Lion - 1 Year and 6 Months of ASCENSION

Journals - Major Programs
#182

Day 16
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Rest

Trying to install Endeavour OS and Archcraft on my netbook didn’t work so am looking for another operating system to do the job. Spent my day trying to get this done. Hopefully I will find a solution by tomorrow.

Am finding myself watching videos related to law of attraction, flower of life, emerald tablets, zero point energy, etc. Guess my mind is moving towads higher and subtler planes of existence to find solutions to my goals.

At the same time, my mind is also getting stronger on Ascension. Almost 2 months of it should have an affect but it is becoming more and more a part of me that I need to stop to think about changes. After the initial boost of alpha mindset from Ascension, the results plateus for a while. After which we see small bumps up which will eventually lead to a linear or even exponential increase in results.

Like SaintSovereign said, the latest versions of the subliminals has the feature of focusing on things we can change first which leads to the fast results in the beginning. After that things are being worked on which take time to show. Those are the more difficult objectives (for us since we might find different objectives difficult according to our life experiences and personalities). But given enough time and action, we will manifest all the objectives of the title evetually. That’s what I hope to get with Ascension.

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#183

What about the new Chrome OS Flex? Maybe this is a alternative?

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#184

Chrome OS Flex is still buggy and has loads of features that don’t work yet. Plus linux is more powerful and more privacy-oriented than google’s new baby.

I like the idea of Chrome OS Flex. But it needs more time to mature.

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#185

Debian

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#186

Will consider it as a last option since the number of apps on it is significantly lesser.

But am currently looking at Ubuntu-based versions right now like Elementary OS and Linux Mint.

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#187

I used to maintain packages for debian, but that was long ago. Never thought that it has significant less packages(made me frown a bit) than arch. Is it due architecture?

But maybe Ubuntu would be better because they patch their fontconfig*.deb packages would be less tinkering and better for eyes lol.

Have gou tried https://www.bunsenlabs.org/

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Btw Archcraft looks sooo goood man. Loving it from what i have seen. Need windows for work, been out of the Linux world for years

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#188

I’ve got Ubuntu server set up on a Raspberry PI for when I was prototyping my empire project.

When it was set up, I set up a con job that runs once daily at 4am:

apt update && apt upgrade -y && apt autoremove

Daily automatic updates :slight_smile:
I did that because I could never get a GUI like gnome to work on the RPI. CLI all the way, baby!

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#189

Lol yeah i tried several gui updaters, never really felt right. cli all the way haha

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#190

Have seen that name around but not looked into it. Will check it out.

I wanted to try arch based linux distros out which was why I first tried Endeavour OS and Archcraft.

Haha yes. It is very beautiful and lightweight too. Uses around 400MB ram.

Understandable.

The Deathstar runs Ubuntu!

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#191

2022-07-18T18:30:00Z

Day 17
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Ascension x1, E2 x1

I found out today that my netbook has a hardware issue (most likely) which is why Ubuntu was crashing. And today when I installed Linux Lite on it, that too started crashing.

Funny thing is that I don’t remember the netbook getting stuck when it used to run Windows 10 and Windows 8.

Oh well. Am setting aside that experiment for now. Will use my Windows 10 laptop for a while.

Aside from the geeky things am doing now, I feel a certain level of calmness that is close to when I used to run WANTED. But I know it is a different kind of calmness that comes from having run Ascension for close to 2 months now and I hope to gain even more confidence and self-belief the longer I run this.

Am taking this as an experiment. What will happen if we run a title for a long time? There should be some benefit that extends beyond the initial results and manifestations. Will the title eventually work on parts of us that are a bit more difficult to resolve? I think so. And I am going to find out.

Yesterday I was a bit bored with running Ascension. I knew it was the reconciliation and the shiny-object-syndrome talking. And the feeling to experience a new title is so seductive.

But that’s the problem with me. I can’t work hard along-side a single title. And I should keep at it to get the most out of my run of Ascension.

I do think it is a generational challenge too. We all want what is better when we already have what is good for us. We just don’t realize it.

I mean, imagine when SubClub started and it had only 2-3 titles in the store. Ascension, Mogul and Ultimate Artist. Would I have any doubts on what alpha mindset title to run? The choice would be quite simple. And I would be running Ascension for a while.

Yes. That perspective helps. Because the paradox of too much choice is not being able to choose something for the long-term.

