im upping my loops for a week then im doing a washout
so im doing
x2 Emperor
x1 Limit Destroyer
played it yesterday in bed
and i woke up just now with lots of lots of lots of dreams, crossover dreams about my family traveling flying in the air using an umberlla, some horror nightmere also i cant remember anything, but i was scared for sure.
Feeling :
not tired , but not energetic as if i slept super good,
my sleep has not been the best the past months
water and nutrition is fluctuating, not the best in this year
sometimes i eat very good 3 meals.
i meant looking good in terms of quality, like i didnt see any issues with the old routine, no recon
here im referring to overall my 3 months run of emperor
which is something im not happy at all with, almost no results worth mentioning i feel like i lost 3 months worth of results , i thought i would get much much better than this and that i would be happy with the results pretty quick ,
but im doing a washout hopefully it will structure things up
yeah saint recommended it, he said he had issues before when he first ran alpha subs, and it took him a while to clear things out due to his upbringing,
and by judging my upbringing
emperor tackles the final boss of my limiting beliefs, that if i ran just Emperor alone from SC , i think its perfect
but unfortunately something is not working out, and im on my way to solve it.
i did they said that its probably cause emperor works on my full list of weakpoints, that it might take more time for me to see results
since
more limiting beliefs = more time to see results
but the 3 months i run emperor with im not even exaggerating its almost 6% of overall life improvement, its almost like i did this all alone by myself and not with any help, (since i tried StarkQ and RM before and the results of subs are amazing you can see them easily and identify with just 4-5 weeks of playing )
also the weird thing im sure that im not stonewalling , but somehow the results are 0% hahah idk whats happening
hope the bloom thing in the washout happens and blows things up out of no where
my first washout was like hell with getting mad at anything,
so i will do my best with taking action even though its gonna be a tough ride,
but waiting for the storm to end to sail is not a good option id say,
so surely if nothing improves in the washout ill definitely be concerned and very curios about my situation
i even re-downloaded the emperor file lol, i thought maybe theres a glitch or i downloaded a corrupted file and its behind the reason im not seeing improvement hahahah