2022-07-05T18:30:00Z
Day 4
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Rest
Took some rest today from all the running around I did for the last couple of weeks. My legs were a bit swollen due to a combination of a previous health condition and all the leg work these days. Nothing too serious though.
2022-07-06T18:30:00Z
Day 5
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Ascension x1, E2 x1
Realized that I wasnât timing my meds right which along with all the running around led to my legs swelling. Resolved it and am back to normal.
Ascension 320 kbps is working faster. Got me to wake up an hour early and get things done. I also find myself being very receptive to help at home when my parents ask me to do so. I used to do some things begrudgingly for them but now am enjoying being productive for them too.
Started organizing my cupboard in the evening and will finish it tomorrow.
The latest title updates are good. Feels very natural manifesting the script as if it is a part of me. Reconciliation is, I dare say, a thing of the past. It barely registers for me now.
Even if the reconcilliation isnât zero, it is on its way to extinction.
EDIT: being masculine too feels normal. No posturing necessary. I can even do traditionally feminine roles in a masculine way like listening, smiling, assisting etc. I donât feel like I have to force myself to be dominant. It will come when it is needed. This is great!
Nice man, nice results. Looking forward to try the refreshed products out by myself.
Thanks, bro. They are smooth as butter. You will be a smooth criminal soon.
Haha, looking forward to be moving like this 
I like how you are in the process of creating something special with a lot of love. Your headquarters of the new empire.
Hi @Lion Iâm glad you are enjoying Ascension so much!
Really interested to hear how this version works out for you. Do you notice any anger and toxicity? Or does it turn you into a better person?
I remember when I once ran it for 3 months in the beginning there was some turmoil but in the end my father, mother and friends and family started respecting me much more 
Thanks bro.
It is turning me into a better person. A more calmer masculinity. I think the reduced recon and the way we are now able to focus on parts of the script we can execute first, allows us to get faster results without much trouble.
Good point. There was some inner turmoil in using the initial version of Ascension ZP. Not so much with the 320 kbps.
My respect for myself and my parents have grown which is reciprocated back.
@Lion, when I ran Ascension back in the old days I felt a lot of happiness, and brightening effect where I had a lot of shine.
It turned me into a serious person too.
Right now, on Primal Iâm starting to become charismatic, and carefree (still Alpha) but itâs more playful, less bound to take things in life serious as opposed to Ascension.
On Ascension, I became a strong independent, self-reliant individual who did not waste much time and was focused on achieving his dreams and goals.
Whereas Primal feels more like a Hawaiian surfer who plays guitar while enjoying life to the fullest without being too excessively worried about anything.
Both are fun
Ascension lays the cornerstone towards becoming a successful, focused and dedicated Man.
2022-07-07T18:30:00Z
Day 6
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Rest
Not as productive as I would have liked today (might be the Friday vibes) but still got stuff done like getting all my clothes arranged in my massive cupboard, getting a few more stuff from my old home for mom (might need to do a few such miscellaneous trips for a few more days) and arranging service for things like shifting phone lines and repairing our cooking stove.
Got a bit irritated when being told that the phone line canât be shifted (and hence by extension neither can the wifi router be shifted). But I kept my cool and am planning to push the telecom to do it. If not, will just have to move to another phone company keeping the same number.
On the bright side, my physical stamina has improved by all the moving I have helped with and my lungs are breathing much better.
Can feel the need for more mental strength but I will get there eventually. Running Ascension for a significant duration along with putting myself out there will toughen me up.
2022-07-08T18:30:00Z
Day 7
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Ascension x1, E2 x1
Got my cupboards organized today. All that is left are my bookshelves which I hope to finish by tomorrow.
After that I will set myself some concrete goals and a daily routine to achieve those goals through productive action-taking.
Am still groping in the dark a bit when it comes to my life purpose but hope that pushing myself into trying things out will resolve into something special.
I think I should try my hand at writing books. Possibly non-fiction and/or poetry. My strengths are in those two genres even though I have only dabbled in them on an on and off basis.
I want to feel a paperback in my hands and relish the sight of seeing my name on its spine.
Can already imagine it in my mindâs eye. Itâs time to make it happen.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that the Stress Displacement module in my E2 custom works extremely well to throw away the burdens of my mind especialiy when I get a bit anxious. Itâs an under-rated module.
2022-07-09T18:30:00Z
Day 8
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Rest
Got all my books arranged. Phew! Didnât think I would be able to do it but it is done. Funny how something that doesnât seem like a huge task, takes a lot of time to do especially when you have to categorize the various books.
But yeah, so I can now say am officially moved in into my new âheadquartersâ and I will have to figure out what the next step should be.
Tomorrow will be dedicated to that. I wouldnât mind giving a couple of days to it either. Because once I am committed, I should go all in for a while.
What are your favorite fiction or nonfiction books? Want to share?
Non-fiction authors:
Fiction authors:
2022-07-10T18:30:00Z
Day 9
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Ascension x1, E2 x1
Not written down a plan yet. Itâs okay. I think some part of me is fearful of commiting to a path since it will mean I have to let go of other paths in life or postpone them.
Have to remind myself that life is all about choices and choosing one thing automatically means giving up other choices.
Wonât elaborate too much. I feel like am in a limbo right now. In between places before I step into the next phase.
Once again I remind myself that it is okay.
2022-07-11T18:30:00Z
Day 10
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Rest
So I started the day off on an unproductive note but I turned it around by meditating in the afternoon.
I realized I was running away from myself for some reason and thought meditation would bring me back to the source within.
Which it did. I gained some peace amidst my confusion thanks to that and during dinner time mom was sharing something about a relative when I got an inspired thought about what I should pursue.
Now you might be wondering what this purpose I have discovered is but I will have to be a little âWANTEDâ about it since part of me feels this is a calling that needs to be evaluated seriously. And no it is not to be a priest or anything since am too much of a rascal to be that haha.
I will be exploring it for a while and share when I get something concrete. Must admit I am not sure whether it is the right path for me but another part of me says it is.
I have also found that meditating helps me to focus as well. As an interesting fact, meditating (which is really just a form of metacognition - basically, thinking about what youâre experiencing) actually helps your prefrontal cortex to grow, so that you have more resources to use. Also, another side benefit of meditation is that it helps to collect your attention, so that you can then use it towards a direction you choose (instead of it being scattered in a few different directions based upon random thoughts).
I hope you gain even more clarity in regards to what you are choosing to possibly pursue. I think itâs really wise to explore it first and make sure itâs a good fit.
I know it may sound paradoxical, but this is the exact power of a decision. As Napoleon Hill used to say (and Iâm paraphrasing): In order to succeed, you must burn all other bridges but the one you truly desire.
It may seem like youâre limiting yourself, but in reality, youâre focusing yourself.
Day 11
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Ascension x1, E2 x1
I unsubsribed from redpill channels on youtube today not because I donât believe they work but because I want to concentrate on health and wealth at the moment. Plus I get the gist of women by now and game isnât much of an issue for me.
I also find myself spending too much time listening to such content and the day simply passes by without having achieved much. I will return to them later. For now I need to get my priorities straight or else I will just turn into a redpill beta instead of a redpill alpha, only knowing stuff and not being able to act on the knowledge due to my illness and poor resources.