Lion's Regenesis: Genesis + Renaissance Man: Ultimate Writer X + Paragon Complete

Journals - Major Programs
#61

Have faith in the idea that at some point in the future, you will unexpectedly manifest a way of healing this eye ailment in ways that you are not currently aware of.

This naturally requires you have to get your logic out of the way, as the conventional methods of healing may convince you such a healing is not possible, if this is the case, you must see beyond that and allow yourself to see that perhaps there may be another, albeit now undiscovered approach.

The future is unwritten, but holding strong onto this faith will begin a process, that for example brings new ideas to a scientist across the globe, which you may very coincidentally and suddenly cross paths with on a vacation in three years from now. All because you held this faith at the back of your mind, for all these years without ever giving into the fear of what is true in your experience right now. The idea that you have to accept that you have an unresolved eye issue, be at peace with it, but hold the faith that you will find a suitable remedy in the future.

Even if right now you cannot logically phantom that reality.

The universe works in unexpected ways and can truly deliver to you what you desire if you only have faith in the outcome until it arrives. If no such remedy exists to date, it may need time as certain events have to align and conspire, and brew in the cauldron of life on earth before such a possibility becomes available for you, and when it has finally manifested onto life on earth, but you are not yet aware of the invention, it will just arrive to you in unexpected ways as you still hold faith.

You may just take this in and not respond to it as you disclosed to rather keep it private; this message is only to instill hope in you as I very much wish you to heal. :slight_smile:

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#62

@Calypso - Well said. I agree with you.

There are times I think the way you said it. It is time for me to think it all the time.

Thank you :pray:

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#63

Subconscious congruence, making it a permanent reality. :blush:

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#64

Day 18

  • Genesis
  • Renaissance Man: Ultimate Writer X

Day 19

  • Rest

  1. When I woke up yesterday, I felt like Dante who went to Hell and lived to tell the tale. Only in my case, it was a subtle instance of Reconciliation Hell which my guides helped me traverse.

  2. I was on my way to the Gates of Hell, too focused on my physical healing journey. @Malkuth kept me company on this path. I call him Virgil of the Gates since he accompanied me to the Doors of Doom, enlightening me about the various PATHS to healing.

  3. After that, I was falling. Falling down the ladder. Down to the lower levels. Until Virgil of the Fires caught me. It was @Joa23 and although he was in great pain himself, he held my hand to guide me through the Labyrinth of Hell, keeping me safe from the various abysses that yawned open before me. Fire is necessary sometimes and he showed me the ELIXIRS of healing scattered all along our journey. Hidden in plain sight until he picked them and slipped some into my pocket. All the way I went until he left me in the safe hands of the third and final Virgil.

  4. @Calypso the Virgil of the Great Escape it was. There should be an END to wallowing in pits of burning sulfur. Sure they might purify the soul but too much time in them leads to a rotting spirit that is greatly diminished and desired to be devoured by the Horned Enemy. He shoved me through a Window of Opportunity, following at my heels as demons and fiery torturers wailed their disappointment. It was dusk when I entered the Maze of the Devil. But now it was dawn, a symbol of new beginnings.

  5. As I breathed in the fresh air, I realized that I was alone. I sent a silent word of thanks to all three of my now absent companions before strengthening my resolve to walk back into the world as a man reborn and ready to experience the world. The earth is heaven itself and I am now ready to partake of its pleasures. Hell was all in my mind anyways. I have no need to be imprisoned there for the rest of my life.

  6. Life is meant to be loved and lived. Sure there are struggles on the way but there is beauty in not giving up. A beauty in the courage that is needed in times of despair. Even failures are beautiful. Like the dust that makes pearl, the hammer that forges swords and the fires that purify gold. Struggle some days. Let go in others. As the angels look down upon us with encouraging smiles, even they pray that they could take our place to choose life in every breath we take. To be loved as God’s Youngest Children, full of possibilities in our Wills of Freedom to determine our own Fates. I embrace myself as I am. I embrace everyone as they are. Come, there is life to be lived. Am not going to waste my time anymore.

