that does explain a lot about my sleep lately, almost no recon when I’m awake but I have interrupted sleep. I’m not too bothered by it though, It doesn’t affect my productivity and I can still feel the sub’s effects. i will consider cutting back on it if I feel that the interruption is affecting me negatively
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I had trouble sleeping last night. It was like a part of me was anxious and wanting to avoid sleep. All the dreams I had when I finally slept was a good indicator that the sub and my subC was working on something I feared. Felt great when waking up but over exposure looks like it can definitely be an issue. These new subs seem to be a lot stronger.
yeah, you are using DRLD too right? the dreams can be extreme with this sub, I also had my fair share of it. i hope it gets better for you soon.
true, cutting back seems to be the play as saint said.
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Yeah I added it to Genesis. I feel really ready for it. I hope good things are to come for both of us even through the struggles of those dreams and at times the daytime recon experiences.
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Cycle 5 day 6
The subs are fixing something within me that i wasn’t aware of, it got brought up into my conscious mind and i can feel the sub’s effect on that.
Other than that, something that was brought up in my dream a week ago is also getting worked on in my subconscious.
I can feel the emotional labyrinth that existed before this dream appeared is slowly unraveling.
I feel more free.
DRLD’s effect on my sexual life is getting more intense too. I don’t think there are scripts that directly affect sex, but the decrease in porn & masturbation certainly helps.
The gratitude and self-love scripting are steadily affecting my life more and more too.
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Good stuff man. Mogul sounds like a great addition for that productivity.
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yeah, that happened…
i accidentally attributed something to recon instead while the actual problem was i forgot to eat, drink, and rest.
that’s going to the subclub bingo card for sure if there’s one lol
mogul + drld is really potent for productivity
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The ZPv2 MAX effects are awesome. I can’t wait until the other subs are upgraded.
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It’s a good idea, I might do it too. Do you just list a few things or integrate it into a larger journal entry?
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From what you know about DR:LD action and reconciliation effects, would you consider stack both or the reconciliation would be too much? I feel DR:LD may induce too much reconciliation with a dense sub. What do you think? Besides you are at cycle 5, are there as much reconciliation?
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It sounds like a great combination DR:LD + LBFH 
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it really is, they hit everything i want and more. i recommend it.
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I think a moderator would be able to change it for you.
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thank you for the suggestion!
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Pardon the tag guys, may I ask to change the title of this journal to “Viktor’s Victory Venture”?
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I found the only thing that works for my recon.
Conscious guidance.
I got reminded of this from reading the forum.
Just like how i manifested stuff with mogul, have greater mental control & manifested people with lbfh, get more productivity with drld, i said this to myself:
“Being mysterious is cool and all, but the people that i love and care about comes first. I still want to be close with them and strive to better each others above anything else.”
Just like that, 50% of the recon gone immediately within a few minutes.
What i needed was clarity. Especially with the amount of confusing contradictory changes that i’m experiencing right now. Not tricks to reduce the recon.
Honestly it’s such a huge relief, i felt like my being was being torn apart from different directions.
I have a theory.
The gratitude journal may had indirectly helped me gain more clarity & certainty. That’s why it was really effective in dealing with the recon back then.
I need to experiment more on this. 2 cases of huge recon, and both clarity & certainty have always been the answer. There’s potentially a pattern here.
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I encourage you to ponder about following the self-adaptation model where you choose and WORK (taking action) with subs that would help you make the most of your real desires, needs, natural abilities, and circumstances, helping you get to the “next level”, instead of running subs that are scarcely relevant to the aforementioned qualities, getting recon, and random results.
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Take into account the whole model and not only the part that suits you. lol
Choose and WORK (taking action) with subs that would help you make the most of your real desires, needs, natural abilities, and circumstances, helping you get to the “next level”, instead of running subs that are scarcely relevant to the aforementioned qualities, getting recon, and random results.
Naturally, it’s your path, I only said what I’ve learnt for three years at SC. The subs that worked for me best were those that followed that model. Regeneration, DR, LD, Mogul, Stark. CFW, and now Ascension. I’m not saying i didn’t get any results running other titles yet most of those results were really distant to the objectives like when I was running Khan, Alchemist or HoM when I would get only some results related to the inner work. The same when it comes to KB I’m running now. I’m not saying I’m not getting any results but they’re far from the objectives. I need to reconsider running this sub since there are subs that would help me make even more of my real desires, needs, natural abilities and current circumstances, like PCC or Ultimate Writer.
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I completely forgot about PCC.
I have been actively re-reading the book for years.
I also checked the sales page again and it directly says that it can be stacked with chosen.
This sub looks like it will fit me really well.
PCC is going into the list of subs that i’m going to use after DR.
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