Le Journal de Palpatine™ (2023)

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#202

So.

Where to MF begin.

Did that 2x of Ascension Chamber today during a deep Sanctuary meditation.

My Doordash time started at 1:30pm. At 12:30pm I decided to fire up the Uber Eats app again because I wanted a Popeyes order to see if Cutie was working.

A Popeyes one came up within 5 minutes for $14 or so.

She was working. She saw me come in. She’s a shift manager type. So was busy. I didn’t chat her up. Just smiled. She smiled back.

I got the food from the counter dude and delivered it. Ended up getting close to $20 because homey tipped even more.

I got paid to see a girl. Woo.

Later on during my Doordash thing I had the Uber app still on. I glanced at and realized it showed today’s (so far) earnings as $44 or $45 instead.

I dig in and find that apparently I “just happened” to get an extra $29 from Uber. Seems I did that one order during a promo window for guaranteed minimum hourly earnings.

Free $29. And just now I see that Index Gate store title is out. And with my Elites discount being what it is, that basically means I’m buying it free.

From 2 loops of Ascension Chamber.

Oh and Annabelle (girl who works at grocery store and the neighboring Teriyaki joint) is working today.

Gonna go say hi.

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#203

So I’m eating in the Teriyaki place. Sitting by the window and a cute chick and some guy she’s with walked by.

She glanced in the window and saw me seeing her. Smiled really nice. Nothing serious.

Just an Other-Than-Conscious Hello

She and the guy stopped on the sidewalk and were talking to each other.

I noticed something which I’m not sure if it’s “game” or what.

As they’re talking, 3 different times as he’s talking, he just moved to a different spot on the sidewalk.

And she just followed him. Talking maybe 3-5 feet total each time.

In the Jeffrey Stephens school of hypnosis, a really early step is an “Act of Compliance”. Something seemingly innocuous you tell the client to do. Like tell them to move their chair a bit closer.

Anything harmless that gets them used to following instructions.

I realized this guy was doing that! He’d move away from her a bit. She’d move to get closer again.

Nonverbal compliance builder. Interesting.

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#204

You know Dave Dobson?

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#205

Only about the OTC Hello really. Which in itself is quite amazing.

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#206

I ran a single loop of RoD at my desk before bed. Was already tired, but had just finished another chapter of Waggoner’s book.

Fell asleep at the desk, woke up groggy af. oozed into bed.
No dreams that I recall yet.

Today is sub day, so I’ll run my stack when I feel up to it later. I woke up hungry.

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#207

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#208

Day 3: E:E V1, GLM, LBFH, AscCh 1X

Not a lot to report. Ran AscCh so I can have a full rest day tomorrow.

I’ve been kinda chill today as it was wife’s day to Instacart (she shops, I carry stuff up to people’s door).

we did $150, not bad. We usually go for $200 but the last $50 just wasn’t happening before we were gonna head home.

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#209

Dobson, love his beach induction.

His other than conscious hello works amazing! (Used it a job interviews alot lol)

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#210

Day 4. Rest.

Woke up and finally did something I’ve been putting off for months. My car’s ABS system and/or slip control system keeps tripping. Overreacting.

The time it happened before, I had to clean off and reseat the wheel speed sensors on the back tires.

Been putting it off forever. Since I gotta be in the right mood for jacking the car up and getting dirty and gunky.

Finally did it today. It didn’t fully fix the issue but it at least waits much longer.

Before bed last night I did a microloop of each of my subs. E:E, GLM, LBFH. Did that twice and then right to bed. I think this helped a lot. So I’ll do that more.

This new drop of RMUW sounds amazing. When the time is right, I’ll grab that one too.

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#211

Holy shit. I finally decided to check out the first episode of “Rabbit Hole” with Kiefer Sutherland. Watched all 8.

Amazing fuckin show.

Plus Charles Dance in it. Cannot go wrong there.

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#212

Day 5: E:E, GLM, LBFH

So far, today’s run of my stack has me feeling a sort of “Dark Emperor” vibe.

