆve for me to say? Probably LOL
Weāll seeā¦ weāll see. I just have to keep going and see what happens lol.
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Wait till you past 30 and get close to 40 
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Oh man, canāt wait hahahaha
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Be more a viking
Donāt sit back in your mind during the cold shower
Let yourself feel that little shivering and bothering, search for it in every corner
LOL I sound like a masochistic
But it has been noted somewhere in my head that vasopresine the āā hormone of pain and discomfort āā in bro terms is a precursor to the production of testosterone, so let yourself suffer a bit 
Or in fight club terms, threw that safe place out, that pain is your gift (brothers donāt be dumb and pour chemicals on you just for the sake of pain, use your mind and system of reflection commonā 
)
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well said lol Iāll try it out
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been having fun cutting my own hair with this 3 way mirror that shows every angle of my head lol
i basically have unlimited top quality haircuts by my own hands, what an investment and i only had to shell out like a hundred bucks
never going to the barber/salon ever again hahahaā¦where the hell was all this technology when i was youngerā¦ things are way too easy now in 2023.
conveniencing my lifestyle for increased quality of lifeā¦ next is to find a way to do this with food/meals. oh yeah
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Halfway through the first month of 2023.
Things are looking good and Iām making headway. Started a new service, attracted clients and made some moneyā¦ on top of what I already make. More $$ and this is what my goal was.
This is pretty much the equivalent of starting something on the side and seeing massive success right away. The amount of creativity and energy I pumped into this shitā¦ damn right it should be fucking successful lol.
If your subconscious beliefs are aligned with it and you direct your focus and energy into somethingā¦ you will see success. Every time I do this, it works.
But yeah, Iām beginning to have certain doubts that I thought I had overcame and figured out. Questions such as:
āWhat is the max potential of this kind of work?ā
āHow do I make this income stream more passive?ā
Passive income is really my ultimate goal in terms of wealth. Making all of my income passive and having the free time to do whatever I want. I even have a few ecommerce businesses where Iāve sacrificed income for passivity. I value my time and my actions. My goal with this venture is not to work excessively and fatigue myself. Itās important that I stand by this and not get caught up in the sway of things.
An insane thought hit me recently, that my wealth life almost mirrors my dating life. I have a stable income 70% (my partner) that I canāt just leave because itās too solid and then a bunch of other sources (dating options) that contribute to the overall. I canāt āpick oneā between my income sources but I might have to start cutting some off in order to grow. Quality over quantity?
I had a deep talk with my business partner over dinner on Friday and basically he said that heās doing the same thing - exploring other shit lol. I mean, I figured it and it makes sense but for some reason hearing that from him was kind of trippy, in a āoh shitā type of way. I donāt know.
Itās becoming more and more apparent to me (especially intuitively) that I canāt maintain my current balance/flow. There simply isnāt enough time in the day.
Iāve taken time and energy from the dating and poured it into the work. That was the first big step.
The next stepā¦ is optimizing my work and recalibrating it. Making it ideal. How to do that, I have no fucking clue at the moment lol but as with all thingsā¦ Iāll figure it out.
Imagine if we had 48 hours in 1 day, how awesome would that be lol.
Anyways, this is going to be a very busy week. I need to sort some things outā¦ too many things going on at the moment. I thought that coming here and journaling would helpā¦ and it didnāt LOL. Whatever, doesnāt hurt to try.
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You can try look at forex or crypto trading.
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trying a new high end pricey restaurant tonightā¦ and i donāt know what to get lol
looking at the menu and just blanking outā¦ yeah
think iām in recon today hahahaha
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Did you order at least a glass of free water?
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hahahahaha youāve been funny as hell lately whats up
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I wonāt lie. It is probably due to my favorite module Total nonchalance which multiplies my quirky personal humor.
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lol yeah sounds like a fun module
Or I am just a funny guy but honestly, I can not compare to you. Because you are giving Lol after all of your texts and you know more Lol more funny and I am not giving any Lol so you are definitely more funny.
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so i had oven roasted chicken with garlic mashed potatoes, veggies, hot honey and confit garlic butter
and it was very mid/meh lol. I think I manifested this mid-ass overpriced meal to help me understand that more pricey or high-end doesnt necessarily mean better food hahaha
i shell go back into the caves and whip up my medieval viking stews of fatty meats
till valhalla brothers
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