Journaling Matt [2023]

Slim day 15
No additional subs, just Khan Black and the new custom called Slim King ZP.
It arrived today, sadly with the same typo in the name as the last custom. I am a bit angry about staff not reading support tickets.

Now listening to Khan Black stage 1. Later to the custom. (In the evening)

BMI is 32.7 today. That’s my best result in this period of measuring.

Haha, couldn’t wait and listened to Slim King ZP:

  1. BDLM Core
  2. Legacy of Spartan core
  3. Extreme exercise motivation
  4. SPS: Fat burn
  5. Serum X
  6. Deep Sleep
  7. Deus
  8. Inner Blaze
  9. Pragya
  10. Inner Voice
  11. Inner Gasoline
  12. Health Codex
  13. Stronger
  14. Stop porn and masturbation
  15. Eye of the storm
  16. Prevent premature ejaculation
  17. SPS: Integumentary System
  18. Fusion Optimized
  19. Natural Winner
  20. Harmonic Singularity

I hope the subconscious loves my new name embedded by the Q Engineer :smiley:

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Would you please post the support ticket number here and the date you entered it?

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What if you weighed yourself once per week?

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#16053 June 16

Possible. But my weight tracking app wants to have daily data to calculate a trend.

I notified staff.

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Thank you

Slim day 16
BMI 32.6 - progress!

Rest day.

Still doing my gratitude lists and started loa scripting.

Yesterday porn relapse after 4-5 easy days without it.

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Slim Day 17
Listening to Slim King ZP. Listened to Khan Black earlier this morning.

The website from work is running smooth today. Good for everyone involved.

Let’s see what happens when my sexual energy builds up again after the release.

Yesterday I was at an event but didn’t feel so well. Was less confident and felt bored. I see this connected to the release.

My weight is 100 g more then yesterday, but that’s normal fluctuation. I am thinking about doing muscle training today. The muscle sore is mostly gone, so it would be possible. At the moment I feel to lazy to do it and am still tired from just waking up.

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Thinking about a new custom:

  • Libertine Core
  • Heartsong Core
  • Sexual Manifestation
  • Gergeous Manifestor
  • Yggdrasil
  • Tyrant
  • Dominion
  • King’s Radiance
  • You are not alone
  • Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver

Edit: Maybe add some modules if I want to do this in QTKS.

  1. Libertine Core
  2. Heartsong Core
  3. Sexual Manifestation
  4. Gergeous Manifestor
  5. Yggdrasil
  6. Tyrant
  7. Dominion
  8. King’s Radiance
  9. You are not alone
  10. Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
  11. Enchanting smile
  12. Emperor’s Voice
  13. Eyes of Zenith
  14. Total Nonchalance
  15. Alpha Body Language
  16. Auric Overdriver
  17. Entranced
  18. Edge of Falling
  19. Ethereal Presence
  20. Elegance

PS: 1000 views of my journal, hooray! :smiley: :smiley: :smiley:

Slim Day 17 - night
Can’t sleep yet, too much caffeine. Just was out for a cigarette and an attractive woman approached me and asked to buy one of my cigarettes. I had only one with me, so I couldn’t make big bucks. I am not sure if she was the chick I had an eye on before because I had no glasses on and I couldn’t see her face clearly.

I like the custom above, but don’t know if I overdid it somehow. I got the aura of Libertine, imprinting from Kings Radiance, hypnotic effects from Entranced and the dream like presence from Ethereal Presence and Elegance. Hahaha could be too much effects.

I should stop „overdosing“ caffeine. I slept less in the last days and I am feeling it. Plus the porn relapse also took some energy. If I want to feel better again it would be good to work on these two addictions.

I read a bit in one book about karezza. It seemed to be older and not so good. I haven’t found the books recommended on the forum yet. Only a 180$ paperback on Amazon and a unreadable pdf copy. For the beginning I will stick with Mantak Chia and the microcosmic orbit for KBC.

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Slim Day 18
Back at work.

