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super long post and somewhat venty
Folks aren’t ready for this conversation, lol.
You wouldn’t believe how foreign “being cheated on” is to me.
I am constantly telling men that the biggest key to sexual abundance and success with women is your internal self-worth because I’ve lived the transition through my own experience.
I’ve been complete polygamous, in an open relationship, etc. My first threesome with my partner was like losing my virginity again because I was so focused on her perception of the experience (out of fear) that I was unable to be present in the moment. I’ve been through all kinds of shit on these subs, manifested all types of real life experiences for growth.
The relationship with my partner started out as “I’m a sexually open and adventurous person and I’m going to meet other women. You’re free to meet other men as well, if you want.”
That last part often blows the minds of men. It’s like “how are you okay with your partner sleeping around?”. The answer is, I’m not.
Folks don’t understand that me allowing that, is more of a “well if you can do better, then by all means go for it”. It’s the pinnacle of self-assurance and that’s really how I be feeling - deadass and on everything I love. I just don’t see myself getting outclassed to her by another man.
Look who the fuck I’m up against, lol. 9/10 men are porn addicts. Out the gate I’m beating 90% of men with extremely low self-worth, needy, no sexual energy and lifeless eyes with weakness on all levels.
Now watch this.
The other 10%, it’s like well you’re going to have to match or surpass my level of framework as a total package. To be on that level of framework as a man, you’re not going be interested in disrupting any relationships. Too messy. So I literally, cannot see her messing around with another man. I don’t even entertain it.
People want to talk about “being an enigma” and all that. It’s like man, you can’t be like all these other type of typical fucking traumatized men. That’s why I’m constantly talking about: move the goal post, move the goal post, move the goal post on here. Constant growth.
When you develop yourself, develop your morals, your values, your standards, your self-worth, your internal healing and become better - not for women but for yourself, then you become something of very high value to women in your mind on a congruent level. It’s not entitlement, it’s just knowing what you offer to a woman on all levels emotionally, mentally, physically, sexually, spiritually. Women want the highest value, they want the quadruple deluxe package. They don’t want bullshit fucking average porn addict Joe who just has a good body and money. Women need high caliber and deep stimulation. They need high self-worth, high self-value, competent, extremely confident men with character who are sure in themselves, men with physical prowess, masculinity, character, authenticity, vulnerability, openness, empathy, good communication, emotional groundedness, courage, leader-like mindsets. Men who can outwill sexual temptations like nothing. Women need sharks. If you’re worried about your woman cheating on you, then you reek of insecurity point blank period. That stuff does not even cross certain men’s minds. There is not even a bone in the framework, the men are that self-assured. That comes from knowing your value as a man based on who you are as a total package.
Not based on what you’ve done, or what you have but based on who you ARE.
I make that clarification because people often think that you have to attain value as a man based on doing “good deeds” or contributing to society. It’s like no, no, no. See, these are beta male concepts disguised as alpha concepts. The Alpha Male mindset is “Contribute to society to gain value? Fuck society. What the fuck did society ever do for me?”. You have to make your own society and set your own standards for how you want to become the best version of you. You set your own fucking value. Society is designed to make your perceive yourself like a sheep and be in an endless ghost chase for validation. Most men will only understand true personal power and enigma-tism when they’ve left those limited boxes behind.
Think of the newly released Hero: Origins.
If you’re internally on that high level, then that’s what you congruently exude. You don’t care about the external or “what ifs” or annoying mental gymnastic weasel shit, you simply know who you are… and that is what you lead women with. There is not a bone in the framework.
Redpill, MGTOW, all this shit is the pinnacle of beta-male. Any paradigm or ideology that focuses on the downsides of woman whether her flaws, potential toxic nature or what have you. All of those things are a reflection of the man in the relationship. The man leads everything, he uplifts and provides the best support on all levels without needing anything in return because he’s the standard. A real alpha male takes full accountability and responsibility for his woman and in being the best version of himself… he has zero issues whatsoever with women and infinite patience. No toxicity, no weird cheating bullshit, no insecurity. Your internal framework does the talking. Any type of thing I see where men are complaining about women, shifting blame to her or talking about her flaws or nature, instantly signifies to me that they are a beta male. You should internally be on such a level where she has no choice but to meet you there. This is why I’m like a feminist of sorts because men are often getting sassy about women in these dating cultures or whatever when 9/10 of them are fucking porn addicts.
