I’m at the laundromat. And GLMC (full 15) just got finished.
I’m sitting here in my chair and I feel like a king sitting on his throne. Feeling calm and stoic with a small s.
Also got 3 mins each playing of Libertine, Love Bomb, Rebirth, Regen
I call the playlist “Laundry Matt” because I’m funny like that. I know how to spell 
And before anyone says anything, I NEVER complain about recon or any of that and I accept my results and responsibility.
This isn’t as dark/evil as when i stacked GLM and C separately before. Probably due to whatever rewrites went into this one. The determined focus is still there. So I’ll take it.
Does this mean you had dark/evil results?
Just dark mood on the original. This is much tamer.
Oh (5char)
On Wednesday, I ran a stack of (3 mins each) GLM:C, Libertine, As Above, So Below.
Ran that before going out and doing my Doordash business.
Later in the day, a friend asked me if something is possible on the technical side of things to do with an email server.
I said “Probably, but I’m not 100% sure yet how to go about it. I’ll run a quick loop of Stark and let it incubate while I’m working today”.
I forgot to run Stark right away. So when making a delivery on Wednesday, I put a 5-min loop of Stark at the start of the above playlist. Ran that for a total of 17 mins.
I did that because I somehow had accidentally deleted the 3-min version from my iTunes/Crapple playlist.
Ran that on the way from the neighboring town where I’d picked up some goodies for someone back in my town.
Ran that. 17 minutes, 19 total drive time so it ended up getting done 1-2 mins prior to actual arrival at homeboy’s house.
I forgot all about it.
Well, sometime last night, I’m sitting in my office. Had forgotten all about the email server question so far by that point.
My same friend and I had been tossing ideas back and forth for a few months now about making our own sort of interface for GPT. Mainly to see if we could build one that’s as close to ChatGPT as possible in terms of functionality.
Last night, sitting in the office, I just thought “I’m gonna give this a shot.” I’m on the ChatGPT+ paid service.
So I started a conversation with it, and was up WAY too late last night describing in detail what I want, and turns out I’m on the way to building my own private GPT interface which will actually slightly surpass the functions ChatGPT has.
I’m sitting here in the office again tonight working on some more of it, iterating as we go.
It just hit me that this is from Stark!
Went 24 hours without recognizing this as a sub result. Results just sneaking up on me.
I’m definitely getting over my dislike of the fame scripting. I figure, it’s BOUND to happen, it MUST happen if I’m gonna be the guy I want/need to be to build the empire I see in my Mind’s Eye.
I just gotta put systems in place to make sure whatever connections I build are worthwhile.
My quack bit!
Yay … finally
I just bought Khan Black. Starting my first loop as a full 15 and going right to sleep after.
I am interested if/how Khan Black influences your level of awakeness.
I normally listen to subs right before I go to sleep, but KB (St. 1 a bit, St. 2 much more so) makes me often wide awake when listening to it, no matter how tired I was before.
I just woke up groggy.
The weird thing is I was sitting at my desk already tired when I was finally able/ready to run the loop.
And I used my “BT Hearmuff” over-ear headphones. They have no power management so will just stay on until the battery dies.
The turnoff is an involved and cumbersome thing of holding down the power button for 2-3 seconds. And that button is tiny. About the size of a tictac or smaller.
I put the headphones on. Started the loop. Closed eyes and fired up my sanctuary program.
Zonked out at some point I guess because I woke up, the headphones are sitting ok the desk. Powered off. I have no memory of turning them off or putting them on the desk.
I edged to see if there’s a difference. Indeed there is. Edging before was an exercise in sheer control. Or a battle if wills: me vs release.
This was almost effortless. And where before I’d feel drained for a bit still (due to the effort and control involved) and then energetic after, this went straight to energetic.
When we were first together, release from sex would wipe me out. Sleep for a few hours right after.
In 2003, I PhotoRead a bunch of sex-themed eBooks. And let them all incubate.
Led to the best sex ever that year. Where she busted so hard she couldn’t move for like 2 hours because any movement translated into more orgasm but the kind that hurts to keep going.
And also after that, any time I bust I get a surge if awake alertness. I think Khan Black is about to make even more improvements.
And I am eager to see how it plays out.
Wait! What?! Would you please explain how you got this results? And perhaps how to get this results without the pain?
Definitely feeling Khan Black working downstairs. Been alternating between horny and nonchalant all day.
Saw a cutie at the store and struck up a convo about something mundane. Not going for a particular outcome other than convo. Practice I guess.
I decided I’d eat at my fav restaurant since it’s been a while. Noodz girl (Sandy) is working so I ran
a 3-minutes-each hit of KB, Heartsong Primal Seduction and Wanted
on the drive here.
Since Wanted always seems to get her going, I’ll see what the others do. For science!
The best way to describe it is, while eating, I zoned out in the moment, and in my mind’s eye, I imagined/remembered the visual aspect of seeing the words fly by on my computer screen as I Photoread them. Like how 30-second microloops serve as a “reminder” about the subs, this was similar. A way to revivify the info in the books.
One of the books I PRd was one written by a woman, and was called:
“How to Eat Pussy”
But there were countless others. So I PRd the books, then “activated” them by seeing the words fly by in my Mind’s Eye. Too fast to read in my imagination. Just knowing what the context/meaning of them is was enough.
If they are screaming “Oh my god, that’s enough! I can’t take anymore” then stop haha. I did not that time, I thought “Hm. if that was good. More is better.”
So yeah, just pay attention to their state, and their words, etc.
It seems that Khan1 has unlocked some sort of emotional upheaval in my inner being. Not sure what words to use there.
I used to inwardly scoff a bit at people’s reactions when singers like Kurt Cobain or Chester Bennington committed suicide. Vigils, calling them “heroes” and all sorts of other stuff.
But I sorta get it now. Dolores O’Riordan (of the Cranberries) died in 2018. At first, the cause of death was reported as suicide by overdose as I recall. It’s since been ruled that it was accidental drowing due to alcohol and some level of therapeutic drugs.
I get it now, though. I was sad in 2018 when she died. She’s one of my favorite singers. The voice of an angel. But it wasn’t until today that I REALLY got it.
Was driving for Doordash work. I was checking out a curated playlist on my Apple Music. It uses your own music already in your libary, but is themed.
I forgot what the theme was for today’s. But the Cranberries’ song “Dreams” came on. I didn’t realize that was in the playlist. It’s my fav Cranberries song.
Her voice in that hit me just right, and I think Khan Black ST1 has shaken something loose.
It isn’t that I think she’s a “Hero” or whatever other terms used to bug me.
Wife was sad like this about Robin Williams’ death in 2014. Even now, when something of his is playing, she gets sad af.
It’s more like “Now I’ll never get the chance to meet him/her and tell what their music/movie/etc mean to me. That I appreciated them for who they are. Won’t get to meet them, shake their hand, hold them for a second or two in a hug and just say thank you.”
No idea why KB would hit like that, but there it is.
I guess maybe KB1 is indeed healing some blockages or whatever else I’ve got.
In the words of Jami Lula, “There’s a Healing Goin’ On!”
Thank you for posting that!
And now for the official statement:
@Trader I believe that in well intentions to accurately give the title of a book, you posted a forbidden word. Because that is the title, and for accuracy of the title, I have left it as is.
