Day 2: (Rest)
How fast do you want to see results?
Qv2: YES
Seriously, it is just crazy how fast your whole world changes when switching to a different subliminal. Especially, the effects of Stark are manifesting abundantly already.
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Dreamt about the exact steps I need to take to build my privacy system. In the last few days, I went deep into cybersecurity after realizing how vulnerable we make ourselves both individually and collectively by not caring about the information we share with big tech and how deep the rabbit hole really goes. The way they are able to track us is something that is not even seen in movies. The significant part however is the dream itself. I was able to craft a detailed plan in my dreams, which seems like a manifestation from the module The Lines.
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I procrastinated in the morning and wasted around 1 or 2 hours watching some unnecessary youtube videos regarding cybersecurity. Sometimes instead of consuming more content, you just need to execute. Instead of researching more, I should have just executed the plan I was developing in my dream.
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As the following could get me into (legal) trouble, I do not want to disclose any details. It revolved around speaking to a certain special individual and asking her to do something for me which can put her at risk. She is almost a stranger and therefore the possibility of my success was not great. I do not know anyone who succeeded with that request and there are quite a few trying. I was quite nervous when I meet her but Stark shined like a star from the very first moment and I was able to get her to do it without me even trying to convince her. Quite remarkable.
However, while this was the most important step there is one more thing that needs to happen to call it a success so I am tempering my expectation. If I succeed though, I am certain this will fully convince other people that I am „cheating“ in life as this is something pretty much nobody in my position could get haha. -
Increases eye contact, especially noticeable with my dad.
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WOOOOOOOW, I build myself a whole new inner circle today which will support me in the upcoming months. I do have a lot of friends in college but as I am quite a rare individual and have a different array of opinions to the mainstream, I have not had a real social circle that truly shares my values for the past year. I was pretty much „alone“ in my university when it comes to getting support for those specific opinions, which also lead me to self-isolate more. Two days ago, I was still struggling to find even ONE person that shares my values and opinions and today I suddenly found and connected to EIGHT people all being on the same page AND studying at my university. Crazy. Stark is acting out too fast…
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Went out to play some billiard today with two friends from university. The Emperor & Stark combination is VERY interesting and quite different from what I experienced before. I pretty much was the center of attention the whole time. We were talking about me, me, and more me, starting from me leading the conversation and doing some funny jokes followed by the one girl telling me about the first time she meet me in my first semester of university. I was running Khan back then and she was telling stories about how I was making out with a different girl anytime she saw me and how „it was kind of gross from time to time“ haha. This attention is what I am used to from running Stark. Another thing I am used to is that sometimes on Stark you become such a „sensation“ that a line gets crossed and you get mocked in the group. Nothing bad, but it is like „you are so cool“, „you are so COOL“, „you are so weird“. Especially when there is another man in the room who tries to increase his status by trying to decrease yours. Personally, I do not like talking about myself that much and the only reason I allow it or sometimes initiate it is because I know that other people love talking about me (good or „bad“) because I am so different from them and oftentimes much more exciting than themselves. They do not understand that even when they try to degrade me it makes me just more exciting and sexy to girls as it provides me with the opportunity to give some very witty answers showcasing my alpha qualities, character and worth. Still, I hope that attention on Stark does not escalate too much and I can find a sense of peace and balance.