2022-06-23T18:30:00Z
Day 18 (Cycle 1 of Ascension)
Ascension x1
Masculinity is creeping up on me.
I know that’s a strange way to put it but Ascension isn’t like other alpha titles like feeling extremely dominant on Khan or powerful with Emperor or having a swagger with WANTED.
More like noticing the little things like “I don’t need to respond to something someone said for the sake of talking” and “Am not irritated. I feel stoic” and “I gotta do this and am doing it”. Things like that that are small steps that will eventually compound to a shift into a masculine personality.
Another reason why running Ascension for a long period will be beneficial for me.
For a person indoctrinated in a gynocentric world fed on a diet of disney movies, feminism and emotionalism which made me into a nice guy, I need to learn and unlearn a lot to get back in touch with what it means to be a man who can stand his ground fearless in the face of social rejection and not surrender to shaming tactics.
And go beyond being just a man to be the alpha. For what I realize now is that both patriarchy and feminism serves women.
Patriarchy serves women for their long term happiness by forcing them to give up hypergamy through religion and teaching them to be wives to men within their league. Meanwhile men protect women and children at the cost of their lives.
In patriarchy, women are protected and men are disposable.
Feminism meanwhile serves women for their short term happiness by encouraging them to sleep around when they are young. And after all that lying to them that body count don’t matter to men who they want to marry. This leads to unhappy marriages due to women having become masculine and men feminine.
In feminism, women can do no wrong and men are toxic.
Beyond patriarchy and feminism though is the alpha man. Not that he stands apart from society but use the laws of power, mastery and evolution to serve him and get what he wants. To be so successful that he won’t have to put himself in a place to be disposable or affected by insults of “toxic masculinity”.
The alpha man is beyond the good of patriarchy and beyond the evil of feminism.
He is beyond good and evil.