KG Journal - Khlassified Ultimate

I’ve been getting this a lot lately-
conflict with people trying to pull shit on me, or be there own tough guys from a place of insecurity.
I can be ruthless and an asshole at times, but only in service of honest, direct, ethical communication, or if someone is being underhanded.

I’ve been getting into conflicts that has me feeling a little like 'how can these people even think to step to me like that ’ but I’m seeing it’s there reactivity and I need to be responsible how intensely I can come across to people.

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I think most important realisation for me was, ppl are sometimes threatened. I got to be ok with that. And I’m ultimately in control of my life.

I would probably do it if I wanted to start both programs. But part of me is like DR would handle everything probably otherwise on its own (if youre not planning on starting Khan which I guess is what youre doing). I think yeah, why not. It won’t be an easy ride but should be okay =)!

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Was gonna add ME then decided prolly my current stack will give me all I want

realized I dont have to be good, embracing my dark side more and more - being balanced

uncovered memories of first time trying to be like someone else because I aspired to be greater than where ei found myself and how it made me feel and how ppl reacted to it (my friend… so called friend at the time so ya)

Good stuff

I prolly won’t update much - maybe I’m thinking
but, I wanted to say New beginnings and I AM and Blue Skies all the other subs nd modules here are working great. Really amazing job subclub and thank you guys.

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I can relate to this. DR has enhanced Khan and I ‘feel’ it more than I did before. Before I was questioning it even though I got some results, now I’m feeling it. Maybe DR is wiping my doubts and fears of subs and other stuff and is allowing me to explore the results more? Who knows, I’d like to find out if this is the case but the result is proving amazing at the moment.

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:slight_smile: I wasn’t necessarily going to start khan soon, but I am reconsidering running it alongside DR. You think DR would handle everything Khan could handle on it’s own?

Oh btw, when I say staff I’m talking about my university not sub club :smiley:

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Hm, can’t really answer this effectively - I am having trouble expressing things that intuitively make sense, and with probabilities etc

So what I think is DR changes you so much and addresses so many things that you’ll get what you need out of it, but at the same time I guess Khan has a unique sort of script that focuses on “khan’s” niche. My guess is yes, you won’t need it, but part of me says there’ll still be a unique benefit from combining them

I really can’t say with certainty on this best ask fire/saint. I know for me if it won’t be too many programs in the stack, would be an interesting experience for sure. But yeah really I see DR ST1 doing so much and so deeply that I really dont think khan is needed, unless you’re also actively going into the Khan territory in your life too, then I guess adding Khan would be useful.

Hope this helps.

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cool, that helps a bunch, thank you.

What has your stacked evolved into? Last I remember it was 2 Terminus customs and DR

I’m really glad it helps.

It’s still that. I removed Mind’s Eye because it felt very different from the rest of it and not so aligned it felt like I should focus on these and with it I can theoretically improve my visualization too anyways (QL)

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These subs are actually great

I notice I have so much power. I can talk to people like professors on teh same level. I used to feel like a subordinate. Now I just feel level. And even higher. I feel spiritually I’m above all of that shit if someone tries to enforce shit on me using their position in the hierarchy at the university eg (work would apply to) I feel like I’m doing things for my reasons and I’m above that shit.

I feel very real

I must say today I been not feeling so good - I know some possible reasons why

but so far I gotta say these subs are working really well. Great stuff. I can think so damn well also yesterday I was able to argue a point altho I couldn’t put my thoughts / intuition into words so well my thinking was extremely solid. So I guess that’s the next level comes with more time

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nice good to hear this, the modules are resonating with you

am looking forward to hearing what this next level is

I was getting this for about a week. Then it happened again for another week. I will go to your journal and take a look. Then I will tell you about what I did that seems to have resolved this.

Update:

Here

I only had it for a week, I was having a really shitty week and likely taking it out on people.
Would love to hear anything specific you found that may offer something if the situation returns.

DR ST2 here we go.

ST1 some results (this is not all due to DR, or even subs, but definitely this plays a role and makes things better)

  • many fears been addressed, many blocks, I’m more present, in many ways I have grown and healed emotionally mentally physically, but I know the real healing is coming up now
  • more free in my head, not constantly thinking
  • giving way less fucks, having way more courage
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This stack I’m running (I suddenly realized wtf, I’m running new beginnings, blue skies, etc… and kinda forgotten about it) is really, really powerful.

It feels like being a torn aside building in middle of construction, or a creature that is being operated on while still having to run around and hunt, etc. But good thing I’m not an animal. Lmao. Really enjoying every chance to lay down and relax now though.

The sleep inertia I’m having is insane also. But I’m working on getting shit back together.

DR 2 has an interesting feeling. Old wounds come up… then I resolve them somehow.

also starting to make peace (again it’s the whole stack not just DR) with having less excitement, less ‘excited smiles’, etc. Just, grounded, and being ok with being grounded, and without too much stimulus.

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Perfectly sums up my sense of calmness these days too

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Niiiice :smiley:

Lovely feeling. Really.

We need that peace. At least most of the time.

Very good feeling.

The world gets depressing sometimes. But… the meek shall inherit the earth.

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New Beginnings and Blue Skies inside your customs or inside DR?

I notice this too, it’s a bit weird after a living life so intensely for better and for worse for so long.

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Probably both ey

:smiley: