Total Action has such a high sex drive that I’m afraid it is too distracting for working. My partner isn’t always around to fulfill my release at least not for the time being. Total Action would be great if I was hunting new partners. Strongly considering finishing only this 1 cycle of ST3 then moving on to ST4 which I think might be better for my business needs.
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Considering if I actually want to immerse into work again without achieving full sexual abundance, which I define as being able to be satisfied on any given day. Seems disadvantageous to have to wait a while for sex from my partner, that I’ll have a lot more energy and ambition with abundance. I prefer ongoing lovers rather than hookups. So that could require a new partner or multiple partners.
2 listening days left in this cycle. They will be Khan ST3 + Heartsong then Heartsong + Sex Mastery.
I’m doing 15 min loops at night which doesn’t seem to make me too dang tired. 15 min is at the end of this cycle only, because I want to instill these titles deeply, at least some, because I’ll be stopping HS & SMX since I need to manifest income sources.
Next cycle I’m thinking Khan ST4 + RICH + True Sell, should have good income after 1-2 cycles of that.
After that I want to keep my wealth/career development going with stuff like Stark + True Sell + EoG but I also like having sex/romance titles at all times. When I have the cash flowing I could utilize some customs to bundle things up and have it all.
What I like so much about Heartsong is that my girl seems to be falling harder day-by-day. Also, I keep getting surprised at likeable aspects or commonalities with her and her life that I hadn’t known about before. I think Heartsong makes me act in a way that shows and arouses love. One time she said, “Why do you like me so much?”
About 15 or so hours after 15 min loops which were before sleeping yesternight, I also noticed in a couple pictures this evening that my face with its smile contained an aura of pure love. This reminded me of multiple times in the last few weeks where I had noticed that my body language had changed to cool-ass poses in pictures because of Khan, and this was not just from my own observation but other people. One of the ways I know subliminals work is the event where I review a picture a while after it was taken where I didn’t intentionally try to look a certain way, yet the subliminal’s effect is clearly evident by how its particular aura comes off in the photo.
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Or maybe it’ll be Mogul instead of RICH because maybe I could use the general financial intelligence while working on manifesting income.
I’m going to change career and go into the trades. This should affect choice of stack.
15 minute loops: No
15 minute runs were a bad idea. One of the negative effects I get from it is pain in the body. My last loops of this cycle will be perhaps 3min HS + 3min SMX. I realized this nature of 15 min loops a while back which is why I switched to 3 min but as often happens I go back to the old way to see what happens and am reminded of why to not. The suggestion to listen before bed so you wake up and have no recon doesn’t work with 15min loops. I am annoyed that 15 minutes is still a standard recommendation and the length of the audio files themselves, especially considering 90+% of users prefer 3 minutes and can’t stand 15.
Income work
Seems I’m getting enough decent responses with my current stack that I won’t need to go crazy on using a job-manifestation stack as I was considering. While the notion of mysteriously manifesting things feels sparkly and powerful, I can see how my daily actions clearly result in opportunities that I can pursue. And using that effort, I can afford to not get in a rush when rebuilding my income generation. What I’m talking about now is more gigs rather than jobs, and I think something like True Sell would be relevant if I were rather desperate and needing to pursue more conventional positions. As I do technical knowledge work, I typically only have to show skill and communicate politely to get gigs, not to disregard more charismatic sales and marketing approaches but they’re more relevant to some situations than others such as those I’m focusing on.
It may be time to get started on EoG next cycle. I like the idea of 3 cycles per stage to really overhaul and and figure out the best path for me to pursue. I don’t consider myself financially unsavvy or having ridiculously low income ceilings, but I do have certain beliefs like “the process to increasing income significantly will be very little fun.” So 3 cycles of EoG stages might be very useful and allow lots of time for the previous stage to bloom. One of the biggest issues is deciding what I want to do.
I will keep Khan since I want to finish it. Honestly, I am also probably far from fully embodying “The Khan”. So a minimum of 2 cycles of ST4 would not be bad, and many would probably be beneficial. Not only is it Khan, but it’s also Mogul and Limitless which should help with other purposes.
So given Khan & EoG, my other would probably be some sex/romance booster because I like the fun of having such. So I’d use Khan ST4 + EoG ST1 + Heartsong/Sex Mastery while working the current opportunities I have while enhancing my money-related perceptions, potentially putting some in a custom.
Multistages and what I want
On Khan I came to the conclusion that I am truly interested in a serious partner rather than unlimited casual or even multiple partners. Maybe it follows that I will gain clarity on how I want to make money using EoG, whether a lot of money or not. That would be phenomenal, even if I do not utilize EoG for its intention of massive wealth. I gained my desired result from Khan even before stage 3, so less than 4 full cycles. If I could gain such insight from EoG then that would be great. But if I’m going to replicate such experience on EoG then I would try 2 cycles per stage not 3.
It’s the end of day 5 of my washout. I’m thinking of letting this washout go another 5-10 days. It’s been about a year since I started SC subliminals or any subs for that matter, and I’ve never taken a washout more than 5 days. It seems I may have some excess stuffed in my subconscious so I might benefit from a longer washout finally. Much of the year I ran 15+ minute loops, sometimes 2x15 minutes, when I should have been running less than 15 minutes.
I should now have new income lined up which changes the stack I plan. I’m now thinking Khan ST4 + EoG ST1 + Heartsong will be best.
Possibly a benefit of the washout, I’ve been feeling understanding of status and power dynamics as I a) continue to date this girl and b) re-enter the economy. I’ve noticed my willingness to play by certain unspoken rules of the workplace for my long-term advantage. I’ve seen how the girl I’m with doesn’t understand some laws of power and suffers the results of it, even criticizing me for actions that are in line with the laws of power, meanwhile she becomes dependent as I let her say what she believes without a fight. Not sure if this awareness has come from Khan, Power Can Corrupt, Heartsong, life experience, and/or all the above.
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Looking forward to Khan ST4, especially the Limitless. Lots of intense sex fries my intelligence and focus a bit so the LL should help compensate. Plus, I haven’t tried the Limitless line and have been curious about it. I also haven’t run Mogul for more than 2 or so weeks in a row so the stages of Khan seem well thought out as far as a person acquiring unlimited sex, who puts all focus into that then needs to start working again and manifesting wealth.
Considering if I should hold off on the EoG given that some Mogul and Limitless will be entering in Khan ST4; I already am making income progress so K’s M+LL could be more than enough for now. I see how I already can work really well with the client I just signed with, and the thought of what M+LL will add to that is thrilling. I also have other income opportunities that I may be able to get involved in. I don’t want to be obsessed with income though, given that income over a certain amount has been studied to not increase happiness and I can confirm that with my own experience.
I am more inclined to diversify my income sources and architect my lifestyle as a whole for best enjoyment. Developing high wealth could naturally develop within that, but I see taking a holistic approach as the first priority. RICH may be better for me since I’m not in a hurry to make money as fast as I’d like to, and the short-term drive could be beneficial for my current goals of making a decent and firm income with multiple sources. If I started EoG then I’d have to make myself do all stages and it’s for massive, more challenging wealth development when really I would find it nice to get a solid income from the current opportunities I have. So KhST4+RICH+HS (very similar to the “Sexual Throne” stack but more romantic). In other words, I don’t care about money even enough to want to run EoG, but RICH would make me care more about money so that could be a beneficial attitude adjustment for me; I want more time of my day dedicated to income generation rather than my typical attitude of “I’m making enough money and have opportunities so I don’t need to fill my schedule worrying about increasing income more”. But it would be nice to take it more seriously especially for my Romance Throne lifestyle purposes. I might start using the term Romance Throne in this journal similar to how some name their journals and customs as such. At the same time, I may have difficulty with executive functioning while working in an organization, so something like LE could be better than RICH; specifically, the way I have to follow a routine to some extent, such as showering at a certain time, eating at a certain time, dressing appropriately for meetings, etc. I’m not sure if I should go with RICH or LE since both could increase my action toward making sustainable income.
