I became more decisive and sure of myself, i no longer ask my gf “what do you want to do?” Or “should we watch this or this movie?” Or anything like that
Today we came back home after the gym, she ate at my house, than we went to her house, i told my her “heat me some food, go to shower, i will shower after you and then we will watch a movie”
Usually i would ask her “do you want to shower first?” Or “do you want to eat and than shower” bluh bluh bluh
We´re witnessing the birth of an absolute beast 
So fucking excited to see new khan journals
Where the hell did my social anxiety disappear? Why do i not shake anymore when talking to people? And why holding eye contact and standing straight up is so natural?
I am so assertive with annoying customers on the phone, when they argue with me, i keep the respect, i stay calm and I don’t let them anger me, i resolve the issue and they usually understand my points
Talking with the co workers used to be difficult, im 24 (almost) and everyone else are 40-50, now it’s not nerve wracking anymore and actually very fun, they are funny people when you let loose
When i read today the quote “i came, i saw, i conquered” i felt something deep in me wanting to break free
Spartan results:
I walked today outside, everyone with jackets and umbrellas, i was the only one walking with a t shirt, didn’t feel the cold and didn’t give a shit about the rain
Today at class the teacher asked a question, i never answer those questions because just the thought of speaking in the class room with a lot of other people is increasing my heart rate
Today, he asked a question, my heart beat got faster, but, i answered, without thinking “should i talk or not” i just did
Than for the rest of the lesson, i answered and talked and felt no anxiety and no increase in heart rate
Total Breakdown is far stronger than i have imagined
I have noticed that i no longer look for the “right” answer, before Khan TB, when someone would ask me a question, i would always look for the most pleasing answer, the answer that will sound best, the answer that will make me more liked, the least offensive answer
After a week of Total Breakdown, this is no longer the case, i just answer the question with my real opinions, with authenticity, with honesty
No fear of judgement, no need for validation
We are back boys, Khan + EWTP + PN.
So far Khan Total Breakdown is really amazing.
PN is making me horny 24/7 which also gives me a lot of energy.
Dont waste it to only one girl, spread the happiness to many.
Great Stack,
looking forward to hearing this one
I’m thrilled as well, gonna be lit.
The goal is maximum power and endless sex.
So, Khan Total Breakdown is giving me the results that I would expect from Total Reprogramming, I’m much more confident, my conviction in my self is growing every minute of the day, my speech has improved greatly and my fear/anxiety has reduced to ashes.
It makes sense to me, removing all of the limiting beliefs, negative emotions and everything that holds me back will naturally make me grow as a man.
I just feel no fear, I never shake, always calm as a rock, I’m so confident in myself it’s amazing.
Primal Nights, still just makes me horny all of the time and to be honest I love that feeling, like I’m ready to fuck up the world, tons and tons of energy, can’t wait to try it with a pretty girl in bed.
Recon is not really a problem, just having less motivation to be the best at work, not wanting to do the stuff I need to do in work, but who knows, maybe it’s not recon, maybe it’s the realization that I don’t need to give 100% in my job because it’s not important and I have a good reputation so I can allow myself to slack here and there.
When I need to do something outside of work I just do it, so it might not be laziness in work just a lack of importance.
Don’t be lazy and just do your job at work. No excuses.
They pay you for that after all.
I do it, just with less motivation to do it and less good than usual.
I don’t do it bad, but usually I’m excellent, now I’m just enough.
Emperor Will to Power:
I made 2 plans that will a desired outcome that I have been wanting to get for quit some time.
I know (or think I know, haven’t been tested) what actions and words will make people react in a desired way.
Plan number 1 will make a girl, that used to work with me, contact me.
Plan number 2, if I have the courage to act on it (might have to channel some inner rage), will make sure that a certain toxic individual at work will never disrespect me and hopefully anyone else at work ever again.
Should act on both plans today, will update tomorrow.
So updates:
Plan number 1 - failed, realized I don’t care about the girl, so it failed but I don’t really care.
Plan number 2 - seems unnecessary, the toxic individual seems to respect me now, more than everyone else in job, amazing
Primal Nights out, Primal Romance in.
This is an interesting paradox of alpha subs
Doing your best at whatever you do is/can be a pathway to ascension and self-respect
juxtaposed with
The input for the output seems less relevant if the external reward in status or compensation is not correlated well. What you once gave energy for ‘pennies’ now seems a waste of investment.
Actually, today at work I was very good, handled a lot of work very easily, the thing is that I didn’t need motivation, I just did it because it was so easy.
Again great day at work, worked 12 hours, I’m the best, I’m the most valuable worker, I deserve everything.
On the other side, how to stop being sad about my ex?