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Getting pleasant effects from LB. But I will have to keep using this to really see the full capability as it builds stronger. I’ve thought maybe I need to find some contentedness that would allow me to go for goals from a good starting place. I’ve considered different subs for that, Alchemist, DR, etc, but that would be a long time commitment. Maybe LB can help me shift into a default state of well-being. I often feel difficulty enjoying other people but that could be due to my own feeling of lack of love. So I am curious to see what LB does and I want to keep it solo and consistently running so I can find out.

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I said LB solo but the reality is that I need a seduction one NOW since I got a nice target. I will use Love Bomb for happiness and blissfully gazing with strangers like we’re on MDMA, but I will have the seduction running.

Seems like the Primal has strengthened my perception of how the game works. For a long time I was thinking about going for only good-looking-enough and finding an LTR, but now I think I should only go for 8-10s because they’re a satisfying chase and a quality man like myself should be with quality women. I’m an also more open to negging and such which isn’t bad, just a way of communicating status. I don’t buy into concepts like LTRs, because that just describes what the relationship looks like, not some concrete thing that exists in reality. But I can see myself enjoying only one partner because if they are quality and my game is good enough then I’ll be highly satisfied. And luckily having the game will still leave open the option of more.

Since I am now going to go for ones I am attracted to, 8-10, I am thinking maybe I should hop over to Wanted so I myself can be up there on the scale. The hot and cold and playing the game with fun would also be great, as hot and cold I’ve not incorporated well in the past. The tantalizing aura would also be great. I read people’s expressions pretty automatically so auras should be particularly fitting for me since I can see an immediate reaction without doing anything which may fuel my fire.

I have struggled, but feel a need for, the ability to shut off attraction from affecting decision making. I’ve heard that’s what Wanted does :crazy_face:.

Felt strong effects from stack yesterday, starting about after 5 hours. Seemed I felt aura energy and physical effects.

Was thinking how I may have shut off the warm feeling (love?) in the body when I like a person. One reason is because a seduction idea I had used was that of not getting excited about a girl. However, I don’t think feeling what I described without attachment is the same as getting excited and it doesn’t have the same problems. Maybe I need to keep working with this heart chakra as I described. I have a history of emotional shutdown, but I’m being pretty conscious about it now and when I start to shut down I then stay opened back up.

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I took this quiz and it said romance is what I want when it comes to women. So that means I should use Heartsong?

Instead of that, I could use Heartsong to find those I appreciate in the first place.

I’ve also been unsure of what I want, and that’s something HS specifically has.

2 loops of Wanted and 1 loop of Heartsong and I already got an insight of how I offended my seduction target who has been giving off the corresponding womanly signals. Looks like I’ll have to reconcile that and give her a hug. While wearing the sexiest cologne of course.

Considering changing Wanted back to Primal because I like the idea of seducing in my more natural way.

But I also may have a new rule of how I use subs.

I can see this Wanted having the potential I need. My main problem has been with approaching strangers of interest, which I have been hesitant toward. One reason is that I have certain standards for my partners and self, and if I am not up to my own standards then I don’t want to go for what I want. While on Wanted I have started improving my wardrobe, the resulting look of which I felt good about and seemed to be getting good attention in public which I liked very much and it was motivating. Maybe if I am thrilled with my looks I will be better at going for what I want. I am creating a rule for myself where I always leave the house looking my best. In fact, I will get rid of all clothes that don’t look excellent such that I look great even if I am still in the house. A lot of guys say looks don’t matter; however, I have standards for myself (and partner) and care about my partner’s experience. On top of looks improvement, I also may have adjusted body language and demeanor because of the sub, which was swaggishness and new ways/timings of looking toward people. I could see this covering my needs as for how to approach, because I am not necessarily uncharismatic, non-dominant, nor socially unintelligent, therefore the manners of Wanted combined with my natural tendencies may well suffice. Furthermore, I am continuing my working out and am approaching having a pornstar’s body, which should be great motivation for fucking. And furthermore again, I am making good progress on my NoPMO which is another thing I’ve suspected holds me back due to how it utterly wrecks my nervous system in more ways than one. I think I should not strain for sex results for at least the next 2 months, of which I will continue looks and mind improvement. This means I am in no rush to stack any sub for extra or quick manifestation. I was considering what to stack with Wanted when this is my purpose, perhaps I’ll just go with Rebirth to keep it simple and make the identity change deeper and faster. I change my mind about those types of things frequently though, so who knows what I’ll say next.

Girl in my class walked over to my group of 3, I turned my head to look at her without saying anything for a bit before we greeted after the tension. She says, “You’ve been looking sharp lately… with your hair and stuff.” I also sense myself using emotions in various ways when interacting with girls. And I’m aware of a needed change to not run from my own body.

AlcSt4 is dope. The stillness of mind effect is strong, starts about 10 hours after listening when paired with Wanted, continues the rest of the day, and into the following day. This can be used for feeling feelings, energy, and getting answers to things using feelings & intuition instead of calculation. I wonder if St2 would be even stronger regarding the stillness of mind effect; however, I used St4 because I didn’t want to risk missing potentially valuable things such as spiritual purification, inner peace, etc. While it was good to test and could be used for a lot, I will probably soon move into a long commitment which I think will be most beneficial.

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Could you share your experience with “Primal ZP”?

Ooh okay I’m going to try.

