Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

Journals - Major Programs
#4

Yes, even though it is a free title, SC did not hold anything back with lbfh. It is incredible

By the way, I’m back with some updates

Cycle 3 Restday 5
The deep dreams that i have been getting since the second washout day has stopped today. These dreams are new to me, i didn’t get any dreams like these on my first and second 5 day washouts

And also, I wrote about this in my introduction post but i forgot to add how lbfh has affected my humor and people’s reaction to it. I didn’t know that lbfh can do that, i didn’t read the sales page properly back then. I was surprised that it was also because of lbfh

A little update about mogul, i noticed that i have never had any recon with it. No resistance at all. It feels like a nice boost for my life.

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#12

I think LBFH has made me realize

What i truly want is to talk with people, a lot. Socialize everywhere i go. It’s what makes me truly happy and fulfilled.

I take pride and feel happy about my work, but before lbfh, i used to think that that’s the be all end all. I don’t talk deeply with people unless we can benefit each other.

Now i’ve reached a deeper realization that the balance of both is what i truly want. Not only “talk with people so i don’t go crazy”, but to actually enjoy & live the process.

I thought i’ve reached everything that i wanted. But lbfh revealed a hidden corner that i didn’t think will make my life more fulfilling.

I think i will try stark or wanted black next cycle. DD and true social are interesting, but i’m not in a rush to focus on just 1 aspect of my life. Stark is all encompassing and wanted black looks really interesting from what I’ve read in the forum.

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#15

Start slow on DR:LD just in case.

a 3 minute loop had me in intense recon for 36 hours.

Start with 1 min :stuck_out_tongue: juuuust in case!

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#16

thankyou for the suggestion! but honestly, i’m REALLY curious about the recon.

LBFH’s recon made me super unproductive
mogul’s recon was negligible, almost non-existent
AC’s recon was insane, I was needy beyond belief

those are unpleasant but I enjoy the ride. it’s like exploring a jungle and facing hardships along the way.

if the problem with using DR:LD for 15 minutes is just recon and not something like stonewalling, I honestly want to experience it fully. If it’s too harsh I will immediately dial it back to 3 minutes or even 1 minute like you said lol.

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#17

Nice take - I like to blast myself with recon right before a holiday/camping/weekend too sometimes :slight_smile:

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#23

Cycle 4 Day 21

lbfh + dr:ld today

No neediness whatsoever, it used to be a problem back in cycles 1 & 2. In cycle 3 I did 17 days instead of 21 so I didn’t get any neediness recon back then.

I believe it’s because of DR:LD. every time something that’ll make me needy comes up, my mind immediately makes me aware of it and effortlessly dissolves it. it feels really natural as if this is how my mind usually works even though I’ve only been using DR:LD for 2 listening days

I feel it’s easier for me to be detached from unproductive negative feelings & thoughts

honestly, I don’t like how it affects what I’ve gained from lbfh, but I’ve only been listening to DR:LD for a short amount of time and I’m also open to the new experiences it provides. I’m sure it will uncover and resolve more hidden problems that I’m not aware of yet.

the listening process itself, it feels dense, but I don’t feel overloaded like when I use lbfh + mogul + ac.

productivity-wise, I feel a different kind of feeling & thought process that drives the foundation of the productivity itself in contrast to mogul’s effect. what mogul gives me feels like it’s working in the background, more subtle. productivity from (or with the addition of) DR:LD feels more in the face. as if I want to proactively break my limitations about productivity.

I will edit this comment more as the day goes on.

Update 1: I started to listen to harsher songs, feels like my body craves it. it’s an interesting recon.

Update 2: I found out how to put this feeling that I’ve been having into words:

i feel like I’m naked, exposed to my own insecurities and having to face it head on. I’m being made aware of the coping mechanisms that I’ve been subconsciously using all this time and being encouraged to not use those.

I’m not alone though, as I face those scary feelings, I feel like I’m being aided when i face them. they dissolve as quickly as they appear.

Everything feels natural, it almost feels like there are 2 versions of me. the new version of me that has to face the insecurities of someone else (me in the past), and the remnant of the past me.

overall confidence still hasn’t fully come back though, but I feel like the foundation of my confidence is being wrecked and rebuilt with new ones using different feelings & thought processes that lead to confidence. I feel like my body & mind just need time to fully integrate this.

i have my suspicions, is this a fraction of what the original multistage DR feel like?