I may have to try RICH and LE in separate cycles. I’m actually thinking I should see what LE does first because I tend to see a decent number of income opportunities but I worry about having the productive feeling to actually fulfill them.
On another front, this woman is going to want to marry me, and if that is going to happen then I gotta make sure she is on the level I need. I gotta see how well I can influence her by leadership to certain holistic behaviors. I’m not sure how subs will factor into all this. My goals have been: get partner → get income → refine lifestyle and how partner and income are involved → ??? → profit.
I seem to be feeling better as I continue the washout beyond 5 days, so I’ll try to keep it going.
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Ran 1x3min loop of just LE (Limitless Executive) yesterday for testing. Was highly kicked in within a couple hours but started instantly. Felt like I popped an Adderall. I could see it being useful. Not sure I need it since my need to make money and passion for working to get things done already drive me decently perhaps. It didn’t cause me to work my entire evening, something I’ve wanted to do but never felt like actually doing, and instead I relaxed as usual, but maybe that could be changed by running LE more at end of day. Maybe I have a sense of how I want to live my life which is to do the right activities at the right times of day that fit me.
I want to do the same type of test with Sanguine (and even others like Khan, RICH)–run the title at a time with no other subs when I’m awake, alert, focused, and able to clearly observe such as a workday. I’ll let LE wash out first. I am interested in Sanguine because self-trust is something I’ve worked to develop, plus I have a tendency to second-guess. But, it may also be a beneficial personality trait as I verify things in general often.
Getting a taste of satisfaction pursuing making money in my own way. The cash isn’t rolling in yet but I’m working on it because my main client has some issues holding up my tasks but I should be crushing through that soon.
I found it interesting how the sales pages of wealth subs talk about making money in multiple channels, and in my history I’ve blown off channels that don’t seem to make much money or if it comes in sporadically/inconsistently. But perhaps I should be open to various channels even if they aren’t paying much or frequently, creating a working life somewhat described as “odd jobs.” Such could be interesting and potentially grow into something lucrative.
Considering if I want to replace Heartsong with Love Bomb or at least temporarily. I’m really curious about LB. Maybe I’ll test LB tomorrow when I see the social group I manifested using Daredevil and also my date. But while I’m curious about it I don’t know that it’s the wisest. Heartsong is probably better because it will help make sure I get with the right people. Status and wealth are never bad, so I think I want to increase these immensely over the next year using Khan+EoG. As you can see I’m thinking carefully what I dedicate myself to when I choose the next stack.
I think I really ought to keep this washout going. I feel like a lot of integration/bloom is taking place. Some challenging thoughts arise in mind, such as why I manifest what I manifest, and aspects of weakness that remain within myself that I know my better potential shall align toward.
Thinking of how wealth brings one power. Even in casual social situations one has more power if they are wealthy. As I’ve worked on a lot of things, setting financial wealth aside for a while, wealth is the next step I should build.
Decided my new stack is RICH + Wanted + Khan ST4.
RICH because I don’t want to commit to EoG yet and I want good cash flow soon. Also, I haven’t tested RICH and am curious to experience it.
Wanted because it can substitute for Heartsong + Sex Mastery, having both romance and sex skills within it. I also want to be sure about my wantedness since my girl was looking quite nice last night and I was wanting to not lose her. She has often said how she is not sure about me (though her actions show otherwise), so I’m like, “OK, you want to be a hot/cold coquette, I’ll show you coquette.” So far I’ve used Khan for dominant rakish chasing her plus Heartsong for communication and bonding, but I want to balance my active pursuit against her coquettry by getting my own coquettry from the Wanted. Plus it has other attractive scripting like the aura and whatnot.
Khan because it’s Khan, and it has some Mogul and Limitless.
Will be really interesting the day I get to Wanted + Khan ST4 and am with the girl this weekend.
Possibly from Heartsong, I noticed how a girl’s character is important to me even if for some short-term fling. The “hot girl” in my class seemed like trouble which made me want the other.
My first lesson during RICH:
Follow the money
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Ran the 3min Wanted+RICH late last night, then 3min Ascension Chamber this morning. Only slept maybe 6 hours. Feeling tired during this work day. Not sure if I can keep this stack going if I keep being tired like this.