  • I found that I was more quick to express things in social settings whereas I would have stayed quiet before.
  • Some people commented that they thought I got laid a lot like a major player so I think it contributed to that vibe.
  • Sometimes it seemed like certain ladies not looking for sex would sense an attraction or aura and would express how they either liked watching clean TV or how they love their great boyfriend or something as if to get away from the sexual feelings I aroused with my non-chalant swagger.
  • I felt like more of a leader of women, that it’s my role.
  • In social situations I seemed to have the wit and confidence to handle it were someone to insult me.
  • In the mirror I had an improved self-image where I look like a sexual being when before I didn’t think I was sexual, especially given the current body aesthetics.
  • But ultimately I didn’t find it to have all that deep of healing, and the overall effects were not as deep as I had wanted which is why I’m using Khan now.
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Thanks, all this is great! So it is definitely worth running!

Khan’s Eye, a custom

Khan STx Core
Mind’s Eye Core
ARES
Attachment Destroyer
The Boundary
Courage Reclaimed
Discordia Deliverance
Divine Self-Image
Eagle Eye
Ego Adsum
Inner Voice
Harmonic Singularity
Male Enhancement
The Merger of Worlds
Natural Winner
Panther
Path of Forgiveness
Song of Joy
Total Nonchalance
Yggdrasil

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Which stage are you considering, or did you decide to get?

I’m on cycle 2/2 of Stage 1 now.

How about this: finish running Khan stage 1, 2, and 3. Then run Khan stage 4 for 1 cycle. Then put Khan stage 4 in your custom. What do you think?

Some custom modules are indispensable so I need a custom at all times. I figured the core might as well be Khan which also has the benefit that I can get away with 1 title in my stack. But I may potentially switch Khan out of my custom later on depending on what happens.

Sure, rather than putting Khan in your custom, you could put something else in. What would you want Khan to do if it was in your custom, as in what would you want as its primary objective?

Primary objective was unlimited sex. Now as I have manifested a gf while on Khan ST2 + Heartsong, my goal has changed back to making money. I am no longer using customs for Khan because I realized I was overcomplicating what Khan and my own revelations are powerful enough to solve.

Were I to lose this girl, I would continue working on wealth during the work week and manifest another girl quickly. Recent experiences have shown that the lack of romance in my life was more serious of a problem than I had recognized. Energy channels have opened up and I’m more able to be productive whether toward my business, job, and life in general. If I am single in the future, my goal will be an exclusive, monogamous, highly sexual relationship but not unlimited casual sex.

Part of the reason I can be more productive is because I have to. Women in my life like the current one are going to require cash. My income is low and savings dying, which feels unpleasant, but it’s fine because my productivity is unlocked and procrastination defeated, a great achievement in and of itself. I’ve often procrastinated due to worrying about my business efforts being successful, especially the customer acquisition, but that is an abstract goal and identifying the current concrete goals to get started on while not worrying about outcomes or challenges in the future helps not procrastinate.

I was considering dropping Khan since it seems more focused on unlimited sex than making money. However, my girl pointed out how non-sexual things I do turn her on, so I think it would be too risky to drop Khan. I also enjoy the vibe I put off and respectful, impressed reactions I get from people while on Khan. But while I won’t drop Khan yet, I may only run ST3 for 1 cycle unlike ST1 and ST2 where I ran 2 cycles. Guess I’ll see how ST3 seems to help on my business efforts over next couple weeks. Was also considering just dropping the current stack immediately but I think it will be wise to let the Heartsong and Sex Mastery deepen more thoroughly in my mind.

My current stack is:
Khan ST3 (first cycle) + Heartsong + Sex Mastery

If I’m not raking in the cash by next cycle, next stack may be:
Khan ST3 or ST4 + RICH + True Sell

Now, a fun update on “the hot girl”:

What’s funny is that I was crushing over this hot girl in my class since Jun 10, mentioning her in this journal multiple times, yet when Khan made it clear she wanted me, seemingly for sex but perhaps more, I didn’t even get with her when she was asking for it. That was pretty much during ST1 I believe. I didn’t get with her not just by doing nothing, but also by dropping an ineffective move on her. She was by far not the only option I manifested on Khan (many during ST1 alone!); there were a bunch of other girls showing desire toward me, one of which was also in my class who I am dating exclusively now. What I concluded by the end of ST2 was that I actually didn’t want to take the casual sex being offered by various women. ZP was manifesting me the goals of the sub in handfuls but I didn’t want them so wasn’t completing the goals.

So now that I’m aligned on what I want with women, I’m now attempting a similar process for making money; i.e., I’ll work on a business I like first before taking on a job or business I don’t like. If I wind up having to take a job, I’ll be self-aware that I dislike it and be working toward what I really want to do.

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I hear you. I’m not running Khan for the sexual/seduction stuff, that to me is a bonus.

I find I’m simply much more effective with my day to day humdrums and tasks while on Khan ZP than on Emperor ZP, even though Emperor’s objectives (and Stark’s) is closer with my personal aspirations at the moment.

My temperament is better, my social skills, my patience, confidence and I’m more chill.

If there’s a new SC comprehensive alpha product with the same alpha, nonchalance, sexual, social skills, dominance, ambition, yet with more focus on wealth, intelligence and productivity, I’m definitely going to try it.

Nice share man and congrats with the results

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