Update 3: I’m really glad that there are “calculated risk” scripting in DR:LD, I feel more confident in taking action but I also don’t do stupid things just because “there’s no limit”

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#25

quick update:

i did some more self-reflection and I noticed that the success manifestation scripting from all of the subs is going on steroids right now. it feels like the universe is personally guiding me through multiple different people in my life.

me: I want to expand my business
universe: Here, let me make people give you multiple options to choose from

me: I don’t feel I’m good enough for the opportunity
universe: Here, have some people to talk to so you can be more confident and also take these resources to help you become better

me: I have a problem understanding something
universe: Here, let me introduce you to this expert that’s willing to explain every single thing you are having a problem with and guide you towards your goal for free

me: I want to talk with more people
universe: Shut up you already have a lot, that’s not what you want. let me give you events that will lead you to have deeper connections with people around you.

me: literally nothing, just doing my life as usual
universe: Here have these good people, positive experiences, and general improvements in your life because why not

and more

I can tell that it’s from the sub because manifestation from SC’s sub is very distinct, very in the face. even the “subtle” ones are really distinct when seen from the big picture.

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#30

putting this here as a reminder when I get a recon next time

#31

Remember that this rule applies to topical recon only. Native recon needs to be dealt with by waiting it out or other measures. I see that a lot of people ysing the micro loop strategy gets recon pretty often whilst I get some really slight and only from time to time. I run full loops only. That’s interesting.

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#33

What’s topical/native recon?

#35

Excuse me gentlemen, im going to write the reports for today, feel free to continue your conversation here though

Rest day 4

The dreams are really wild lately, I didn’t write this yesterday but the dream was emotionally really intense that i woke up with tears already flowing from my eyes.

Today I’m really happy because the dream is about one of my insecurities that has been there all my life. It showed my worry of the worst case scenario of that insecurity. If it’s in my dream, that means the sub is working to fix it already. I’m glad.

Update 1:
the “what’s the limit that’s stopping me from doing this” kind of confidence is waning. i don’t feel it as strong. on the other hand, I don’t feel the recon anymore so far. i feel comfortable now.

i don’t mind the recon though, i think I’m going to go with 3-5 minutes of DRLD every other day in the next cycle even if it gives me recon. if I feel overloaded I will shift it to once every 4 days.

Update 2:
I don’t feel the push to be productive as intensely as the days before today, but when I work it just flows effortlessly, like there’s almost no limit. I feel like this is what the milder version of DR:LD would feel like.

Update 3:
there is definitely something that pushes my productivity forward in DR:LD, whether it is directly from the script or indirectly. i don’t feel the constant drive to be productive as intensely today. it still feels easier to do my work, though. i guess that one hasn’t waned away in the rest days.

Update 4:
lbfh’s effect is mostly back again. Maybe dr:ld was taking priority in my subconscious.

Update 5:
I had to force myself to stop working and rest. Take a walk and put work to the side. The productivity from DR:LD or mogul blooming or both is just too good.

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#36

Topical recon is related to the objectives of the sub you’re running. The best way to overcome is to reinforce the scripting by running another loop. Another way is the rule I discussed before (fake it till you make it). Feeling into the role the sub is instilling in you and acting accordingly.

Native recon is just the fight-flight response to pushing you out of your comfort zone and it takes the form of psychological aggression (irascibility) or regression (anxiety). This recon needs to be waited out or fought off by other means; relaxing, exercising etc.

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#38

The list of what to do after I will have listened to my stack tomorrow. the recon buster stack

  1. Workout
  2. Drink salt water, 1.5L
  3. Recon journal
  4. Meditation. focus on the recon and the meaning behind it.
  5. EFT. just tapping, no talking/programming.
  6. Gratitude journal
  7. Visualization
  8. Watch comedy
  9. Get sun exposure while gardening
  10. Walk with music
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  11. Micro loop if I get a topical recon

I’m writing this list here to keep myself accountable

Update 1: (a day later after i wrote this)
I don’t get an immediate recon… well this is for the day after tomorrow then. still hoping I get one today so I can experiment with this.