Doing work isn’t the problem, it’s the brain fog / slowness inhibiting my decision making such as for deciding what to do.
I’m starting to feel more enlivened though. I ate a hefty breakfast including a lot of starch, fat, protein, and fiber; maybe that’s what made me sluggish. I’m gonna make a todo list and take a shower which should help more.
I’m going to be careful about eating breakfast and heavy meals during the workday from now on. They slug me down a lot.
Feel like I’ve been getting tested by life a lot recently. Been having to up my productivity and presence in the moment a lot. The girl I’m dating said she was considering meeting up to catch up with one of our male acquaintances, who we both know from the same place. I had her tell him her date might show up. They cancelled it saying “maybe another time” but now she has “a meeting” tomorrow morning which I’m now wondering what that is and I’m gonna ask her, hoping I don’t have to tell her off as we agreed to exclusivity. Right now and possibly tomorrow morning I have to do work toward making income which I don’t want to do but will. I was feeling really out of it today with lots to do plus the curveball from my girl about which I had to decide how to maneuver. For some reason I feel pursuing money eases my negative feelings and makes me feel I’m gaining power and that I’ll be better off with women especially in the case I lose this one. Tomorrow morning I’ll be running Wanted + Khan ST4, followed by a weekend with the girl, though she has a medical reason to want to cut down on sex, but honestly we’ll still probably be doing it, so seeing W+Kh4 together the first time will be interesting.
While my negative feelings have been challenging, I also think I’ve been feeling some good feelings coming either from the cognitive enhancement of Limitless or the sense of well-being of Wanted.
Edit: OK I checked and it’s not a problematic meeting tomorrow. I’m gonna work on making it understood the kind of bad meetings that shouldn’t happen.
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The sex was great and intense with the subs I ran that morning (Kh4+Wanted). But damn I think the recon may be too high even with 3 min loops. Maybe I don’t have enough pathways of manifestation to be using RICH. And maybe Wanted is too energy intensive and not aligned with my current goals. I’m gonna have to change this I’m thinking. My productivity has struggled and my emotions and thoughts have been difficult and intense.
I might even consider replacing Khan ST4 with something easier like Ascended Mogul. While it may seem like I came a long way in going through the stages, I got most of what I wanted out if it.
For example, as a matter of fact, and I think it’s important I document this here, that during Khan I came to the conclusion I didn’t need Wanted, because I don’t want to be highly focused on or worried about looks.
But for now I’m going to lay off subs and see what happens with my emotions. I need to pay very careful attention how recon affects me.
Thinking it might be getting to that time where I jump on the LBfH train. Had a lot of realizations about Love and opening the heart recently, which was contributed to by recent experiences. My heart has opened a lot and I realize the difficulties I’ve manifested from not trusting people and life, among other things, which is main thing I think the phrase “opening the heart” pertains to at least for me. I remember when my heart very much closed (=trust lost) and how I’ve not understood the cause(s) of the pain in my heart and how to rid of it.
I’ve been feeling a lot of openness in my heart area, though it hasn’t fully completed, a glimpse getting progressively better. I think it’s important I continue such realization. But, it could require immense faith for me to get all the way there. I’m thinking LBfH will accelerate this process. I know others pair LBfH with other positivity subs such as CWON and Chosen and I’m thinking I may want to as well, perhaps Sanguine. Even though I’m looking for jobs, I’ve found jobs successfully plenty of times before so it might be most beneficial for me to just drop these recon-causing subs (Khan, RICH, Wanted) and stick to positivity. But I know LBfH also has recon so I gotta take it easy. I may try it today and plan on not running anything for multiple days. I’ll be meditating on Love in the near future here and perhaps I’ll get started on LBfH soon.
Khan and Heartsong helped me with love romantically and sexually, but LBfH should help toward life in general, which I could use.
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Ran LBfH about 4 hours ago.
Was feeling like I was dying then I did a private journal and decided my feeling relates to the topics of being complete with oneself, enjoying/pursuing people without attachment/need, and self-nurturing.
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