Decided to start learning Portuguese again as a fun project. I have been there many times but not really studied it and I want to be able to speak it pretty fluently. I was thinking of Spanish first because of its popularity and wide spread use, but I decided that I don’t want re-learn so many things because I have some basics in Portuguese already.
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The inner child is the King of the world. Remember feeling invincible as a kid like you could accomplish everything you want? Get it. 
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Love Bomb for Humanity has grown into my favorite subliminal for the moment. I leaves me with minimal recon and with a nice fuzzy feeling inside. Currently still on my first cycle of Khan St3, and I will focus on these two together for a while now.
Today I’m trying to combine LBfH with my custom Sacred Heart and then taking an extra day off before Khan St3. From the very start I have been drawn to the combo of Khan and boosting it with a sub that is heart based to get that strong masculine and loving archetype.
Sacred Heart ZP
Love Bomb
Blue Skies
Transcendental Connection
Chosen of Venus
Depths of Love
Love Without Attachment
Gratitude Embodiment
Starfilled Night
Emotions Unfettered
Mercy Protocol
The Wonder
The Flow
Ethereal Presence
Elegance
Divine Self-Image
Harmonic Singularity
Everpresent
Intuition Enhancer
Current Invoker
The Architect
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I’m going to be keeping a close eye on your progress with Khan 3, and LBFH. The reason being, is that some people have said they are incompatible. That’s what they say. But I would love it, if they worked well together…
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I don’t actually agree with that, how could love with anything be uncompatible, to me that’s just a fear of love. Most guys on mdma become complete naturals for a while and that is just pure love… Be masculine to your core but learn to speak woman.
But that’s just my opinion 
An hour after my loops of LBfH and Sacred Heart I feel horny lol.
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I imagine the Khan Throwing a Love Bomb to Humanity stack having a “Benevolent Father,” archetype who would quickly turn very harsh in defense of what he loves. I know it would round out Khan and make a more whole experience with consolidated shadow and light aspects of personality, but I am saving Love Bomb for Humanity for Christmas or Thanksgiving season at the earliest as it’s very fitting for that time. Thanksgiving especially for a lot of souls with interesting relatives 
. Sometimes you gotta kill ‘em with kindness 
@Tobyone
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Do yourself a favor and build the habit of improving your belief in the power of these subliminals. The universe is mental and what you believe is what becomes your reality. If that is hard to do, start to become aware of the doubt behind the doubt and actively work on changing that limiting belief. In the end this is your sandbox to play and enjoy yourself in.
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Change Of Stack
I decided to change up my stack a bit because of circumstances in life at the moment. Khan St3 will still be rocking on, but I will switch out EoG St1 for True Sell for a while. I will make this switch because I’m in search for a some kind of job at the moment and also a place to stay more permanently.
I am staying at a friend at the moment, but this is only for a month or so then I have to move somewhere else. This month marks a year since I had my own place and I must say that it still feels weird not having a home or at least a place where you can settle into.
In the future I am looking into working mostly on the fly and from a computer. I just dislike the whole box living we have in big cities with all the contracts and invisible chains. To me at the moment to get a regular job feels like going back to an oppressor or bully, I notice a strong resistance inside of me. A Khan is not bothered by this and has transcended this way of thinking, so there’s a lot of work to be done.
There seem to me that the energy in the world has shifted a bit as of lately. The trauma from the last couple of years is now starting to emerge and there’s a lot of healing energy present. It seem to be easier to discuss esoteric topics with people and more people are beginning to wake up. I will be playing Love Bomb for Humanity still in this stack for it seem so important to the world.
New stack:
- Khan Total Action
- True Sell
- Love Bomb for Humanity
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Good luck, bro.
Am sure
That True Sell
Will serve you well.
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Thank you 
To me that title is more than just sales, it just looks so damn good in any social situation. PCC has always been a bit of a turn-off to me for some reason but True Sell seem to fill that void for me.
