Journaling Matt [2023]

Slim day 37 - evening
Met a female friend today and she talked about wanting to introduce me to one of her single friends.

She herself is in an unhappy relationship and was interested in me when I was on Khan. I wasn’t interested in her at the time and it seems like she has given up on trying.

Now I am curious what the future will bring.

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Slim Day 38
Weight at its lowest again.

Hanging around the forum all the time is taking its toll. I feel tired and didn’t wake up early today. Let’s say the QTKS custom won’t be there after the washout. I need a plan B. Perhaps listening to WB and Libertine as stack until the custom arrives.

Then after the QTKS custom arrives what will happen to this journal? Maybe I abandon it or I will continue about results related to the „Slim Days“.

I think it will be better to focus on one journal for both.

I want to continue with KBC:Stage 1, so I will listen to that as micro loops as recommended by Saint Sovereign. If I do the same with the Slim King custom is still unclear to me. WB has physical shifting so that maybe enough. And I like stacks with only 2 subliminals.

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Slim Day 39
Weight still at its lowest.

Listened to 5 minutes of Wanted Black and Khan Black each this morning.
Nothing wild happened yet. :smiley:

Found this in a newsletter by Charisma School about sexual magnetism and semen retention:

According to the article, it is not that important to do semen retention for sexual magnetism.
Maybe I should start the Sexual Energy Mastery course again :smiley:

Slim day 39 - evening

I am smoking more since beginning semen retention and the diet. From one addiction switched to another.

Can’t sleep right now thinking about masturbation to get sleepy. Too much energy too little to do.

Could be some kind of recon also because I am bored again.

Slim Day 40
Gained weight today. No problem.
I have a cheat day the day after tomorrow.

Didn’t masturbate yesterday and stayed up until I felt exhausted and could sleep easily.

I am still an early riser. KBC is doing its thing.

Wanted Black seems to have faded since my initial results or it has become more subtle. Like yesterday a woman got in my field of view and turned around etc as if she wanted to show herself.

Perhaps I would see more in situations were it’s easier to meet people like parties.

Today at work there is a task I don’t like but I will have to eat the frog and do it first thing in the morning.

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Slim Day 40 - evening
After work I was getting really angry about small things. Recon from WB.

I notice very little from WB in form of results. A female worker looking at me for a long time while smoking.

I hope to get WB to work better. Read about micro loops and will try them next. My last loop was rather macro (5 minutes).

Having recon and waiting for QTKS sub is not such a nice experience. Also semen retention is not as easy for me as for others. Currently I am not feeling well. Not depressed but a bit defeated. Work was a mixture of boredom and stress. Also stopped doing the affirmations because I don’t believe in them.

Hopefully better days ahead.

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What software or website did you use to get this pictures done?

Looks cool :sunglasses:

For this washout I was using Photofunia. It’s a cool website.

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Switching to CSMX as soon as it is available. I want to add RICH to the stack. I am already having presults and am looking for a fine outfit online. Excited as this will bring me to the next level. The sky is the limit.

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Thanks to @Palpatine for bringing this super secret title to my awareness.

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Climbing on the roof of the house with a ladder 🪜 on my new endeavour as hobbyist chimney cleaner. The view from the roof top is amazing, but I have work to do. There was a nest 🪺 on the chimney I had to remove so the smoke could exit more easily. This is an adventure of a life time. I took the eggs and cooked them (RICH manifestation of extra income?), they tasted delicious. Now I am planning on expanding the business. There are more eggs out there to eat. As always: The sky is the limit.

Planning on building a custom with CSMX, RICH and Emperor to build an empire chimney sweep business and bang all the chicks in the industry.

Someone edited the product page of CSMX and claimed it is for humour only. But for me that’s no joke, it’s my new reality, my new life.

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I am working on my affirmations game. Everyday, in every way I stand on the roof top and scream these into the universe:

• I am a skilled and confident chimney sweeper.

• I enjoy my work and find satisfaction in doing it well.

• I always deliver high-quality service to my clients.

• I am constantly learning and improving my techniques and tools.

• I respect the history and tradition of chimney sweeping.

• I am proud of my contribution to keeping chimneys clean and safe.

• I attract positive and loyal customers who appreciate my work.

• I have a healthy and balanced lifestyle that supports my physical and mental well-being.

• I am grateful for the opportunities and challenges that come my way.

• I am a successful and happy chimney sweeper.

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Thinking about slogans for my new business:

• Sweep away your worries with the best chimney service in town.

• Don’t let your chimney go up in smoke. Call us today for a thorough cleaning and inspection.

• We’ll make your chimney sparkle and shine. No mess, no fuss, no hassle.

• The chimney experts you can trust. Quality work, fair prices, and friendly service.

• Keep your home cozy and safe with our professional chimney care.

• No chimney too big or too small. We sweep them all.

• Your chimney is our priority. We’ll treat it like our own.

• We’re not just chimney sweeps. We’re chimney specialists.

• A clean chimney is a happy chimney. And a happy chimney means a happy home.

• Don’t let your chimney be a fire hazard. Let us take care of it for you.

This will be the first AI powered chimney sweeping business. Patents pending.

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Any benefits the first time you ran them? Their products cost 150$ and above.

I never finished it. I don’t know if their courses are made so that you cannot finish them easily. The beginning was simple but later there was a specific breathing technique I could not do.

The only result I remember were two girls in the Tram who came to sit next to me and flirted nonverbally with me until I had to exit.

I wouldn’t recommend their courses. I bought two or three of them and couldn’t finish them. And the guy is speaking with a voice with an accent which doesn’t seem to be very magnetic.

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fair enough

Slim Day 41
Gained a bit of weight again. Was predictable as I ate chocolate yesterday against recon. Now I will have a cheat day soon. So there will be a slower progress.

Don’t know if I will run anything today. Because of the recon yesterday and because the QTKS custom could come tomorrow.

Edit: intense dreams last night but not remembered.

Slim Day 41 - afternoon

I am totally bored at work. Maybe I should continue my Chimney Sweep Mastery X journal.
Later, I will see a female friend of mine. Let’s see if WB changes something in this dynamic.

Thinking about yesterday’s tomorrow: Perhaps the QTKS custom will arrive later this day. In EST, it’s 8:40 am now, and it’s a new day. Let’s see when it arrives.

I need something to do. I guess the universe will deliver soon.
An idea or a new task at work.

Scrolling social media and the forum is dull. Endless scrolling makes Matt a dull boy.

When will the adventure start? :smiley: Probably when I take some action.

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Slim Day 42 - early morning

Can’t sleep and it’s 1:20 am.
Tomorrow I will work later.
I can stay awake for some time.

Thinking about focusing on my offline journal.
I spent too many hours on the forum the last days. I need a way to stop doing that.

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I am finally free (to leave the forum alone) :relaxed:

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My QTKS custom arrived this morning. I have a new journal for it here:

Will start posting there as soon as there is something to report. :smiley:

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