Release this morning. With the wife. She woke up wanting a backrub. Then quickie after
A friend wanted help getting something working on an email server setup. I figured it out.
Friend sent me $30. Needless to say (because I’m me), I now have less than $30 and Wanted Black somehow showed up in my downloads.
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You’re one lucky dude, I guess being awesome has its benefits 
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I’m running it through my software now that makes the microloops out of it for me. I’m tempted to run, but not sure yet if I will today.
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I was toying with the idea of going out Doordash today to make the money for it. But with it being the one full day off per week I can do cool things, I stayed home.
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I’ve been doing some other computer work after running that stack. I don’t feel horny or anything.
So far, having done only 5 minutes of WB, it seems like maybe having KB in the stack still helps transmute.
I’ll know more about how WB hits tomorrow when the wife and I are out doing Instacart tomorrow (she shops/I drive and carry up to people’s doors).
If I get any surprise BJs on chicks’ front porches, I’ll make sure to journal it 
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I’m feeling some stuff happening. Like a slight emotional shifting.
A weird mix of shifting proportions of:
Sadness
Wonder
Gratitude
This is gonna be fun tomorrow
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Anyone who’s been around long enough knows my pinnacle stack so far is basically Ascended Mogul+Limitless.
I was thinking just now of using Emperor Black in place of one.
EB+Limitless would work for massive project focus and cognitive boost. basically learning what I need ASAP as I go along…like for the iOS app thing.
EB+AscMogul would be what…Hella money focus?
I decided to rub one out. Like “Fuggit I’m gonna do it, been a while”.
I can’t do it.
Like, now it’s almost the furthest thing from my mind. Even if I consciously decide to.
I guess I’ll keep up with WB and KB1 
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I ran Wanted Black, Khan Black Stage 1, Libertine and Primal Seduction today.
I got checked out today by a cute blonde in the grocery parking lot/car park.
A few seconds into us checking each other out, wife comes out with the order we’re delivering. And the chick seemed annoyed and disappointed. And got in her car and left.
Here you go @RockyHandsome
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I’m torn because I like the idea of Wanted Black/Khan Black but also of Wanted Black and Libertine.
And Libertine with Primal Seduction.
Argh!!!
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ANOTHER checkout. Was in the store with le wife de Palpatine grabbing stuff for the house. This cute ass woman is in Aisle 8 with her (I assume) little son.
We round the corner into Aisle 8. Chick sees me. I see her. Cute tight fuckin skirt.
She saw me seeing her and smiled. I smiled.
She saw I was with someone. Still smiled.
Man. This tech is kicking in faster than I thought it would.
Wanted and KB1.
Libertine and PS and BDLM.
Need to figure out how to tighten this down.
Here you go @RockyHandsome
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Nice de Palpatine
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I see what you did there!
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I just created a playlist of titles I’m calling “Primal Feral Carnality” based on my experiences over the past few days.
I’m about to run it <insert cackling laugh> and I’ll post results if anything interesting occurs.
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Ran the PFC playlist before bed.
Woke up groggy af this morning. Definite energy drain.
BUT!(!!!) as soon as I got out of bed, I felt a massive surge of sexual energy/arousal. Enough so I was very tempted to rub one out to give my body a break and time to recharge from scratch.
Even then the thought hit me that the work I’ve been doing with KB would be wasted. Suddenly the urge to masturbate abated.
Now I feel like I did yesterday. Ready to go.
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So this topic came up today: What was your first Sub you ever ran on SC?
And I replied with: Journal: Emperor/Rebirth
Started rereading that. And floored that first journal entry was September of 2019. Seems so much longer ago.
Got me to thinking where I was at that stage of my life.
This thing of the wife hardly wanting sex was already in full swing by then.
In July of 2018. I got a vasectomy. Wife’s idea (of course because it’s “so much easier” for the guy to get it done).
She said “if you get that done, I’ll probably want sex more. Because I won’t have to worry about getting pregnant anymore.”
Fast forward 4-5 years. I brought up what she said and she says “I said ‘probably’ not definitely. You want it too much blah blah blah”
So I think these recent subs have been bringing that up again. Definite resentment there on my part.
Condoms are easy. Why would someone want her guy to get cut just because?
Almost feels sometimes like it was an intentional act on her part. I just don’t see the payoff. Short of a power play.
I can’t help but think if I’d found subclub before July of 2018, maybe I wouldn’t have capitulated so easy to her “suggestion”.
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I know the importance of joining a men’s group. Subclub is the closest I’ve got to that at the moment. So I appreciate this community.
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I resonate with you there man and second this comment.
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