Budewr’s journal

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#451

holy shit 6 months is a long time with no results yikes,

i mean this seems to be an issue that some users experience. me and others you mentioned down the thread and your friend, and also you with AM

Can you guys please Dig into this issue? @SaintSovereign @Fire @RVconsultant @DarkPhilosopher

yeah thats what i think too, but isnt if a sub facing lots of resistance and almost no results, that means that this sub will yank the junk in your sub-conscious and thats a good sign that this sub will improve your life 180 degrees?

i know the lack of results sucks man, i feel like crap that 3 months went like nothing and im not pleased or happy about my progress

but if im going with subs , my main goal is evolve and destroy the hell out of my weakpoints that is literally stopping me from reaching my full potential.

the priorities are the blockages and thus you choose a program that freaks them up like i did choose mine (Emperor in my case) and that sub is surely not doing what is supposed to do :rofl:

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#452

yeah but based on your consciousness and your awareness and knowledge of the fundamentals of life and how it works

you need certain aspects and traits to develop the best version of yourself!

i mean surely everyone’s subconscious hate to wake up early at 5 am instead of 10 am. but if the subconscious hates it, it doesnt always mean that its right?

or hates the pain of the comfort zone or the feeling of self discipline and the not very pleasant feeling of pushing the boundaries

but those skills are almost Mandatory for achieving the good life, and becoming the best version of yourself,

and those skills are almost all about Emperor from what i read (not experienced )

i mean stark works like a charm for me, within a couple of days i can sense my social skills going up the roof, but will stark be the best option for me to develop the greater life that i want to achieve ?

i think not based on my vision, emperor would be better because what i lack is mainly focused on subs like AM or Emperor

and the fact that im not seeing progress tells me something also lol,

but i totally understand moving out of a way of a sub, if its not working. and going for the results that you had on other programs, damn i miss stark’s confidence or social aspects

but in order to live a fulfilling life for me i think i need to focus on my blockages and weakpoints

hell im thinking about ditching emperor lol, after testing after the washout and going back to stark

cause i really dont want to play subs for 6+ months with no progress that is literally useless ,

but ill trust the process, im hoping that this washout will get me on track :smiley: ill try upping the loops and go back to the old routine after a couple of weeks after the washout if things dont go on track

what i know for sure that i will do my best :sunglasses:

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#453

an inspiring post

what im thinking is, what if the more resistance that you face and lack of results means, that this could be your compass into what to follow up with more to find the root, nothing is a coincidence its happening because of something whether someone knows or not

but i understand hahhahah lack of results are shit

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#454

i cant remember who it was but a few days ago someone mentioned that on emperor he didnt see to many results for almost 2 years (due to him being almost the exact opposite type as emperor). But than after that time a switch flipped and he suddenly got extreme results and it kept getting better and better. If youre really dedicated and can beat the fomo, its still very much possible. with QZP on the horizon you really shouldnt have much to worry about ones that comes out.

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#455

2 years damnnnnnn i cant do that lol, thats extreme

Plan B for me if Plan A doesn’t work is ill go back to starkQ for a year or something , then ill come back to emperor Later

with emperor, even my stack is not showing results, so Emperor must be the issue

Like i ran QLST1 and QLST2 and didnt notice anything at all, but i ran them with Emperor,

#456

The 2 year one

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#457

Do you want Emperor results or not? To me the journey is worth it. 2 years is nothing compared to the 30 + years I was internally screwed.

It also depends on where you’re starting from. I saw fast results with Ascended Mogul. But the reality Emperor is trying to create was completely foreign to me. You can’t go from 0 to 100 in a few months. If you’re not seeing results, it doesn’t mean that the sub is not working. It is, you just can’t see it yet. Jumping from one sub to the next one isn’t going to help you much though. Consistency is key here. Emperor is trying to help you reorganize your identity from top to bottom and turn you into an imperial powerful version of yourself. Certainly not going to happen overnight or in a few months.

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#458

do i want Results from Emperor ? YES,

do i want to wait 2 years for results until it works? no, im better off working with a sub like StarkQ and resuming it, it will help me improve my life
but not like emperor which will improve better and target my weakpoints more

if im gonna wait 2 years for a sub to work, thats probably me solely who did the work and the sub had no influence, 2 freaking years? for a sub to work?

not too far, but id say i need work to reach Emperor mindset but not too far.

i dont need 100 thats a lot for my own progress , i need at least 30 40 so i can feel motivated and consist on listening, and so i can trust the process and see results

this thing always pops up here in the forum, but i am very away of my states and actions and thought process

so if Emperor is working good enough, i would truly know, i always journal and read my posts and i try to be aware on every interaction and link it to the sub if it makes sense, so i think im fully aware of that

ive only seen 8% of my life’s improvement so far from when i ran Emperor 3 months ago until now

is it good that i improved? Yes,

is it worth it for that little improvement and that much time ? i think not at all

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#459

Who said you had to wait 2 years? That was MY timeline. Yours will be different.

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#460

Also take into account that the technology has come a long way over those two years and keeps getting better and better.

An “unyilding faith” in that it will work no matter what the calender says is a crucial component for speeding up the process.

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#461

yes i deeply believe in that

but sometimes those signs of something not working , might be indicating to a change of plan and an action to do something,

and going with Plan B,

i have a lot of thoughts about this,

but thanks toby, i will put that into perspective as well

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#462

Look at the semantics : SUB - liminal, SUB - conscious. Those terms mean that whatever is happening is below your awareness. The exception is to actually feel something. That’s why it is recommended that you take action. I only knew the sub was doing what it was supposed to do when I started doing things that I would never done before and those actions felt natural to me and that was dominant without even trying. Of course I can also talk about the occasional reconciliation or overwhelm that are also proof that the sub is stirring things.

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#463

yeah man totally

dont take my words as complaining from results without action ,

but even with that im not happy with the results

but i will solve this problem very soon im very sure of that

and also ill bust myself more into action, and do better

#464

also this is an interesting point, gonna try more stuff!

#465

What sort of actions please? What if those actions towards your goals doesn’t align with emperor subs that your running?

#466

hmm, i dont know if things are moving or not

the washout is going fine, no recon some i might say, but not like my first washout which was a mess

but i think things are moving a bit, not sure though but im keeping an eye for things

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#467

Something came up interestingly

I was recording a voice note on twitter, and usually ill be drowning in fear or thoughts when i do so, and it feels unnatural sometimes

But today I recorded like a champ, hmmmm that is so interesting :laughing::sunglasses: it felt natural and confident

Also i felt confident at the gym too

I think things are moving :sunglasses::sunglasses::sunglasses::sunglasses:

#468

had some recon today on my washout. very slight but i know this recon very well.

until now the washout feels okay, no obvious signs

i might end the washout at the 21th or add 1 more week to it for a total of 3 weeks,

#469

Weird Dreams today, and also i felt i could sleep more and more and more

which is a sign of recon,
:cowboy_hat_face:

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#470

Please submit a support ticket.

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