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#65

Well written. Life has contrasts, sun, shade. Life is not always easy, neither is it always hard. It’s a dance. But of course we sometimes forget that and can only see darkness. :frowning_face_with_open_mouth:

Dance on lion :lion:

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#66

Absolutely, @Risky :pray:. Appreciate you!

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#67

Day 20

  • Rest

Day 21

  • Rest

  1. Took two more rest days. I think my mind automatically didn’t want to run subliminals anymore at the end of this cycle so as to process better. It had an interesting effect of giving me two messages last night in the form of dreams. One dream and its message was action oriented and symbolic. The other dream was direct but with more of a deeper message as I thought about it today.

  2. The first dream started with me sitting with Rollo Tomassi and he was explaining something to me. Suddenly he said that there is a spider sitting close to me and he grabbed it, put a tape at the end of the spider’s thread where it was hanging from the roof and started playing with it while at the same time talking to it like it was fighting him in a playful but dangerous manner. In some time the spider bit him but he refused to let it go and I found myself running to another room to get the anti-venom specialist who arrived that morning and who I was sure had the anti-dote to the spider-bite. When I found her, she was sitting with an ex-girlfriend of mine who in this dream was also the wife of Rollo Tomassi. I didn’t feel anything for my ex in the dream and turned to tell the other woman (who we can call the doctor) about what happened to Rollo. All three of us, my ex-girlfriend, the doctor and myself rushed to the room where Rollo was and he was administered the medicine and the dream ended there. The message of this dream was quite clear to me since Rollo played the father figure for my life for almost a decade (in real life) with his knowledge about evolutionary biology and intersex dynamics. Haven’t met him personally but I listen to his YouTube channel a lot. And my ex-girlfriend who was older than me, did play a motherly role when I was a bit more naive back then. This dream was about letting go of both the father and mother figures in my life and to become a man of my own. Use the knowledge they bestowed on me but also gain wisdom of my own. I think this had some connections with my own father and mother and I felt even more emotionally independent from them today even though I love them both.

  3. The second dream started with me messaging a woman that she was so healthy. I don’t know the context of this conversation but it felt very organic as if I was peeping into what was happening right in the middle of it. She replied telling me that I was very hurt inside. She proceeded to say that she doesn’t mean I am hurt in an “you are an insecure man and hurt by what someone did to you in the past”, but that I was hurt deep inside and needed to realize it.

  4. I was thinking about the second dream today and it clicked. When I usually think about genetic diseases (which I have), I usually think of it being a part of me just because it is a part of my body, that it has to be a part of my unconscious, subconcious and concious mind. How wrong I am. My diseases or any physical state (not to mention my mental, emotional, financial states) need not be who I continue to be cause they aren’t me really. I am a spiritual being having a physical experience, remember? Not a physical being having a spiritual experience. And what is meant by spiritual is the subtle like our mind (Concious, Subconcious and Unconscious). And although they might have connections to the material realm, I need not be wholy dictated by the material/physical and can change what I want. That was very enlightening since it meant that I wasn’t bound even by what’s in my body and could logically reason and be free of the “genetic” paradigm of my physical body. I can change my genetic destiny. I can be epigenetic. So basically the “hurt inside” is only a belief. What religion used to call as “sin” or “not hitting the target”. My hurt was just wrong thinking. And I needed to correct it to hit my target goals.

  5. So that beautifully concludes this journey and journal with the most profound of realizations.

  6. What next? A new journal of course. But first, a washout.

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#68

@Lion How did Paragon Complete work for you in a 3 Title Stack? Was it able to adequately heal while running 2 other titles?

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#69

Paging @Lion :point_up:

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#70

Thank you. Had already answered this question to him on another thread :pray:

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#71

Thanks for following up.

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