Budewr’s journal

also

before subs, this wasnt a thing that i faced

sure my style has changed and its the nature of life,

but idk. feels like crap sometimes when i discover my niche then boom a week later i dont feel anything

im upping my loops for a week then im doing a washout

so im doing
x2 Emperor
x1 Limit Destroyer

played it yesterday in bed

and i woke up just now with lots of lots of lots of dreams, crossover dreams about my family traveling flying in the air using an umberlla, some horror nightmere also i cant remember anything, but i was scared for sure.

Feeling :
not tired , but not energetic as if i slept super good,
my sleep has not been the best the past months

water and nutrition is fluctuating, not the best in this year
sometimes i eat very good 3 meals.

sometimes i eat 2 meals which isnt enough really

sometimes i drink my 3 liters, or 3,5 liters

sometimes i dont finish 1 liter

so i gotta up my game with nutrition

i noticed a bit of improvement in terms of getting things done and just doing it

but im not so sure if its emperor or its just me today

either ways. emperor must of hurt my subconscious lol

its resisting this sub as hard as it can, im 3 months in now, and my results arent worth even mentioning 5% only of improvement or lets say 8%

so it must be that this sub is the one hahah,

next week ill do a washout, hope it helps with my issue of resistance with Emperor

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just woke up.

since ive been playing 2 loops of emperor per day

once i wake up i get this weird feeling in my body, very strange sensation in my whole body

i dont know what it is,

but it feels almost like tiredness? but its not

i cant explain it, its not very obvious its a weird sensation that ive never experienced before

had a dream regarding one of my issues and goals for the subliminal , which is a good sign im not stonewalling or anything

also i think sleep quality pretty much got way better

also i get lots of boners in the morning from emperor i think

but still no profound results till now from emperor

what got me to feel better is that @SaintSovereign had the same issue with Alpha subs, that it didnt work for him so fast

and some people might experience longer time to see profound results that everyone is seeing

so that lets me know im on the right path

im feeling the inspiration from music again

before i went to bed yesterday before i played my playlist

i made an intention to destroy every limitation that blocks me from connecting with my purpose

and today i was spinning some tunes like crazzzzzzzzy

tmw i will start into my regular work routine

took a couple of days off

i think it was the right move to power up the loops for emperor by x1

and to drop QL

holy potato,

the amount of sex dreams that i had tonight is something out of this world

and what is surprising and awesome that i didnt have a wet dream! thats a superpower

i freaking hate everything about wet dreams. and i also haven’t had one in a while
which is amazing,

but i woke up with a huge boner from those dreams

so damnnnn i guess im getting control of my buddy down there

One loop of a program every other day. There is no why. Please just try.

Tried that and done that for 2 months and half

trying a different approach and strategy now. looking good actually id say

been watching lots of Jim Rohns videos on youtube

this guy is amazing

he says you will face in life 2 pains you have to choose one from the other

the first pain is the pain of discipline

the 2nd pain is the pain of regret

you have to choose the team that you wanna play in

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i dont know what to do,

its either i start a washout after tmw

or do another week then a washout

its been 3 months and something since i started my stack, i admit im not happy with the results at all, but trusting the process is everything

hopefully this washout helps to clear the junk then i can see easy results from emperor

guess i decided lol

read a post by @Billions which inspired me more to do a washout now.

so starting tmw : D

lets hope for the best

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What do you think happened that you went from Quote 1 to Quote 2 so quickly?

i meant looking good in terms of quality, like i didnt see any issues with the old routine, no recon

here im referring to overall my 3 months run of emperor

which is something im not happy at all with, almost no results worth mentioning i feel like i lost 3 months worth of results , i thought i would get much much better than this and that i would be happy with the results pretty quick ,

but im doing a washout hopefully it will structure things up

A wash out I think would be a good idea.

Please also submit a support ticket. We want you to be happy and successful!

yeah saint recommended it, he said he had issues before when he first ran alpha subs, and it took him a while to clear things out due to his upbringing,
and by judging my upbringing

emperor tackles the final boss of my limiting beliefs, that if i ran just Emperor alone from SC , i think its perfect

but unfortunately something is not working out, and im on my way to solve it.

i did they said that its probably cause emperor works on my full list of weakpoints, that it might take more time for me to see results

since
more limiting beliefs = more time to see results

but the 3 months i run emperor with im not even exaggerating its almost 6% of overall life improvement, its almost like i did this all alone by myself and not with any help, (since i tried StarkQ and RM before and the results of subs are amazing you can see them easily and identify with just 4-5 weeks of playing )

also the weird thing im sure that im not stonewalling , but somehow the results are 0% hahah idk whats happening

hope the bloom thing in the washout happens and blows things up out of no where

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If you do a week or more for your washout and you notice nothing has improved, please submit another support ticket.

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sure man i will do,

and i think i know whats coming with this washout

lots of frustration, lol

my first washout was like hell with getting mad at anything,

so i will do my best with taking action even though its gonna be a tough ride,
but waiting for the storm to end to sail is not a good option id say,

so surely if nothing improves in the washout ill definitely be concerned and very curios about my situation

i even re-downloaded the emperor file lol, i thought maybe theres a glitch or i downloaded a corrupted file and its behind the reason im not seeing improvement hahahah

things are going fine with the washout no frustration nothing unusual but no bloom too

still early though to judge but its been 4 days i think, ill go for 2 weeks maybe 3

last couple of days ive been finding it a bit hard to fall asleep,

but when i wake up the sleep quality is good,.

those are weird washout symptoms hmmmmmmmmmm

also lots of dreams , good indicator

last washout was hell with sleep

i would wake up tired as hell like i was a zombie
And also i felt super angry and frustrated at the 5th day, on the last washout i did

its almost been a week, lets see whats up .