It’s like “mate, what are you going on about? You’re a low level package.” They don’t attract any respect because they don’t have the self-worth or self-respect. All of their engagements and feedback with women are a shithole reflection of what they have internally going on. They have to compensate with control and weasel-like bullshit tactics to make up for being a beta male and having a shit framework. Lamborghini Gallardo doesn’t do Honda Civic things, it’s not in the settings.
The man’s romantic life, is a direct reflection of his own progress as a man. It’s a deep thing
This is why I tell people, stay away from redpill, stay away from pornography, get physically active, get into becoming the best version of yourself (in EVERY area), become better looking, get a six pack (I’m of the belief that every man in their 20-30’s should have a six pack or something is wrong).
Women aren’t going to give a rusty old Honda Civic the time of day, when Lamborghini Gallardo is in the vicinity. Once women meet certain men, their standards and expectations skyrocket and anything less is just “no thanks”. A lot of men actually become even annoying to them.
I was dating this really attractive women while running Khan. Total bombshell. This is the type of woman that when she walks in the room, all the men are like “jesus christ”. She also wears flamboyant clothing like that. So anyways, we went out for lunch once and I remember damn near every guy was double-taking, checking her out. First time we went out, I had to adjust to that because it threw me off. Second time we went out, I was really settled. Every guy knew she was with me but was still checking her out. In my mind, I thought “this is exactly why you guys can’t have her”. They were just typical, no intrigue, complete neediness, no self-worth. Too easy. Any time I saw a guy checking her out, I felt zero insecurity… I just knew that they could only look and later on I was going to be all up in the cheeks. That’s really it, lol. Too many men are just extremely insecure man, that’s why LBFH is often recommended. I think I posted on here, but I’m more inclined to hang out with women than I am with men. Men just aren’t authentic and everything is an insecurity game to them… everything from physical dominance, social posturing, etc like guys don’t know how to chill the fuck out and not be insecure for like 2 seconds. Always remember, 9/10 men are porn addicts. Lmao.
Anyways, you look like you’re developing. Good shit, lol.
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Im confused are you running something similar to wayneq or are you just hanging out in the journal?
Lol, I’m running Khan and R.I.C.H. right now which is working incredibly well.
I don’t care about journal presentation or making orderly journals - I really just come and write whatever I want, wherever I want on my own journals and threads. Like I really, genuinely don’t care lol - its the internet.
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Folks are like:
extremely dork voice: “welp, I hope my journal looks pretty and readable for the general community. Hopefully they accept me and like all of my posts”.
Meanwhile you run something like Khan for half a year, and you really give no fucks at all, lol. Just scattered everywhere on journals, not caring who reads, trolling, self-amusement, being unhinged, very expressive, etc. Crazy results? Fuck it, I’ll just keep it to myself, not even going to bother.
I sound and look like a robot in early posts. I hate that shit, lol. That’s why I don’t like internet environments, they’re so superficial.
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100% Truth. And truth must be spoken freely!
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Preach on that porn shit 
Quitting porn was the best change in my life.
Cato vibes with 9/10 men are fucking porn addicts!
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Not everyone is ready for the truth, lol.
Check your PM, hahaha.
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Levels… happen to be a thing. Hahaha
I’m absolutely killing it right now with these subs…
I have 14 things to trial and error. I 100% know that at least 1 of them or a combination of them is going to take me to millionaire status. These took me a total of 2 years to figure out, on and off. I’d say about 70% of it was done in the last 12 months. So despite being somewhat sporadic… even with changing and revisiting goals, the overall progression has been there.
I’m about to implement the first one (have everything ready) and I can’t remember the last time I was this excited.
I’m really about to fucking do this. It’s 11:53 PM, I’m blasting strange classical music and drinking tea.
This is going to take 1 month and then while that’s happening, I implement the side one.
So 1 month 2/14. Extract all data. Then do the rest of the 14. See what it’s looking like.
Most of all I have to pay attention to what fits with my gut and intuition. Sort of like buying a new house. The architecture, design and placement could all be good but it still has to hit that note of speaking to your soul. I’m on the lookout for those notes.
Yoga was something else. 1 hour long class and met some new people. Wasn’t what I was expecting…
Now I have soccer tomorrow. Time to kick ass. Not raining tomorrow but still going to be crazy. Now I hit the sack and get ready to conquer another day along this millionaire journey.
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The internet is bullshit. I like this forum though.