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Khan(ifornication)
Am a bit confused at the moment while pondering here at 4:55 in the morning. I played a loop of Khan Total Action yesterday and it hits me hard, but not in the way that I am used to when I played it before. Yesterday I was wondering why I have not been feeling horny at all over the last week or so even though I know that the way I thought of it before was quite immature. I used to think that being horny all the time was like being 16 years old again and having hormones going crazy inside of me…
Now I’m starting to see this as my baseline being way higher now, but its more situational and more controlled, just like the description of Inner Gasoline. I might not even be aware of just how much higher this baseline has gotten for me lately, and I have not had any instances where this energy could have been released. But adding to that I woke up in the middle of the night today and remembering almost having a wet dream, but I noticed it happening and consciously decided to wake up before it happened.
The Boy Must Obviously Die
Nevertheless, Khan Total Action is making just as big of an impression as Total Reprogramming. I realize that I’m probably caught in a changing state in my life where I’m transitioning from that naive and young little boy, and into to a wiser and more spiritually seeking middle aged man.
Coming into this subliminal journey a couple of years ago I had a long phase of trying to cover up my childhood hurt. It was a long sharade of searching for truth in external focused groups such as “pick-up” and “get rich quick” communities. These made a big mess inside of me but were a necessary step to evolve past it. All these things that society has inplanted deep into your subconscious to be something to strive for.
It’s just like a couple of years after high school when you still could look back at people a couple of years younger than you and see them as equals. But a couple of years later when you look at the same age group, they just looks so small and so immature compared to you.
This shows and becomes more and more aparent to me on this forum as well. When I joined I was drooling over some of the results some younger members were having on these seduction titles. But lately things have been different for me and I’m not as interested anymore. I still think it is awesome and I cheer them on, but personally to me I’m just entering into a new stage where this is just not as interesting anymore, just like the parable with high school I mentioned earlier.
What Am I Looking For?
I am still determined to stick with Khan and I’m seeing it as growing up to be the man I was never taught by others to be. I’m still transitioning from an old immature mindset of what I deem outside results on Khan might be for me. I realize slowly that it’s far bigger and grander than what the boy inside of me would ever dream of.
All I care for is the internal feeling of finally growing up, all else going on out there is just a like a nice dinner on a friday night.
A more spiritual route is coming soon… but firstly it is time to grow up!
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Now that I am back in the big city I have noticed that I am very free and find myself easily talking to people in my surroundings. It just goes to show how distant I have been from almost all social life over the last year.
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I also noticed my recon KINDA subsides in evenings
You know, that feeling of everything being bright and calm
Maybe in a different manner than Tobyone, but something similar.
@SaintSovereign any comment?
Washout
Day two of a week of washout. Feeling slightly irritated at minutia but recognizing it as reconciliation. It’s not that I feel a lot of anger but more like a small current of annoyances that I know stem from myself. Dreams last two nights has been vivid and were situated in old childhood and teenage environments.
Was out walking today in the big city in the heat and my thoughts landed back at why I would ever want to live in a big city? There’s so much noise and people wherever you look, and also there are so many things disturbing inner peace and the body.
Has anyone else noticed that after 2020, there are these big white boxes of 5G antennas on almost all houses in the city? I have a pair of earbuds that sadly are quite sensitive to disruptive fields, and when I walk in the city they keep chopping up wherever I go. I have done a bit of research on these EMF waves and there seem to be a big divide on the what harm they might cause.
Regardless, IMO they definately mess with the body. Just think about all the different brain waves, heart frequencies, and the fact that the body is like a big power plant of different energies. When I was living in the forest I felt so good, but as soon as I am in a big city for too long I feel drained…
This Is A Bold Font
I am also pondering about Khan and my journey on it. Almost two years in now on and off, and I have almost not at all been attracting new women in my life, although I have not engaged that much in society during this time so it might not be that strange after all.
Khan is polarizing and it shows. But Khan for me is so much more than what’s on the outside and probably the bulk of the copy on the sales page. For me it is freedom of expression, saying what I want, doing what I want, being completely comfortable in my own skin, and overall inner game. Everything else feels like a bonus, but clinging to the external effects to me is an immature way of thinking and the complete opposite of what I want out of the program.
So in the end the problem of thinking Khan is too polarizing is ultimately solved by intenalizing the inner Khan, because that man is free both on the inside and the outside and not the one that thinks of himself as polarizing but rather expressive and inspiring.
