While I love the programs, the same conclusion keeps arising for me which is that I’m not able to use these programs for the Spiritual exhaustion it causes.
Inadvertently, however hard I TRY to keep Zero Point under my control it again and again becomes my Master.
In its current state, it is too volatile for me.
I can’t operate in society being a slave to its archons.
It just so happens that I have to get into the Spirit of what I’m doing, with exuberance and vigor from which springs a Light that protects me in all that I endeavour.
Without this Light, and it must be sustained by Spirit — I’m simple vulnerable to influences which are destructive to me.
So, with that said, either I have to Master Zero Point, and if I can avoid all forms overexposure and exhaustion that can potentially come with overuse, and without exception have it under my control then I can keep using them.
Otherwise, I have to make a decision which in my Heart, I’d rather not make.
The programs work best for me when I’m energised, full of Spirit and vigor — upon exhaustion all results nullify not because the program stops working, but simply because the machine that I am, the body-mind-soul stops functioning properly. It gets exhausted, like a death battery of a car it will not reignite the engine and it’s usefulness to reach destinations (as it was created and meant to be used for) becomes obsolete.
My exhaustion is not that of sleepiness, my body has rested and is rejuvenated yet my Spirit, the energies that should accompany me to bring life and fullness of being deplete instead.
I will stop using the programs until fully recovered and replenished whereafter I will reassess the cause.
Peace be upon you all,
Amor
