Turns out she was sad because of a show she was watching where someone died.
She cries at sad shows and movies.
The main learning lesson for me is to stop looking for validation or approval or whatever on the outside.
I set out to do something and I fuckin did it. Everything else is secondary.
Me wanting her to appreciate it. That’s basically a covert contract. Oops.
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Today is a rest day from the stack I’m running.
It’s experimental so I won’t talk about it here.
That always seems to stir up the shit.
All that to say I’m sitting in the grocery store parking lot.
This girl and her presumably sister and mom came out with their groceries. Are parked next to me.
The girl is skinny af. Like, hottily so.
No idea her age. But definitely on the young side. If I had to guess I’d say 17 or 18ish. But I’ve been wrong before.
I was checking her out. She saw me checking her out.
Turned out I caught her looking at me from inside the backseat of their SUV.
5 times. I’d look over to check her out, she’s already looking and would turn away.
The 6th time I just stated looked at her and watched her side eyeing to try to see from her peripheral vision.
She looked again and realized I was still looking. Turned away.
lol
Fun.
Next time, do something about it.
I wasn’t alone 
I drank a gallon of water today.
No calorie-bearing liquids for me today.
Rawr.
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I love to hear this.
Keep going !!!
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I’m listening to podcasts #6 and #9 again.
He says a phrase I forgot about but it resonates right now.
“Multiple streams of income through a variety of sources”
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i just heard a kickass quote
“Sadness comes from a lack of options”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YFA8AS5Cu2w&ab_channel=AlexHormozi
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Reminiscing a bit.
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What sparked this reminiscing?
Wanting to focus on making a lot of money.
I just ran a microstack of some focus and productivity titles.
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I thought you were a man over 40 but based on your photo you are under age and you should not listen to subs or you can under your legal guardian’s supervision.
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I am in my 40s. That’s one of the few pics of me as a kid I actually like.
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I was just kidding, but you know that 
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Never can tell these days on here.
I recently was looking at that pic, and just looking at it makes me happy. I was a cute kid. I didn’t always used to think like that. I thought I was goofy.
I looked goofy in my teens for sure, which the wife and anyone who knows can attest, I look far better now than I did in my teens.
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Yeah for sure, that kid in the picture is far away from the dark, power sith energy of Palpatine.
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