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Amen, what’s not to like. A bunch of brothers and sisters in recon, trying to find their way hahaha
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We have to look out for each other. Give the brother a good smack on the ass every now and then if he’s heavily in recon. Should bring em right back down to earth. Lmao
Why did I come here again? Lmfao. Had like 3 hours of sleep or something. Slightly brainfrogged and in recon.
Had a dream I was partying with Hauser. Who now that I think of it, most definitely has to be an archetype of some sort. Like Primal + Renaissance Man + Daredevil or something. I don’t know…
I don’t know if yoga is for me… there’s a lot of breathing stuff. I don’t feel like it does anything, lmfao. Scam exercises. Hahahaha. I’m not big on meditation and relaxation… like I’m relaxed, I’m good. I don’t think my personality is aligned with this. I’ve been doing extremely intense resistance training workouts 5 times a week for too long listening to edgy, primal, viking music framing my workouts as if if they were preparation for storming the gods, challenging Odin and igniting ragnarok. The peaceful tranquilo setting of yoga is just, I don’t know. I like the peace of nature but, all this… I don’t know how to explain it. Fuck it I won’t bother. Lol. Vein might start protruding from my forehead, often happens when I get to overthinking. Fuck all that, keep the shit simple Luther.
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for the sake of your forehead aesthetic
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I’ll do yoga for another week and decide.
I also dropped martial arts from the list, for various reasons.
So now for skill goals… I have a long list of sports. Then languages for Polyglot mastery, going to start with Spanish. If Yoga doesn’t work out, which it’s currently not because I’m not feeling it… then I’ll swap that time with Spanish learning, or another sport.
Also I want to write a successful song and get over 1 million views, etc. Shoot a music video and everything. The thing is… it’s nowhere near priority, that’s going to take a lot of time. I’ve tried writing lyrics and exploring melodies, just to keep something stashed in the folder. Nah, my mental isn’t there right now and I’m not running subs for it (not priority). I also need things in place, like equipment and so on and there are a lot of things to learn. Later, but for sure.
It’s weird having a lot artists in your network, yet not being as artistic as them. You kind of just look at them in awe and in a way of “how the fuck do you even come up with this shit”. It’s insane. Probably one of the most insane things in this world, its just a different level. I don’t know how to explain.
Anyways, no monk mode, just nice and sound balance. Everything easy, only “obstacle” is time and being ready for whatever challenges cometh forth.
I’m also drawing. I have an IG page (completely anonymous) where I post my drawings. I may branch into other forms of artistry beyond just drawing once I get better. A lot of creative stimulation, gets the juices flowing. Everything is connected. This is light though and a work in progress. This kind of stuff is meditation/relaxation to me, not freaking yoga and awkward breathing. Lmfao. I’m going to start challenging the people there the next time I go. Start a bit of chaos before leaving, that place is too forcibly peaceful. Haell naw. Lmao.
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All a matter of perspective. They probably see stuff you do and think the same.
One thing I learned, is that… art isn’t about skill. Which was like a mind-shatter to me because I always thought it was.
I have 200 likes and 5 comments on an IG drawing, but I’m a complete novice. I just really dug deep and put myself into it. That’s the skill right there. This is why it’s so nerve-wrackingly deep to me when I compare people to art masterpieces and bring in the ego because there are so many lessons in how people accept an art which is merely an extension of the deepest of you… which suggests that the deepest part of you… everyone just accepts. There’'s no ego. I’m like really butchering this explanation just a complete ramble. But yeah, this is really what I feel like artists do, is they pull their insides out. Pulling stuff out of them where it’s like “what places did you have to go to for this?” inside yourself. Like “where did this come from”. From a small brain, lol. That’s the insane part, just the perspective. Hard to explain.
It’s almost an exercise of self-mastery of some sort. Articulation of self that’s not typically articulated in every day life. It’s that outlet. Shit will fuck you up, lol.
I don’t look at them in awe of as in pedestalizing them in amazement or perceiving that I can’t do what they can do. I don’t feel left out. It’s just some eerie about being around a bunch of people that have no problem digging that deep into themselves. Anyone can do this, we all have our masterpieces to share and exchange. It’s like “hey, what you got there buddy”. Most people just suppress these secrets. Everything is flavor to me.
Imagine if someone just throws up a crystal ball made out of sapphire, it’s like well… okay.
Everyone has something to throw up but these people are really into it, and it reminds you what we’re capable of. What is inside all of us. We’re all artworks but have layers and treasures.
Yeah. This is a weird post, lol. Just a complete linear spillage of thoughts without any structure, thanks. Hahaha.
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