It would help if Doordash had any actual time slots available.
Finally got on for 3:30-4;30. And not a single fuckin delivery
Not even one. Until 4:14. And it was $7 for 12-mile round trip. So of course I declined it. I’d rather not lose money on the petrol cost.
I think NWE is trying to drive home the point for me that I gotta give up on this gig work shit and start making an actual difference SOMEHOW.
Message received.
You’re an incredible hypnotherapist…. & would be a great coach…
Just Sayen……
You know I don’t have the patience for that 
What do you have the patience for?
¯_(ツ)_/¯
You give me Nouveau R.I.C.H. vibes.
A good thing I trust 
Can be.
A subverter. Someone who sees through things and delights in deconstructing them. Turning them upside down sometimes.
Not a calm walker. A driver.
With a good amount of Loki energy in there.
Likes to react and to make people react.
A tinkerer.
I keep thinking that Stark is the ticket. But the fame bit still bugs me.
Could build a “tech geek genius” custom and leave the fame part out.
Or just accept that “fame” part is necessary.
¯_(ツ)_/¯
I overlap with you a little bit.
My strategy for now has been to include Trailblazer and Technological Prodigy as modules in my core custom. (And Instant Business Tactician.)
The wife just said in convo that I’m sometimes like a little kid who wanted to grow up and be an adult so I can do whatever I want.
Mainly because of how my dad raised me.
And said that now that I’m an adult, I tend to just do whatever I want. Even when I SHOULD be doing stuff differently or doing something else.
She’s right I think. It’s almost like I’m rebelling against someone or something.
But where I think she meant it either neutrally or as slightly pointing it out as a flaw or weakness, I find myself viewing it as a strength.
Today will be Day 3. I haven’t even run todays stack yet if BV1ZPV2 (full) and 1 minute it Nouveau R.I.C.H. yet. So this is probably from before I started this cycle and was running BV3ZP with NR.
I’m eager for the NWE upgrades to happen.
Mainly because I wanna see what the “native” NWE can do.
For now, I’m just being mindful of any recon I might get from the “disruptive wealth” stuff. Given I’m not yet in a position to disrupt anything. (I’m an hourly office worker and occasional Instacarter.)
Nah. I think you’re like Mark Ruffalo in the Avengers,
“That’s my secret, Cap… I’m always disrupting……”
You’re ready to do it. So probably not much recon. But the first things the program might help with will be recognizing opportunities where you can do it.
A theory.
But anyway, yeah. Wise to look out for recon.
p.s.
That conversation itself and your resultant reflections seem themselves to be NR beginning signs and results.
I absolutely agree.
Day 4 (Rest day)
I’m at work. I’m the only one here on Sundays. Guess they like me. Or at least trust me not to mess up too bad. haha.
I’m feeling an ebb and flow of sadness. Coming and going. Emotional upheaval it seems. Not horribly so. It’s barely noticeable. I am noticing though.
Feeling tiny pangs of anxiety too. No discernible cause/topical relevancy. Manageable so far.
Dropped my BV1ZPV2 custom. Based on what Saint said in the Genesis:Mogul thread, my recon sadness (mentioned in the G:M thread) likely was from the custom having both EoG1 and EoG4.
Those cores trying to filter through NWE hit me hard.
So the new stack is 5 mins each of:
G:M
Heartsong
IrresistiBILL
I put Heartsong in the middle of the stack as a “brisg between the other 2.
Ran that this morning (I’m just resetting the day count. So Day1)
Ran the stack in the car before heading upstairs at work.
Cut forward to this afternoon and a beautiful woman I know PMd me saying she thinks I’m a provider and protector and that’s why she feels drawn to me.
Talk about a fast result!
PP seems bigger somehow.
Ok not bigger. Just longer when not in use.
It’s a “grower not shower”
The conscious guidance I’ve been thinking about is so it’s bigger when limp. To just get hard instead of growing too.
Same length. Then I’ll consider biggering it after.
I ran my stack today. I forgot that yesterday was the “new” Day 1 (since I replaced BV1ZPV2 custom with Genesis: Mogul for the time being).