I choose you Ascension. I choose you to help me build a foundation in being alpha. After that I will be ready for Emperor and eventually Khan.

EDIT: I don’t understand why I forgot to put in the date at the start of each post for a week. I just realised it today lol.

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#192

I really feel you on that. The next new shiny thing syndrome.

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#193

Absolutely. The real shiny object is…OURSELVES! That will help us reframe it.

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#194

2022-07-19T18:30:00Z

Day 18
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Rest

Imagination creates reality
–Neville Goddard

In our pursuit for living the life of our dreams, we come across facts and statistics that say that life will most probably happen in a particular way depending on how most people live it.

For example, only a few people become successful in businesses or only a few stay married or only few men are in the top percent of most desired men or only a few can heal from their chronic illnesses.

In such cases facts and stats serve as reality checks. But that’s the problem. Why do we need those “reality checks”? Why do we want to be part of the majority? Don’t we want to be the exception to the rule? To be exceptional?

In a way, I think this is why we are using subliminals. To leverage the power of our subconscious mind to create the reality we want in our imagination rather than accept the current reality we are dissatisfied with.

It can be whatever we want. No possibility is off limits to us. If we can imagine it, we can achieve it.

But we need to also learn how to do that. As much as we want it right now and it is possible, years of programming of our mind steeped in our current reality makes it hard for us to believe in miracles and positive change.

Subliminals giving us faster results in the initial manifestations do make it easier to believe in the power of our mind. And while the subliminals work on the rest of our subconscious mind, we need to be a bit more patient to see all the results we desire.

That’s the way am trying to convince myself that it is all worth it. I have seen the low-hanging fruits of SubliminalClub audios. But I want more. For that, I need to wait a bit longer.

Meanwhile my imagination is being strengthened by the audios I listen to and the reality I desire is on the way.

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#195

Many thanks to you Sir. I am working on that shine new person even as I text!.:+1::pray::facepunch:

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#196

2022-07-20T18:30:00Z

Day 19
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Ascension x1, E2 x1

I might have to replace my E2 custom after this cycle is over. Need more power in the healing.

Not yet sure whether I want to upgrade a previous physical healing custom to 320kbps using the discount or make an entirely new one but I do have time to think over it.

Ascension stays though and I need it more than I will ever understand right now. One day I will look back and thank myself for running it for a long time.

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#197

A lot of the masculine spirit and ambition is no longer incentivized, but we can still grow that spirit. When I get some great results with these stacks, I want to bring in a group of brothers offline to join this place so we can motivate each other’s progress. Brotherhood is definitely essential.

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#198

Very much agree. Loads of boys have become feminized these days.

A wonderful idea, bro.

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#199

2022-07-21T18:30:00Z

Day 20
(Cycle 2 of Ascension)
(Cycle 1 of E2)
Rest

Am only now beginning to feel assertive on an internal level after 2 cycles of Ascension. It currently feels almost second nature to me.

Yesterday I got myself a discount for some repair work at home and today I got the broadband customer support to resolve a particular request.

The difference between now and before is that am feeling a natural entitlement to ask for what I want. Not that I will recieve what I ask for but to at least not feel ashamed to ask.

Now this is a big thing for me since empaths normally don’t like troubling others with their requests. We are willing to help others but don’t want others to do too much for us.

But that’s not a masculine way of dealing with things. Men need to be unashamed to ask for and go after what they want regardless of whether they get it. It builds up an energy of dominance and makes you a go-getter.

I have always admired this trait in my father and am beginning to embody it.

Speaking about my father, am more respectful of him now and he is in turn seeing some show of masculinity from me when I deal with others. That’s a good thing.

Honor your father and mother. You don’t have to agree with everything they say but be respectful about it especially if they are good folks.

My voice is also projecting more. Previously the Emperor’s Voice module in some of my customs used to help me get that masculine voice. But now not only do I have the masculine voice due to Ascension but I can feel my own voice too. It feels like it is coming from my heart/lungs and not just my throat.

And others are feeling it too.

EDIT: I gave my head a shave for the first time yesterday. I have gone for the bald look before but this is the first time I took a “skull shaver” to my own head. I feel like Andrew Tate now haha.

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#200

What are the ingredients of your Custom?

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#201

Am I seeing a younger hotter more stylish Jason Statham😝

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