Journaling Matt [2023]

Slim Days 24 - night
I am feeling exhausted but cannot sleep yet.
I guess eating carbs in the morning destroys the ketogenesis. I gained weight again.
I am feeling a bit down again, the excitement from choosing a goal is gone.
Now I have to push through.

Slim Day 25
Lost the weight again, and I am now at my lowest weight since the beginning of the slim days.
Listened to one loop of 5 minutes each of the Slim King custom and Khan Black Stage 1.
Feeling a bit better today. Not much to report.

Slim Day 26 - Rest day
My weight is at lowest today.
Feeling deeply depressed.
Thinking about doing a few more rest days.

Slim Day 27 - Listening Day 7/10
Listened to KBC Stage 1 for 5 minutes in the morning and to GLM:Commander.
Feeling better again.
Now I am at work and it seems to be another relaxed day.

Slim Day 27 - evening
Day was good. I am beginning to implement ideas about dating and life by Brent Smith. Fun times.

Slim Day 28
Another rest day.
Weight is again the lowest since recording.
Work was fine.
Doing affirmations as suggested by old Brent Smith material.
Thinking about a QTKS custom and how it will fit in my current stack.
Don’t understand the concept of micro loops, but with GLM:Commander even micro loops of a title you never listened to are suggested.

So hopefully this stack would work:
QTKS sub
Khan Black
Slim King

Thinking about an Ascended Mogul / RM: Ultimate Writer custom:

  1. Ascended Mogul Core
  2. Renaissance Man: Ultimate Writer X Core
  3. Yggdrasil
  4. Tyrant
  5. Dominion
  6. You Are Not Alone
  7. Emperor’s Voice
  8. Auric Overdriver
  9. Ethereal Presence
  10. Elegance
  11. Enchanting Smile
  12. Eyes of Zenith
  13. Total Nonchalance
  14. King’s Radiance
  15. Gloryseeker
  16. The Spotlight
  17. Cashflow Catalyst
  18. Financial Success Reality Shifter
  19. Positive Being Attractor – Wealth
  20. Secret Source

Also have an eye on Stark instead of asc mogul. Perhaps I could skip the fame modules then.

Solitude and Instant Business Tactician are two modules I could add to the „Successful Alpha Writer” custom.

About Solitude I am not sure yet. I just thought it would fit into the writers life

The blueprint
Module Effect
Ascended Mogul Core Alpha + Money
Renaissance Man: Ultimate Writer X Core Writing
Yggdrasil ! Results Enhancement
Tyrant ! Results Enhancement
Omnidimensional Result Enhancement
You Are Not Alone Social Growth
Hegemon Status
Lion IV Status
Iron Frame Status
Rogue Status
Lifeblood Fable Status
Auric Overdriver Aura
King’s Radiance Aura
Gloryseeker Fame
The Spotlight Fame
Cashflow Catalyst Money
Financial Success Reality Shifter Money
Instant Business Tactician Money
Secret Source Money
True Sell Money
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Slim Day 29
Approaching 30 days on this journey. In the morning, I listened to Khan Black Stage 1 for 3 minutes.
Later I will listen to the Slim King custom for 5 minutes.

About the new custom: Yesterday I found the “Unrelating Wealth Motivation and Energy”-module. Maybe put that somewhere into it. And I guess I will stay with AscModul instead of Stark.

What else is going on? Next week I will have a holiday week from work. And washout days are coming up. After the washout, I will begin KBC:Stage 2.

If I get a QTKS custom at one point of my journey, I am thinking about taking a break from KBC and SlimKing and running it solo for a cycle.

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thetorch
Found something to wear on the next Subliminal Club Convention.

Slim Day 30
My weight is at the lowest again.
Today is a rest day.
The weekend is fully planned.
Yesterday I resisted the urge to pmo and I am proud about it. It’s an addiction but I still have control over it.

Slim Day 32
Gained a bit of weight after a first cheat day.
Today is a rest day. Yesterday I listened to kbc Stage 1 and Slim King ZP.

I bought wanted black to include it in my next cycle. Perhaps I stay on stage 1 of kbc because I still didn’t archive my nofap goals.

I can’t keep up with the forum anymore. So many new posts since my last visit.

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Slim Day 33
In the morning I listened to a short loop of Wanted Black. In the evening I will listen to Khan Black Stage 1.

Now I will listen a bit to Brent Smith and Rick H talk. I‘ve been doing affirmations for a few days now. My inner talk is repeating some of them all the time when I am not occupied. I don’t know if that’s good or bad. It’s better than some of my usual self talk. But I seem to be lusting for results.

Later I will be outside for some time. Let’s see if WB is already working.

Slim Day 33 - evening
Just finished listening to five minutes of Khan Black Stage 1.

About Wanted Black:
Was outside for a few hours. Effects of wanted black seemed to be that very young girls were staring at me. I had a few incidents like that. Looking away didn’t help much as I could see them starring at me in peripheral vision.

So the aura is doing something. Not what I WANTED but something is working.

Adult women and men kept eye contact a bit longer. I will report how this develops.

Slim Day 33 - night
Letting go of the idea of an Ultimate Writer custom and embracing an Ultimate Programmer / Stark custom.
Writing is something I do for fun, but I earn my money as a coder.
If I look back to my childhood, programming was something I was inspired on from an early age.
Writing has been a dream of mine, but it seems to be just a dream nowadays.
I was never excellent at writing in school. So mastering writing is hard work for me.
Programming, on the other hand, I see as a talent of mine.

So, I will go the natural and easy way and focus on this talent in the future.

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Slim Day 34 - early morning

Got a message from Saint Sovereign to get into the paid QTKS waitlist.
I will probably wash out until the custom is ready and do a cycle of it solo afterward.
Single core custom of wanted black plus 9 of my favorite modules.

PS: Lots of „angel numbers“ lately. Like 444, 333, 222 or 5555.

Edit: For science I will put on Voodoo pheromone cologne today before I go out in the evening.

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Slim days 34 - morning
Today I had a dream about being bullied in a swimming Center. My childhood bully had a cameo. Could remember it vividly because someone rang at the door and I woke up.

Not sure about using pheromones today anymore. It’s my moms birthday and there are some older women who could become annoying.

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Washout day1

washout day 2