So today was Day 1.5
Ran the stack before heading upstairs to work this morning.
No recon whatsoever on this stack so far. I just feel better, subjectively. Calmer, less stress, and so on.
The person who was responding to my aura yesterday was again (or still?) today, but more so.
Talking at times about seeing us being together. It’s ahmazing and awesome seeing how fast this stack is showing up “in the real world”.
This is the first time ever that I’ve run Heartsong and not had recon whatsoever.
I’ll keep up with the stack, but not going to do or say anything re: the other person, because I want to see if the aura/effects/whatever fade once the cycle is over.
There’s a definite connection there, but we’re both “being good”.
Historically, I’ve noticed that romance subs actually work better/faster for me overall than money subs do.
But this time is different. I’ve got Genesis: Mogul in the stack. I was already reading “The Tao of Charlie Munger” before starting this stack, but now I’m reading more at a sitting. And reading faster too.
I also tonight started reading “One Million Followers” by Brendan Kane.
Too early to tell if it’s good or not. Was reading the intro chapter and felt suddenly like I should journal the events of today.
The Brendan Kane book is one the wife saw on Amazon whatever year it first came out, and figured I’d be interested in it. I’ve just now finally got it from the local library system where we live now.
Seems like so much change on the horizon, if I allow it to happen. That’s where my challenge will be. Deciding once and for all if I’m going to become the person who has the romantic encounters he wants or not.
Bedtime now.
I’m at the point, based on previous chats with @Geoff, that I’m soon gonna be ready to explore Ascension+GLM together again. Will make a custom with those 2 cores.
I MAY stack Ascention with GLM:C for a cycle first to see how that compares to when I ran Ascension and GLM before.
Ascension and GLM seemed to get this grocery store girl (I call her Annabelle on here) to talk to me way easier, more open. Borderline flirty.
I’d need to test out Ascension and GLM:C before making a custom of those.
I think stacking Ascension and GLM(whichever one) custom with Heartsong and IrresistiBILL would help me level up more.
I was telling a couple friends offline yesterday and today how I’ve yet to really see something I can attribute to G:M or my BV1ZPV2 custom except reading the books faster/longer that I’m reading.
Well, wife and I got back to the room today and I grabbed a luggage cart thing to carry our grocery haul to/ the room.
When I was getting the cart, I asked this older guy sitting in the lobby (He is always here sitting in the lobby most days of the week for a bit. Not quite sure the story).
I asked if he knew if anyone had claim to the cart, and he said “No, but I’ll gladly rent it to you for $25 if you’d like”
Anyway, I laughed and said “THAT’S why you’re always here. Just waiting for business opportunities like this one!”
Took the stuff up, brought the cart back down.
I said “It’d be cool if these things could drive themselves back to the lobby when we’re with it”.
Then we got to talking about the luggage carts in airports where you can rent them and put them back in the stalls when done.
Then we somehow started talking about investing. He told me some stories of his experiences investing. He proceeded to tell me about how “Angel Groups” work. I’d only ever heard of private angel investors.
The guy got me thinking about investing in general.
Cool dude. willing to talk about all sorts of stuff.
Gave me some pointers on novel ways of keeping my feelers out for better-paying jobs.
Has even offered to get me info on applying to a local electronics company which is a national brand.
Investing knowledge, possible mentor manifestation, and other stuff I’m sure I’m blanking on, all in one conversation.
I ended up being in the lobby for over 2 hours talking to him. Forgot/lost track of the time. Wife was upset since I was meant to take the cart down and come back up. oops.
I replaced G:M with the new Emperor.
One of my biggest “wealth ceilings” Is lack of follow-through in several areas of life.
So building a core of resilience makes sense to me.
If I lose too much from dropping G:M, I’ll add a microloop of it back in.
While I’m doing my best to stick to recommendations, I still always trust my intuition more, when it comes to my goals and how to get there.
Day 1:
New Emperor (TNE)
Heartsong
IrresistiBILL
5 minutes each