Something that helped me, more than anything, is being myself. Like not myself 90%, but 1000%.
Saying things so strategically, that they will offend, but will also charm at the same time.
It’s literal ecstasy to truly be yourself. Does anyone have any suggestions for modules or even programs for such and their reasoning? I just want to be my self.
You have already got Dragons tongue and Rogue which should do the trick. I dont think you will need anything else bruv.
Significantly less, it can still come out when needed.
Well it’s stoic in the sense that emotions are not deterrents to actions, but much less in the sense that you feel less or are a bit of a stiff.
Why do you think that, do you find WANTED creates a softness or mitigates dominance?
Are you running each Khan Stage for 30 days before this custom or jumping in?
I am stacking khan stage 4 custom with Wanted. It feels like its tempering khans dominance.
Understood, thanks. Is the overall effect preferable…or what are your thoughts on the mix?
I can live with it as I am keen on having the physical shifting technology do its magic.
I feel as if with Khan, I have alot to say, but never say it. And even if I run true social, I still don’t really feel like saying it, though I have what I want to say. Almost feels as if I am people pleasing.
Also, I have to come out and say, I don’t think I experienced much reconciliation in the traditional sense of the word, because I was already Alpha. Most of my reconciliation came from overloading and external stress.
Renaissance Man. From the sales page: “Renaissance Man is a subliminal designed to shatter the blocks on self-expression that you have – be they self-made or forced onto you from the outside – and allow you to unleash your creative spirit and explore the endless mystery of life and reality.”
I understand this not only as being creative, but also letting yourself be 100% yourself. Authentic. Regardless of the situation or who you are interacting with.
At least that’s what I feel on it. I agree with you, it is liberating to be yourself and that’s one of the best things about this program. Feels like you release the brakes, breaking free from social conditioning to be truly you.
I actually had that on my mind, but I have this underlying fear that Renassiance man would make me a bit weaker [Moderator Edit: degrading label], but I don’t believe that anymore.
But I need wanted’s physical shifting.
Will probably stack it. Idk. Thanks though.
Yeah, had that fear as well. Probably unfounded since self-expression means often you will say things that are in conflict with other people’s beliefs. Just to be sure, though, I never stopped Emperor and that probably helped in not letting people walk all over me.
Emperor, Wanted, Renaissance Man, and Power can Corrupt sound like a good combo of subs.
Khan meditating emotions is kind of fucking annoying.
But at the same time its amazing.
@lovage can relate
I think that is a good sign “i have alot to say but never say it”. To me that translates as “I do not need to defend myself or even justify myself to anyone as I am comfortable with who i am” 
I’m starting to give so much of a less of a fuck that I wonder if the shit I would say would or would not/should or should not be “embarrassing”.
Like, you know how you wouldn’t say this one small little thing to a girl? Because, just to look extra cool? Cherry on top? Idgaf about that. But I do wonder if it would indeed be lame. Or rather, I do not say it, because, I just don’t feel like saying it?
That, I am mysterious, from my very core?
Khan really does give you the quality of mystery.
Stage 3 giving me body heat like IT:U. Its as if I am sick.
It genuinely feels like I am sick. But I know its the aura or whatever, heat.
Ok. Khan is actually giving me deep reconciliation now.
it isn’t in the form of anxiety, etc etc, but, in the “who am I”, ESPICAILLY in social situations.
EXTREME resistance to expressing myself. Lmfaooooo
Extremely deep rooted resistance against “Putting my self first”
I’m Alpha. But I would never hit you back. Unless you hurt my friends, then I would destroy you.
This isn’t some fucking sob story. I’m just trying to provide context.
This is weird.
Yo guys. At the start of every Khan stage, I would feel the opposite of that. Complete flowing, with enjoyment, saying exactly WHAT I WANT TO SAY. And that’s my thing. I have a silver tongue. I just need to put my self first. I think I’m going to say this twice, because this is HUGE.
Yo guys. At the start of every Khan stage, I would feel the opposite of that. Complete flowing, with enjoyment, saying exactly WHAT I WANT TO SAY. And that’s my thing. I have a silver tongue. I just need to put my self first. TO. USE. IT.
I’m an ENFJ.
I don’t even fucking know anymore. Am I a good person for sacrificing myself, like as in, do I HAVE to sacrifice myself and have great character? I can’t just say “Idgaf, fuck it.” That’s not how it works.
I’ve NEVER had a problem with girls or bullies. In the sense, I could put the bullies in their place, and get the girl. Always. At any age. But…