I read about the “Entranced”-module:

There are some people who seem to entrance others. Every movement of their bodies hypnotizes, their eyes an enthralling gaze that must be met, their voice tantalizing and the words seem to hit something incredibly deep within. Entranced is a module designed to make you a truly hypnotic individual. Combine Entranced with the Temptation module for an incredible combination – while they are being irresistibly drawn to you, they do not even notice the hypnotizing effect your very existence has on them. Entranced can also be used if you desire to develop your hypnotic abilities to the levels of true masters, where hypnosis is a part of who you are.

Maybe I should add the Temptation module to the custom. I could kill the “Edge of Falling” for it.

Today is a rest day, so no subs for me.

I am alone at the office right because I got out of bed earlier and started working earlier.
But no new emails and no old tasks, so I can listen to music and relax. :slight_smile: :slight_smile:

Song of Libertine v1.2
  1. Libertine Core
  2. Heartsong Core
  3. Sexual Manifestation
  4. Gergeous Manifestor
  5. Yggdrasil
  6. Tyrant
  7. Dominion
  8. King’s Radiance
  9. You are not alone
  10. Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
  11. Enchanting smile
  12. Emperor’s Voice
  13. Eyes of Zenith
  14. Total Nonchalance
  15. Alpha Body Language
  16. Auric Overdriver
  17. Entranced
  18. Temptation
  19. Ethereal Presence
  20. Elegance
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Slim day 19
Yesterday day I decided to order food. That was a mistake as I broke my lowcarb diet. Gained 800g since yesterday. Damn.

I am listening to one loop of Khan Black Stage 1. Later I will listen to my custom.

I am thinking if I am on a down ward spiral.
The excitement of choosing the goal of losing weight is gone and I am feeling less good again. Hmm.

I have to make good choices now to feel better again.

Edit: On the way to work, I listened to Slim King ZP.

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Slim day 20

Weight is the lowest today since I started. I lost 5.8 kg in 18 days.
Yesterday I had a talk with my therapist. He suggested eating something in the morning. And that I need carbs for working with the mind. So, I am now eating black bread in the morning.
He has a “normal” diet plan with three meals a day and mostly protein in the evening.
We discussed the “weight ceiling” and how the mind resets back to it after starving during a diet.
So starving is not an option. The “weight ceiling” can be changed by eating the normal diet and substituting unhealthy food with vegetables. We also discussed the 50/50 principle of fat/carb ratio, which is used by the food industry to make people addicted to their food. And also about diet products letting people starve, so they buy more of them for a more expansive price.
He also suggested taking 3 years for my “slim days” because that would be healthy, losing weight.
It was a good talk, and I am implementing what I can.

Later, I visited some friends I haven’t seen for a long time and ate carbs in the evening.
That wasn’t a good choice, but I lost weight, so no problem. One of the friends was a girl I made out with before. This time I wasn’t interested because she was drunk, and I was sober. It were still good times.

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Slim Day 21
Listened to KBC Stage 1 after waking up. Later to Slim King ZP.
Still a little spacey feeling from space gummies yesterday.

Edit: The day before yesterday, I got approached by an attractive woman again. This time it was about helping her out at the cigarette machine. It’s like the universe is providing women approaching me, but in the path of least resistance.

Slim Day 22
I am waking up earlier in the past few days. Maybe I have more energy through KBC. Or the Deep Sleep module in my Slim King custom is working.

Today is a rest day. Tomorrow I will listen to my subs again. Thinking about reducing the play time to 5-7 minutes. I am sure I could get better results with less listening time.

Yesterday I cloned my voice just for fun. The results were from amazing to okayish.
It’s interesting how well it works with about 5 minutes of speaking material.

Slim Day 22 - evening

Thinking about building a Mogul/Index Gate UPX custom. Goal: getting better at programming and getting a better job. Job Seeker module could help with that.
But I have only one slot left in the stack. So I have to prioritise. My losing weight goal is important but I want to have more than one goal.

Another custom could be around Ultimate Writer but I am not sure if I want continue writing.

Did not do much at work today. That’s good and there will be days with more to do.

Ate two space gummies half an hour ago. These were my last. It should not become a habit. It’s just relaxing in the evening.

Slim Day 23
Listened to 7 minutes loops of KBC Stage 1 and Slim King ZP.

Gained weight. Eating my daily morning carbs.
Losing weight will be slower now with the carbs in the morning. But I hope it will still work.