Lotus in Flames (Alchemist + Emperor + Rebirth)

It seems the new technology is more complex and the more complex subs you’re running the more time you need to adjust to it. I felt I had been adjusting to Stark and RM for three weeks but didn’t get there since I switched to the Emperor I adjusted to within four days. I had some slight recon for the initial three days (being prone to get angry) but I kept running it and now I feel the program affecting me stronger and stronger.

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I feel the script of the Emperor settling in nicely. Great, great sub indeed. I see how my internal power has increased a lot since I started listening to it only five days ago. No wonder why a lot of people reported great results on that sub it really makes you rock solid and immune to shit people are trying to throw at you. Another thing I like is the drive to work and improve yourself the Emperor gives you. That sub feels as it should be the very heart of every custom and stack.

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It’s my first day off and I feel a slight recon if the form of slight irascibility, tiredness and depression. It could have been caused by the weather though (it’s raining). Hard to tell but at least my productivity remains high. We’re going to see how it goes tomorrow.

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I woke up a bit groggy in the morning and in the afternoon I took a 2-3 hours nap and woke up groggy too. I was a bit tired during the day. I’ll be having another day off on the morrow.

I can still feel a slight recon in social context but I’m sure I’l deal with it tomorrow since I’ll be listening to my stack tonight. It’s just part of the process.

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I feel something that may be a kind of recon. It’s like being aware of lies and the negativity people live and try to put their frame of those lies and their negativity on you.

Today I’m getting sick of how primitive, reactive and negative some people are. My current circumstances (unemployed, looking for a job and staying at home) and living among people like that (my gf’s family) makes me frustrated and it feels like a strong desire to punch at all the walls, physical and psychological till they break apart. Also, I’m getting more aware and tired of how my gf and I don’t match. I’ve known it since we met but tried to work it out but now I see how much she is entangled in the programming her family and culture put on her and I have no faith whatsoever she’ll ever free up herself from it, even by using subs since that’s just the local mentality she grew up in. I don’t want her inner beliefs and her attitude towards life, that I consider detrimental, to hold us, and therefore me, back. I’m tired of babysitting her (taking care of her financially, in the first place) and bullshitting me it’s me who is immature and has to grow up.
I think I should get rid of her ASAP and start afresh and next time be more picky and careful while picking out a woman.

I wonder if that chain of reasoning is a part of recon or it’s just related to my mindset reframing. Anyway, it does not feel good but I have no other choice than accept it and keep going.

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I’m listening to RebirthU now and it seems to be improving my… state of mind. I understand that I have to wait out some of my current circumstances and take proper action at the right moment. I also understand that trying to forget about people’s shortcomings and negativity and trying to look at the positive side only is detrimental since it causes cognitive dissonance in you that may be detrimental to your congruence. I just have to remember to breathe… just breathe.

The Emperor tackles very old detrimental beliefs which have been being ingrained in your mind by society since you were born, therefore, it’s a really tough sub to run. The toughest I’ve ever run and I’ve run Khan and Dragon Reborn too. It’s rocking my boat a lot now but I shall persist for the sake of… improving myself and my life. I just have to be careful not to hurt people in the process unless it was a conscious choice.

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Things seem to have settled down and I feel stable and solid again. I expect more rocking of the boat like that though. Well, I’m ready. :slight_smile:

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Although the Emperor is the most demanding sub I’ve ever run I’ve decided to increase the loops to three and take breaks every four days. From now on it looks like; the Alchemist (x3) and the Emperor (x3). Of course, one loop of RebirthU every day as well.

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What kind of beliefs you think emperor tackles?

It’s probably working deeper and more powerfully because you’ve run Dragon Reborn (and maybe Khan too?).

Cheering you on man. I’m definitely still over here in Ascended Mogul land.

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@Sub.Zero you are having deep insights mate! :partying_face:

The Emperor is the only sub in SC that was designed purely to transcend your limitations and overcome your excuses if it comes to sex, money and power. It tackles also detrimental beliefs related to your core like; I’m not capable of doing this or that, I’m not good enough, I’ll never get there, I’m too weak, stupid etc. That’s the main reason I switched from Stark and RM to it. I need it to lay foundation for my future successes and, of course, to contribute to my current progress and development. To put it visually…
Before the Emperor your life and you are like this (trying hard to make things work for you but to no avail):

and the ultimate goal of the Emperor is to change it into this (fuck! Why was is so easy only when I ran the Emperor?):

Of course, taking action is required! :slight_smile:

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beautifully put!
it does feel like my direction and path is much more defined and structured using emperor.

im sure they have some powerful habits lifting scripting in there too

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Tonight I had my girl and I discovered a faster way to get us to the final. I was more attentive and focused on improving our pleasure. It seems to be Sex Mastery at work. :heart_eyes:

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Yup, the fist time it obviously kicked in for me I surprised myself. I felt like a champ.

Ofcourse I acted all nonchalant, made it seem all cool and usual, but you can bet I was pleased with myself.

Glad to see you back on track my friend. That result was fast. It took me around 1-2 months before I saw the SM scripting in EQ/PS becoming truly apparent.

Come to think of it, it probably went live sooner but I didn’t pay much attention.

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I had a day off yesterday and I noticed no recon whatsoever. Things seem to be starting to fall into the right place. We shall see how it goes later on.

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I’m significantly less interested in watching porn videos that has been my habit for around 20 years. Cool stuff. :sunglasses:

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It’s probably the Emperor at work that’s making me think and say that worries are a byproduct of procrastinating mind that lies dormant and only an active mind operating in survival mode is the one which is our real mind that sees no worries or concerns but problems to solve and that is confident it can do it since that survival instinct programming works wonderfully and is ingrained into our nature and DNA. Our worries and our imaginary limits dissolve in that pure survival mode and set our mind on the right path that leads to achieving our basic goal - survival - upon which we can build our empire being led by that instinct mainly. I cannot express it better and I hope it makes some sense to whoever is reading this. Fucking Emperor! :slight_smile:

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