I had started reading it and it seemed to me a bit from the Redpillian visions. Eventually I ditched it because I was bored with its way of explaining information to you through stories.
I’ll think about whether to read it again.
I meant the movie, didnt knew there was something to read 
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Oh yeah sorry lol. I confused it with the book of pook.
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I’ve been thinking a lot about girls lately. I find it hard to study despite a minimum of discipline has returned to me and I started going out less.
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My libido is high these days, I masturbate too much and lose too much energy to do anything else I have to keep control.
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I confirm that my communication is changing, I am saying things with as few words as possible.
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Today when I was in the supermarket I noticed how my behavior was too much for the approval seeking and how afraid I am of what others think of me. I was trying to say things in the most polite way possible and to respect social norms as much as possible, but I understood one thing staing with two guys the other time, in life education and attachment to rules do not lead you to nowhere, in life you need to cheeky.
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Commander helped me keep my libido under control: still horny, but never masturbated while running Khan and Commander.
I feel you about “using as few words as possible”, that’s the biggest downside of khan from my pov.
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Khan ST1 - Rest Day 2– (Days done 35)
Limitless - Rest Day 2– (Days done 6)
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My craving is so heated, as if a burning fire of lustful desire has ignited within me, as if my sexual limitations have been unlocked!
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Last night I was thinking that maybe trying to force things too hard with women is not productive because I would have to work on myself first, on my inner self limited by false beliefs. After that moment I will be free, and already for a while I am starting to feel something (my sexual desire increasing).
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I feel the urge to do something but I don’t know what. A kind of motivation (sexual, I believe) that has no specific direction, a desire. I would have to study but this motivation is not directed towards that goal, on the contrary I feel a repulsion towards studying but at the same time I know that it is my duty to finish what I have to study.
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I kinda know your feeling! You want to push yourself study hard only as duty not a desire and your motivation is drived towards something big which you can’t figure out “what that big thing is that i wanna do” .
It’s St1 it will be messy. Imagine your growth on st3 or st4
After day 40 or 50 you should move to st2. And after a complete cycle of all 4 stages you can do st1 for a month again. Many have done that and results were good
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Wonderful!
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Khan ST1 - Day 36
Limitless - Day 7
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My craving for and my sexual desire are almost uncontrollable, I keep thinking about girls all the time. It is becoming difficult to dissipate all this sexual energy.
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After listening to Khan ST1 my sex drive dropped. Now I feel a headache, I don’t know if it’s from the sub or the vaccine I took today.
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I have a great grudge and hatred towards a girl of the past that hurted me. I felt this feeling for the first time last night before going to sleep, at the same time I am attracted to her because she is hot. One thing is certain, at the end of the interaction with her I was left with only negative emotions.
- In general I feel a lot of bitterness. Who knows if it is for the lost opportunities, for what I could become, for what I am becoming. Maybe I am just looking at others and I see them with success and I feel bitter or maybe it is because I believe that I have not received enough from life, that life has been unfair to me.
Whatever it is makes me feel bitter.
Khan ST1 - Rest Day - (Days done 36)
Limitless - Rest Day - (Days done 7)
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First emotion this morning was repentance, repentance for not having behaved well with people of the past, repentance for hurting some people and misbehaving. I could have been a better person, because I’m not like that.
Now I will not try to fix the broken things, but in complete honesty with myself, I accept them. From now on I don’t want to behave maliciously to others, it is useless and I have not loved my past behavior. -
After accepting what I have done, I feel a sense of calm within me. I feel calm with no negative thoughts invading my mind.
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I had a nightmare last night, I don’t remember it though.
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Khan ST1 - Rest Day 2 - (Days done 36)
Limitless - Rest Day 2 - (Days done 7)
- I dreamed of being in contact with a mermaid, me and my friends, each of them had been seduced by her and to each person who was seduced a lock appeared like a necklace around her neck, it symbolized the emotional bondage condition that she had succeeded in inflicting them. I, on the other hand, was the only one on whom her slavery had no effect, indeed it was I who had subjugated her and had her under my control, I had the power and continued to tease her by touching her huge naked boobs lol, showing her who commands. She had no escape.
Later in the dream I found myself passing between different rooms of various condominiums, in a hurry, in search of something or someone.
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Wow, your dreams seem very vivid. Slowly but surely, my dreams have been becoming vivid this week, and I’ve been remembering a little detail from them, as I am 3 weeks into Ascended Mogul.
Wishing you much success on your journey
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Thank you very much, I wish you the same. 
Advice from someone who has been there and done that: “Sex first, talk later”
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You’re right, but it’s over with that girl now. There will be many others.
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Khan ST1 - Rest Day 2 - (Days done 37)
Limitless - Rest Day 2 - (Days done 8)
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I feel a negative emotion, like a shell holding me back, holding me back from doing whatever I want. I want to break this shell and be free.
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I noticed that the study focus has increased since before I used Limitless. Before Limitless I often avoided studying and just went out having fun and looking for (Khan solo work), while now I have stopped going out so much and am more focused on college (even on heheheh).
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What has Khan ST1 given me so far?
I feel less reactive to people, in the sense that if someone makes a joke or says something for which they expect a reaction I don’t feel like reacting, I am more indifferent in general since I started listening to Khan, sometimes I have to force a laugh because otherwise I would seem rude. Khan made me more serious in fact, I don’t make jokes anymore to try to make people laugh, I’m serious, and before I looked like a clown. I then took a lot of negativities out of my life, like wrong people and unsuitable sites.
One negative thing I see, and which I hope is only a temporary condition of ST1, is that I feel too indifferent to life, I give an example: I feel like I have been a jar full of shit holding on to something, and now I have been cleaned up and emptied and I have nothing left, I feel completely indifferent and without a direction, I feel I am stopped without understanding where I want to go in a kind of stalemate. The things that used to give me pleasure create indifference and no longer satisfy me or I do not enjoy them, like video games, and many times I find myself doing nothing because I don’t feel the desire. I feel indifference. I hope that ST2 starts filling this empty jar that I have become with more positive and motivating things and that it helps me find my way.
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Khan ST1 - Day 39
Limitless - Day 10
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Thinking about hitting on a girl, I got scared. I don’t want to be afraid anymore I just want to be brave and hit on girls without problems. I feel a great desire to hit on and text to the girls on instagram but there is that fucking fear that accompanies it.
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Last night while I was thinking a little thought crossed my mind “I can’t keep making women my only goal in life”, yes, even if I don’t have any.
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Last night I dreamed I was part of a galactic crew. Our spaceship was hit by something and when we woke up we were in a city with an orange sky and lime colored clouds. It looked like a copy of the earth and there were terrestrial inhabitants, I owe an affirmation, exclaiming that it was a city already seen. We initially thought we were in a parallel world. Then we met other galactic travelers from the agency who we thought were our alter egos of that world. They looked hostile. They explained to us that this planet was a recreation of the Earth for those who wanted a “new beginning”. From there we went home.
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@FoxDie why don’t you try stacking Khan St1 with Ascension.? Itll be like youre being broken down but at the same time being built up by Ascencion
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I wanted to use the first Stage exclusively for inner healing. I am in no rush, when it comes to building my future for long term satisfaction I can also wait a little longer.
When Khan ST1 day 40 arrives I will start with ST2 (after a week of washout), and Khan should gradually give me through the Stages what Ascension also have.