I’ve posted before about how I’ve been playing with sending subliminals “back in time.”
I do this by being a visitor from the future and I basically hand a set of headphones with a tape (lol yes I’m THAT old) to young me.
Me: “Hey, kid. Listen to this tape every night for the next month or so. Do it again after a few days.”
Young me: “OK, weird dude. But only because you said it’ll help me with girls.”
Mostly dropped subs off in 1990 with 15-year-old me.
Basically like that.
Yesterday and today, something happened. Which I wasn’t sure if I’d post since it sounds as crazy as it seems in my head. I wouldn’t believe me if I didn’t experience it.
Not that it should be surprising.
You know how sometimes you’ll “randomly” think of a memory from your past? Memories don’t usually just “show up” unless you go hunting for them. Unless triggered by something in the present moment (to include even whatever thought train you’re on at the time).
So you are in X situation, or were in X situation and think about that…then that triggers relevant memories to come up.
Anyway, I was driving yesterday and suddenly it felt as if I was having a ton of deja vu moments where it seemed like I was remembering stuff from my past.
It’s like that movie “Frequency” after Jim Caviezel’s character convinces his dad in the past not to go into the building and die in a fire (the magic of the Aurora Borealis and ham radios haha).
Then Jim’s character is in a restaurant/diner with is friends shortly after the radio talk with dad. And suddenly he starts getting a completely new set of memories that diverged off from when his dad originally went into the building an died in the fire.
So he’s got this whole new set of alternate memories showing up in his head all at once.
This was kinda like that, but I couldn’t point to any specific new memories. I just “knew” or “felt” them in there…shuffling around.
Wish I could explain it in better or fewer words. But there it is.
Got a bit of it today, but not as much.
Tonight (just a few minutes ago actually) I took a tape back to T0…the day of my birth. I’m in the nursery still at the hospital in my hometown.
The tape has an imaginary custom of Full Khan, Wanted, Primal Seduction, and Love Bomb for Humanity.
side note: I remember as a kid being fascinated by the number of times women would dote on me as a kid. I’m talking tiny kid. “Oh you’re such a cutie pie. I wish my hair were as naturally blond(e) as yours!”
un-side note: I put the headphones on tiny baby me, and as I did I said:
“Little Palpatine, just let this stuff absorb into your deepest parts of your mind and it’ll come online at whatever the most appropriate times are and will be fully with you your entire life”
Once I hit play, I just watched tiny baby me smile in his sleep as he heard the sound mask.
I kinda felt myself going even deeper into whatever state I was in.
And I suddenly started thinking about times as a kid when women would dote on me. Instead of my original thing of just noticing it…I found myself thinking “So THIS is why they were doting on me! The subs! It makes sense now!”
I remember this one time this lady did that with me. No doting really…I was on bleachers at some sort of game with someone. not sure which parent or both.
I turned around and saw this lady I thought was a pretty lady. And she saw me looking and smiled. Typical adult reaction to a kid I guess.
Instead of the original memory of smiling back and turning around…I said “You’re beautiful”
Which I suppose would sound weird at first coming from a little kid. and when I say “little kid” I couldn’t have been older than 4 or 5. Based on where I think I lived at that time.
Then I found myself suddenly remembering all other sorts of times women doted on the cute little kid…I was smiling at them…“You’re beautiful”
Naturally they lit up from it. Who wouldn’t I guess.
That seemed like LBFH shining forth in my memory/revision experiment. I just can’t believe I never before thought about taking it all the way back to Day 0.
After all that, I found myself in my timeline slightly older age but when I really got into girls.
Rapid-fire redoing all sorts of memories where I told girls/women how beautiful they are to me.
I’ll spare details of what we did as a result haha. Let’s just say it was good and when I opened my eyes from all this (just a bit more to explain below), I felt like I was glowing with LBFH aura.
The other bit to explain: At some point during all this (I don’t recall exactly when), I was in the nursery again, walking around my little nursery crib saying stuff to tiny baby me by way of affirmations and stuff, in first person lingo so he would take it on board.
stuff like:
“I am the man women feel comfortable sharing with me their body, mind and soul”
'I am a man and my primal masculine sexuality oozes from my body and women sense it"
“Those who want the kind of primal masculine sexuality I am are naturally drawn to me and my primal leadership vibe”
“Those who don’t want that from me still find my friendship worth having”
More stuff like that, but honestly it got to the point I was somehow speaking with 3-4 voices at once saying different stuff so I lost track of a lot of it.
If you’ve read “The Game,” it sounds similar to the dual-induction hypnosis stuff Style and Wolverine/Hypnotica did for Style.
Except it was just me moving in circles really fast saying a ton of stuff. This wasn’t something I had any notion of doing when I started this. It was totally spontaneous.
Needless to say, I’ll be having more fun with this…this goes even deeper than running subs while in my Sanctuary.