So steady going forward and observing the inner landscape as I go is the way to go for me. It is about finally growing up but never surrendering the joy of the inner child.
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Day 3 of Washout
I still plan on 7 days in total. Having some minor recon in the morning resulting in thoughts about life and what’s in it. Also having a bit of perceptual changes as I’m walking around in society, I feel less and less attached to things around me. I wonder how long this will go on as I unprogram myself with these subliminals that I feel a bit lost because of old things not having the same meaning anymore? There should be a point where this new version of me feels more set in place, but I guess 35 years of programming takes a while to change…
Next weekend I plan to go and watch my old lacrosse team play in the Swedish championship. I had plans of a comeback but I realize that my physical shape is far from where it needs to be. I am still a really good player but without the lungs for it I would not contribute enough.
So just before this event I will have ended my current washout, and I am planning on playing one loop of Love Bomb fH followed by Love Bomb and see the effect of it with people I actually have known for a long time.
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I have just begun to get my lazy ass back in shape lately. I have always been doing sports pretty hardcore, but the last couple of years I have been falling off the wagon. In the end it is always nice to have this background of discipline to fall back on. After quit playing lacrosse last year I also lost that competitive edge I used to have, and on the verge of turning 40 I need to find something else that is motivating to stay in shape.
Have heard a lot rave here on the forum about EF3, and I might give that sub a go in the near future.
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Day 5 of Washout
Dreams has been vivid during this washout and this night was no exception. I remember back in the Qv2 days how these washouts used to put way more pressure on my head and I felt full all the time from processing. ZP did this to me in the beginning of it’s era, but lately this process is a lot smoother and less taxing. I wonder if my mind has come to a point where it is so used to ZP that the process is easier now? Of course we have had the new variant with reconcilation tech which has made it easier as well.
I feel less and less attached to my old self but this has me feeling forgetful and that I’m just not following through on things. This might be a sign that I need new more meaningful things to focus on, and I have to admit that at times this feels hard when I see what is going on in the world at the moment. Spiritually I feel a lot of motivation but the grind in society turns me off greatly.
I don’t know a lot of the Shmita year, but when I looked a the cycle of 7 years, I do wonder what major thing that is going to happen this fall? 2001 we had the twin towers, 2008 the financial crash, 2015 I don’t remember any thing like this, but now it is 2022 soo…
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Rivers of Irritation
Noticed today a lot of irritation in people around me and I felt a bit irritated as well. It’s funny before I might have lashed out at someone or something, but now I just notice it in my body and immediately think to myself; what’s the point… it’s my irritation, it originated from me, so instead I observe and look to ways to learn from it.
Just Don’t Care
Also notice on this stage of Khan(st3) I am totally uniterested in filling my thoughts and time with women… It’s a form of detachation(is that even a word?) that I don’t feel that pull at the moment. Honestly that is something I look for in this program at the moment, I want to go inwards even though its a very social program. Lastly, I have not met or seen a woman lately that actually makes me go “Wow”, and honestly why would I be interested in thirsting for women if they don’t fit that “Wow” category?
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Day 6 of Washout
The reconciliation has been more intense during day 5 and 6 of this washout period. I had some dry cough this morning and it made my back cramp pretty badly so I had to lay down on the floor gasping for air 
I have always had a bit of exertional asthma after going hard on cardio outside in the winter time, but now I have it as I’m working my way back running again and it is really warm outside… kind of weird but it might be that my body has been off it for too long.
A good thing is that I have gotten back to a good sleeping rhythm and cycle again. I am actually tired when I’m supposed to be and I wake up early in the morning. In total I have tried three loops of Paragon Sleep and I’m very pleased with the results.
This morning I was thinking of my continuing stack and I got an intuitive feeling that I should sprinkle in a couple of loops of Khan St1 from time to time. I will take this into consideration and will probably just switch out St3 here and there during the next cycle.
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Wasted but Alive
Today is strange… ok I have constant pain in my back from this morning but my mind feels sedated and I feel out of it. It reminds me of a bad hangover but without the nausea. Whatever it is, it will past rings in my head as I am writing this. The only thing I can say is that I miss these days of surging energies in my body and mind, lately they have been few and far in between.
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