No!!!
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The free experimental cfw, the one you used, used Regeneration alone. I used it and I didn’t last long on it since it triggered heavy recon. I also had similar effects with Regeneration solo a couple of times, all before ZP came out.
The newly released CFW, the paid version, doesn’t use Regeneration. Instead, it uses both Limit Destroyer and Rebirth to address those issues. They updated the scripting in both, and the sales page says it even has a healthy dose of Sanguine in it.
I’ve not had bad recon on the new CFW. I’ll sense it working, I’ll feel a little uncomfortable for an hour or so, but it’s absolutely nothing like pre-ZP builds. Not even remotely close.
I don’t have that “I just have to live with this shit” thinking. Not at all. I have hope. I have choices when I have pain. I’m not stuck on some painful subliminal wondering when it’s going to get better. No, this is a beautiful experience. It’s not always comfortable, but dangit, I am not STUCK bumping up against old pain every single hour.
In my mind, I know I’m slowly rebuilding my life and how I approach it. I’m relaxing more. This is a real gem if you’ve had negative experiences with healing subliminals.
And sorry for the advertisement…but not really. This has been my actual experience on the new CFW. 
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I was searching for a post in here and ended up re-reading my entires from the cycle and washout on EoG1, Ascension, GLM
Reading those entries dissolved any vestige of mucky feeling from today.
It’s amazing that that wasn’t even that long ago and I forgot some of the stuff that happened.
THIS is why journaling is so useful.
After some discussion today with my bestie @TheEmpress and also bouncing ideas off @Sage_Ninjistic, I came up with what I think is a nice well-rounded stack to help me.
Ascended Mogul, Primal Seduction, Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer
- Ultimate Programmer because I want to take my software programming skills to the topmost level I can get it. This will include finally learning about Version Control, Git specifically.
- Ascended Mogul because I love Ascension, and Mogul for the money side of things.
- Primal Seduction because Primal Ascension seems to be a powerful combination (looking at results from @Davisnwc ) and Sex & Seduction because hella skills.
I found out fairly quickly that LBFH and CFW were a bit much at once for me. That might be partially because Heartsong also has its own brand of healing in there.
I’ll revisit that particular stack when I have a solid week of time off to kill 
DO IT
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Don’t bother 
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I was talking the other day to my wife’s dad’s wife’s niece’s cousin’s husband about some stuff…but he didn’t say anything I hadn’t already thought of before.
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I want to make a custom called Kingmaker (Blackjack Foley is a suitable alternative name)
- The fame of Stark, but “behind-the-scenes” fame.
- The networking of HOM.
- The reality awareness of QL.
- The drive of Emperor.
And whatever else.
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Behind the scenes fame
Cool.
Reminds me of a ghost writer type thing.
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This makes me laugh uncontrollably. Usually a great way to get out of an emotive funk (or feel-bad recon)
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Yup
A bridge of incidence!
I don’t do Neville anymore 
Still on a Neville break.
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It’s Jess not Neville 
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I AM the goddamn King. And when the King speaks, people…
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Doesn’t that totally contradict this post? Isn’t your custom called Kingmaker?
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I’ve never made a custom called Kingmaker. Yet.
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Christina Aguilera song came on just now
Wife says “let me guess. She wants you too?”
And I said “she would if given the opportunity”
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I think your alpha attitude is now khan-plete and in-khan-testable!
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UnfuckwithaBILL
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#safeway
We were at Safeway today for Instacart. After we loaded the goodies into the car, I was taking the cart back to the cart stall/corral.
I’ve been thinking today about how I’d like to stack Divine Diamond with Love Bomb or LBFH. To see what the effects might be of combining the auras in DivDiamond with the LB line. Maybe even Chosen (later on). And adding in modules like Gorgeous Manifestor and Sex Manifestation (if I went the custom route).
So I’ve been thinking about that today on and off.
As I was taking the shopping cart back to the stall, I thought to myself wondering “What would it be like to really blast out an aura like that. A Divine Diamond aura of pure love and fuckability?”
Right as I was thinking this, I see a woman (maybe late 30s or low- to mid-40s…basically around my age). We just happened to see each other, and she smiled at me. Like a smile of “I like what I see”.
It didn’t last long, but it was there.
I’m not one to go on and on about presults, because I still have a hard time wrapping my head around that. I’m still with the Merovingian when it comes to causality/cause and effect.
It’s possible that the stuff I’ve been testing out lately is just playing out and unfolding. The “mystery sub”.
But it really seemed connected to the fact I was contemplating what DivDiamond would be like paired with the LB or LBFH stuff.
Actually, at that exact moment, I was thinking DivDiamond, Libertine, Love Bomb. Love Bomb because the aura is “externally-focused” and not as deep-diving as LBFH (I’m possibly wrong, but that’s how I see those 2).
That would be a killer stack.
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So I recently made a spreadsheet (of course I did) to help me figure out how much money I need to set as a target for the day when doing Doordash.
It lets me have a master list of items/bills on a back-end sheet. One column is where I can put a * to make that item not show on today’s list of stuff.
Another is where I can put a * to indicate that the item’s price is subject to sales tax.
Another is the price, another the name, etc.
It also has a field where I specify a percentage of income that will be needed to replace fuel used during deliveries. 25% seems to work out.
I need $150.26 tomorrow (Friday) for the stuff I’m getting:
DivDiamond
BDLM
Amazon AWS (a past due bill for services used last month)
Kindle Unlimited
buying a Kindle copy of the Laws of Human Nature by Robert Greene.
Let’s get it boiiii
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LET’S GO! 
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