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#40

“Hey I finally found a stack that works for me!!! I should go over it”

:rofl:

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#43

Cycle 5 day 3

DR:LD 15m + LBFH 15m

LBFH is such a good feeling subliminal. i felt euphoric, almost like I was being gently and lovingly hugged by the universe, or myself, or something, I don’t know, nor do I care. it just feels good.

Still no recon so far

I’ll have to call this experiment off for now since I don’t get any significant recon to experiment on in the first place.

Update 1:
LBFH’s manifestations are out of this world. Accompanied by DRLD’s effects on my confidence and personality, i couldn’t even imagine everything that’s happening right now a few months ago before i started using SC.

I feel less limitations towards my productivity since i started DRLD. I am repeating this point again and again but i am still surprised about how good the effect is.

Update 2:
I did some introspection, the me from before I used lbfh a few months ago feels like a distant past, It feels strange to even try to get back. it’s not me anymore.

i can remember how it feels before DRLD too, it feels familiar but not at the same time. it feels weird to act, behave, think, and feel like that again. i think I can still integrate DRLD more into my being

Update 3:
Still no recon

I think DRLD has integrated well within me, that’s why I got no recon

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#44

No recon with DR:LD with 15 min loops?? That is kind of crazy lol.

This could be true.

#46

Cycle 5 day 4

Finally! The recon hit. It was a topical one.

But it was in the middle of my sleep, and i didn’t want to wake up, workout, and drink 1.5L of salt water just to deal with the recon.

I was too sleepy.

So i settled on trying voytek’s suggestion to listen to the sub again. I did a 30 seconds micro-loop of ultrasonic DR:LD through my phone’s speaker.

It solved the recon immediately.

I felt the usual effects of DRLD rushing in me, it battled out the recon and resolved everything. The effects felt very distinct so i knew that was DRLD’s doing.

It works.

I will experiment on this further if i get a recon again. preferably when it’s not in the middle of the night.

Update 1:
I feel like I’m being intensely filled with love energy, an overflowing one that makes me want to share it with everyone

Update 2:
I did an introspection and realized that i care about other people on a deeper level than a few cycles ago.

I went from not caring that much about other people, to both caring and not caring, to now on a level of caring that feels effortless while still having control over it and myself.

It’s kinda hard to put into words. I’ll leave it at that for now.

I think LBFH has gotten deeper into me, and DRLD is helping me to break the barriers that’s holding me from achieving LBFH’s goals.

I thought people who do or feel like this are stupid. But now i can see life from their lenses.

I thought I was going to lose control over myself and my own “life” if i care too much about other people. But what I’ve been experiencing so far has debunked that. If anything, i feel more in control over myself and my own life.

I can be selfish and selfless at the same time, they don’t have to contradict nor weaken each others. In fact they can enrich each other in their own ways.

Update 3:

No recon the whole day, the effects are still strong. The breakthrough microloop last night works.

Update 4:

Still no recon

LBFH is going on a rampage, though i chose to focus more on work today so i didn’t express it fully to others.

It feels effortless. Like it’s a part of me all along. I don’t need to try to feel it (though i can if i want to), it’s just me. It feels deeply integrated with my own being.

DRLD’s gratitude scripting is also showing itself more today. It feels different than lbfh’s so i know it’s because of drld

I have a big hunch that DRLD is really the one that’s helping me become more integrated with LBFH.

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#48

that does explain a lot about my sleep lately, almost no recon when I’m awake but I have interrupted sleep. I’m not too bothered by it though, It doesn’t affect my productivity and I can still feel the sub’s effects. i will consider cutting back on it if I feel that the interruption is affecting me negatively

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#49

I had trouble sleeping last night. It was like a part of me was anxious and wanting to avoid sleep. All the dreams I had when I finally slept was a good indicator that the sub and my subC was working on something I feared. Felt great when waking up but over exposure looks like it can definitely be an issue. These new subs seem to be a lot stronger.

#50

yeah, you are using DRLD too right? the dreams can be extreme with this sub, I also had my fair share of it. i hope it gets better for you soon.

true, cutting back seems to be the play as saint said.

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