Not like the focus of Emperor Black.

More like thinking of ways I could apply knowledge of the laws of power to “take over”.

Probably what I get for watching all 8 episodes of “Rabbit/Hole” right before bed.

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#213

I decided today that I’d like to work up to being able to run a stack or custom(s) centered around HOM, EoG4, Heartsong.

Lot of thoughts today about legacy, power, influence.

PCC will need to be fully mastered by that point or have it be part of the long-term stack.

Originally I also wanted Emperor but decided I’ll stack that archetype in if/as needed.

Stark is another archetype I wanna play with too.

Fame for the sake of fame isn’t desirable to me.

I’d rather be famous amongst circles I can influence, though.

Mark Joyner is famous af in marketing circles. But most average people who are all up in the Kardashian/Jenner business have no idea who he is.

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#214

I’m chewing on similar thoughts about fame and becoming someone of influence. Do I want to be someone that matters to millions of random faceless viewers on the internet or do I want to matter to a lesser audience but they hold far more value in their respective circle? Fame has its vices, and I for sure have some real messed up view of being an influential person because of the thousands of hours I spent on Youtube vicariously living life through other people’s videos.

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#215

Day 6: rest
#zdrt

Feeling a bit sad. FOMO is getting to me.
LBFH is just an asshole I think. lol
I don’t love myself enough I guess.

Dunno.

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#216

Self love is super important. I ran LBFH couple days ago. I was chanting “I’m gonna love myself” today and cleaned up my room, took a hot shower, brushed my teeth, told myself that I can handle anything etc. I feel great right now. Great and grateful.

Hey man, FOMO might have been manufactured into your mind from external influences. I realized that all the crap I see on youtube and instagram is a manufactured reality and it was making me feel like shit all the time.

Finding out what brings me comfort and joy in life was mostly discarding false “idols” of what I thought made my happy and comforting.

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#217

I ran R.I.C.H. Ultima V1 today while waiting at the laundromat.
So that will partially explain some of today’s recon I bet.

It was recon of the “This shit is too much! Stop this stack!” type.

I bought Genesis finally today, with every intention of abandoning my stack, and doing Genesis, UP and (either RoS or RoM) instead.

I let the idea sit for a few hours. I won’t abandon the stack. Mainly because I wanna see it through.
I just left a comment earlier on @COWolfe’s journal about how an Emperor doesn’t allow himself to be beholden to rigid plans.

I still stand by that, even though I was technically in a bit of recon at the time I left that post. But I know that if I abandon this cycle on just day 6, I’ll be pissed at myself.

This is me developing my “will” (one reason I started with Ascension and GLM last cycle, and still doing GLM this cycle).

I wrote about “will” before on my private journal for ZPS/ZPPF testing. Including part of here to clarify what I mean by “will”…I took the definition from Kenrick Cleveland:

I decided I’m leaving home early (for me) today.

I recently read Kenrick Cleveland’s book “The Magician’s Law” where in one section he talks about exercising the “Will.”

Basically, with how he defines the “Will”, it just means to do what you say you’re going to do.

When people want to do something and imagine doing it, but don’t do it, they are weakening their Will.

When people want to do something and then do it, they are strengthening their Will.

Today, at around 9:45am, I told myself “I’ll leaving home for the day by 10:15.”

Nothing special about that time, it was just arbitrary, being half hour away.

I was out by 10:21. Will (lol) do better tomorrow.

All this talk of “Will” is where Recon symptoms come from I think. I want to tell Zelda how amazing she is, but I hold myself back. Weakening my Will.

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#218

I’m fairly sure the recon today came from running an Ultima.

Back to my regular stack tomorrow!

LBFH is strong as hell though.

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#219

Behave 🫶🏼

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Nah… I’m good :joy:

#221

Day 7: E:E V1, LBFH, GLM.

Much better today.

In fact, an opportunity of sorts manifested. I can’t really talk about it here.

Pausing my stack/cycle to partake in that opportunity. Going dark on my journal for a bit.

Will still keep an eye out for new drops.

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